This is just something I've been thinking about for a while now. I know there are a lot of stories like this but I wanted to try it. Have fun reading

Chapter I

I was sitting on my porch thinkng about everything that had happened since I had met Bill. With his arriving in Bon Temps everything had changed. I lost my gran, fell in love, got my heart broken, fell in love again, got hurt a lot and people around me got hurt, too.
If I could change my actions back then…

Right then Niall popped up beside me. It made me jump so much I nearly fell out of my seat.

It had been a long time since I had seen him. Since he closed the portals. And even if I was happy to see him there was always a bad side to seeing him and there was enough bad in my life right now. Eric was trying to get out of an arranged marriage and I felt lonely in the process.

„Niall, it's good to see you but I have to say: Everytime we meet you have bad news for me." I smiled at my great-grandfather wishing he were like all the other grandparents allowing me to pour my heart out to him. He probably wouldn't have any problem with it but I doubted he would cuddle me.
He chuckled. „Actually, this time I'm just here because you called to me."
I raised my eyebrows at that.

„Your despair," he explained. „It summoned me."
„Oh." I didn't know I could do that.
"What's on your mind child?" he asked me.
"I- I was thinking about the past. Wishing I could change some things. I'd try not to get hurt that much and not to get others hurt. People I cared about." I said thinking about my Gran and Claudine. He contemplated this for a moment sitting on the rocking-chair my Gran had sat on so often.

"Do you really wish you could change it?" he asked. There was an undertone to this question I couldn't place.
"I'd do anything to change it if I could." I said.
"Well, there is a way…" I perked up at that.
"How?" I asked perplexed.
"Well, I'm pretty sure my son Fintan gave Adele a present." He suggested. "A very special one." He raised his eyebrow at me.
"You mean the clu-" I was about to say cluviel dor but he shushed me gesturing to his ears and then looking to the house. Didn't he want Claude to know?

Dermot wasn't here. Apparently he met a woman he found interisting and went on a date with her.
In the time I had been thinking Niall nodded.
"I believe you've been told how it works. You can change everything." He stood up. Ready to leave again. I was a little sad he couldn't stay longer.
"Before I leave I want to give you a gift before you take that quest of yours," he winked.
"What do you mean?" I asked getting up to hug him goodbye.
"This!" He summoned a ball of light and pushed it into me. All of a sudden I felt warm and powerful.

He hugged me close to him and whispered in my ear. "Goodbye my kin, my blood. You'll know what I gave you once you're where you're going. I wish you all of luck and I hope you succeed."

I hugged him a little tighter and then he let go and popped away again. This was the first time I felt good after he visited.
I sat there a while longer pondering about what he had told me and then I made my decision. I stood up, went to my room and got the cluviel dor out of my jewelcase…

Hope you liked the first chapter ;)