Dean burst through the door, bringing me out of my stupor and i glared at him. "Bella and Sam are missing." Then he was gone.

I sat in the bed for a moment and as his words registered in my mind i felt my body jolt and i reached for my cell phone. I called her phone getting nothing and then i was flying down the stairs still half drunk and swearing incoherently.

"When did Sam get out?" Dean asked Bobby, who held an ice pack to his forehead. He looked pretty out of it, and he was all dirty. Dean must've just found him.

"Some time after four, whatever happened, i dont know, they must've slipped past you two."

"Slipped past us?" i asked confused, i couldn't remember much after trashing the car. I turned to Dean who looked away guiltily, "what does that mean, what were we doing?"

"What do you think we were doing?" he shot at me with a glare and i hit him hard in the jaw, as if he would blame me for this.

"Dont blame me because you couldn't keep your sister on a leash!" he growed at me, and i moved on top of him, hitting him a second time. He rolled us, gripping my wrists tightly, trying to tell me to calm down. I threw my head foreward as hard as i could, getting him in the nose and he fell off of me.

"Im not the one who let my little brother get addicted to demon blood," he shoved me hard, and i hit the ledge of the desk. It shook and i hit him again, just as hard. We tumbled all over again, and i got him a third time before Castiel grabbed me and separated us. We glared at each other and i felt my eyes darken and light with fire.

"What are you two fighting about?" Cas asked, keeping us separated. Then i realized something, these idiot's were always too late to the punchline, i needed more help then this. I needed Kade.

"Fuck this, if you can't help me i'll find someone who can," i said shoving past the angel and into the back yard.

I went into the front yard, eventually finding my car. I noted Bella's missing stuff, and either assumed some convinced her to leave or made me want to this she did. I dug through the car, and when i was short two ingredients i threw open Dean's trunk. Eventually finding them i cut my palm, beeding blood dripped into the jar i gripped and i used a crowbar to rip up the earth. Dean eventually saw his open trunk and came out.

"What the hell are you doing?" Dean asked, pissed off that i was digging through his precious car.

I kicked the dirt over the jar waiting and ignoring Dean until he grabbed me. "Weird, that you want to talk to me all of a sudden," my brother said, hitting Dean so quickly i just stared in surprise. Dean hit a car falling foward and my brother grabbed me and shoved me into a car, the window shattered and i grinned.

"Didn't know you came at such a beck and call brother," he gave me a peculiar look, releasing me and hit Dean as he got close again.

"I want to know where Bella is," i said shrugging.

Kade regarded me almost sadly. "You wont like what you find sister."

"Is she alive?" he hesitated and then shrugged. I eyed him, he would have no reason to lie, and his hesitance meant more then just a flat our answer. He had no idea, but he was faster then a car, hell, faster then even a plane.

"I dont get all to involved with Lilith's activities, and she said she needed a half demon, i dont know what for," he said honestly. "Technically i'm a demon, and your too much of one, that left our dear sister."

"For what exactly?"

"A spell i think, dont go where she is Mara," he said seriously now. "Like i said, you wont like what you find."

"Take me to Bella now!" i practically screamed.

He waved at Dean, who was shouting at me not to move and i took my brothers hand. Then we were in another part of the country all together. I staggered, still half drunk and half hungover.

"Did you sleep with Dean Winchester?" he asked, as i stumbled back into a stand.

"Apparently," i said moodily. I didn't remember that much and i was more focused on my missing sister.

"Where are we?" i whispered, looking around confused.

"Some crap town in the middle of the nowhere, Lilith blocked me from her exact location, this as close as i could get us," he said shrugging. I turned to gaze at him oddly.

"Why are you helping at all?"

He gave me an unimpressed look. "Your still alive aren't you?"

"Define alive," i shot at him coldly, and just started walking. She was somewhere here, it was all a matter of finding out where.

"Bella could be useful, and with the way your acting, your more dangerous pissed off then Lilith would be. Just take a minute and relax would you," he said, grabbing me and spinning me around. I shoved him away from me, hate filling my eyes.

"Since when you do care at all about either of us! Bella is our sister, and if you had pulled your head out of your ass she wouldn't be missing!"

"I'm aware thank you, why do you care though? I've never seen you go bat shit crazy over a human, let alone our sister. I mean, hell, our other sister is dead, and you didn't care at all about her."

I spun around, eyes lighting, "no you didn't care Kade, just as sure as i am that you killed our fucking family! Do you even know what the word means? Cause i finally do!" He just looked at me weirdly, "Bella is the last one of us who doesn't have to turn out a fucking monster, the kind of monster you turned me into! But no, i woke up and the first thing i heard about was you and Lilith trying to torch the planet. So i taught our little sister to protect herself and you practically handed her over. If i hadn't had to spend so much damn time fighting you, rather then teaching her, she wouldn't be missing!" He just stared, as if i had been speaking a whole different language. I hit him hard, and he took the hit, watching me walking away furiously.

It didn't take long for me to find out she was in the basement of a church. How cliche, i thought, pushing through the doors. I got the oddest feeling, like a turn and run feeling. I glanced at Kade who looked equally as weirded out. I got to the basement only to find Dean pounding on the door.

"What's going on?" i asked running up next to him.

"Sam's in there with Lilith and Ruby," i blew open the door and ran straight for Bella. She was sprawled across some marble table and she was bleeding.

She was cold, really cold, too cold. I could hear talking in the background, laughter even, but i couldn't feel all that much except rage. Bella was dead, had been hours. I heard Kade drop down next to me, checking her pulse and he didn't even look at me. "is she-?" i had been hoping i was wrong somehow, that there was no way my sister was dead. But she was.

"Lilith must've needed her blood for a spell or something, Ruby probably grabbed her or tricked her-," i didn't wait for him to finish the sentence.

I felt my eyes light, and i set her body down, anger just filling me. I turned, and shoved my palm through Ruby's chest and she screamed. Before the demon could leave, i grabbed it, ripping it in half. But Ruby hadn't done this, Lilith had.

I felt something burst from me and it just burned my skin and i slammed into Lilith hard, shoving her against a wall.

"You did this," i said body heating. I heard people shout my name, but i ignored them. I grabbed her neck, slamming her against a wall. "Let's have a little fun."

I felt something pierce my skin and i pulled out a knife, i turned to Sam who had been holding the knife. "i suggest you leave," i said, dropping the knife.

"I know how upset you are," Dean said, pulling a gun. It flew into my hand, and i glanced back at my brother, who in a flash had the room covered in blood sigils and was bleeding from both arms. I grabbed Dean and Sam, all three of us landing in Bobby's living room.

I emptied the cult, tossing the gun through a window and everyone just stared. "I know how angry you are, and i know your hurting, but you can't kill Lilith," Dean said, taking a step towards me.

I regarded him coldly. "Watch me," before i could jump back he'd grabbed my arm and slammed me against the wall.

"Killing her will set Lucifer free Mara, don't you understand that?"

I grinned at him, kissing him hard and taking him by surprise. I managed to flip us, holding him against the wall with nothing but mental power, "Lucifer doesn't need to be freed for it to be destroyed. You may know how i feel. But you dont have nearly as much power as me, and baby, I'm going to burn this whole world down."

I jumped back, finding my brother waiting for me. Lilith was just sitting there. "Winchester's think Lucifer will be freed if we kill her," i said amused, tilting my head at her. I had nothing but ideas. Ideas of ways to hurt her and every time i glanced over her, at the body of my sister, all i felt was rage and more power.

"Lucifer, huh?" my brother asked, standing next to a wall, regarding me curiously. I made a sound of confirmation and he grinned. "You think he likes chess?"

"I dont know, let's find out," i said, my own smirk matching his. I was thrilled with the idea.

When Lilith was nothing but a bloody mess in front of us, we both stared down, watching as the blood rivered to the center of the room in a weird symbol. "How'd i get out of the curse?" i asked, watching the symbol light a little in the center.

"The same way i did, letting go of our souls, not sure what we are anymore, maybe we were never human," he said thoughtfully, watching the blood glow a little brighter. "But we have all the time in the world to figure that out, dont we?" he asked, holding his hand out to me.

I slipped my hand into his, finally feeling like i was home. The room vanished from us, and i wasn't sure where we were going to land. I just knew that no one could stop us, unless we wanted to be stopped. We would be exactly that, unstoppable. I would be unstoppable.

I was going to burn this whole world down.