Disclaimer : Not mine.

It's my new ff inspired by amazing authors writing "Amnesia" especially "A Troubled night" , I love it to insanity :D

Ok it's not a cannon there will be differences I warn you, and yes it is M rated for a reason, you'll find the reason even on a bottom of that chapter. But read what is above first pretty please? ^^

Have fun !


It all started with that small orb. It was nothing special at first, just a glowing orb. I thought it was harmless.

But then when I was seemingly safe, there came dreams . They were never quite the same but they had few things in common. I always had to see people die. People I knew . Those that were dear to me and those I hated. And then there was always a voice saying.

"I'll come for you".

And sometimes I'd wake from those nightmares by a sweet fragrance of rose petals surrounding me.

I couldn't understand what was happening but there were times when I almost would.

After about one month after the dreams started there came a presence. I called it the Shadow. Firstly it seemed to be harmless. Just a bit of shade following me now and then. But with time I thought it was getting closer and I could see it was shaped like a tall man. It kept watching me . Especially at night. I was afraid to sleep but I always succumbed to nights allure .

And then I started to feel it. Small innocent caresses on the verge of sleep. Not quite unpleasant but not comforting either . A small touch on my cheek, hand or back of my neck.

It was all slowly driving me insane. I tried getting help but no one believed me. They brushed it off as madness or eccentricity. Those few that actually tried to understand me and stay close to me ended up dead. After a few incidents like that people started avoiding me. They knew I didn't kill those people or they said they knew. But on the other hand they were watching me from afar like a wild beast ready to strike when they weren't looking. I didn't blame them .

I was left alone and rarely left home after that so no more people would get hurt. I wrote several letters to specialists, exorcists, therapists but I never got a reply. And it was getting worse day by day.

The Shadow kept hunting me on a daily basis. Sometimes it'd wrap itself around me and I was unable to move . But that wasn't so bad .

The most terrifying thing happened last morning. I woke up after passing out from tiredness and what welcomed me wasn't a light of day seeping through the window. No. It was darkness. Complete , heavy and overwhelming. And I couldn't move or even breath for that matter. I was almost being devoured by the monster I awakened. I would scream but no sound came , I'd cry but there was no wetness on my cheeks. Like if I was frozen in time.

I don't know how long I stayed like that. Finally I started to relax in this coffin of darkness. I was helpless so what was the point of struggling ? When I went completely limp the caresses started again. But they were more bold now. There was practically no place on my skin that was left untouched. To my great shame I need to confess after some time I did respond to them as my body betrayed me.

I didn't even notice the darkness subsided and I could hear my own moans of pleasure filling the room. And then just as suddenly it was gone .

My heavy breath and hard beating of my heart told me I was again able to move. But I felt pain. So much pain from lack of release. I had no choice as shameful as it was of me to do so.

Slowly my hand travelled south to touch my dripping member. I could not control a sigh that left me at the contact. My heated skin almost burned me when I started to move. Slowly at first and faster as the time went. My breath hitched and my muscles tensed when I caressed my small head and a slit on it. I was so close… Just few more strokes and I'd reach that blindness I so wanted to have just for a moment. My other hand played with my nipple and after few seconds more I twisted it screaming my release for the world to know. I trashed some more riding out final waves of my orgasm and only then after my heart rate slowed down I realized Just what have I done. I quickly went to leave my bed when I saw hungry golden eyes looking at my body from a corner. And I though I heard it whisper :

„Soon… soon you'll belong to no one but me.."

I blinked and the eyes disappeared. I had no idea if that was a post orgasmic hallucination or did I really saw what I saw.

After one day- which is today -when I wrote this in my diary I got a letter. A simple white letter with a red seal of a rose. It smelled a bit like roses too or so my senses told me. It was a letter offering help in my situation. And who I am really to decline help when everyone around me refused to give it to me? I'm not even sure if I did ask that person for saving me from this dire occurrences. But I have no choices left. Tomorrow I'm leaving to castle Brannenburg in Prussia to meet the baron going by the name Alexander.


Ok , so the prologue is done :) I hope you liked it and please don't kill me ! It was my first slashy attempt ever ! I still think it's not too the best of my abilities but I hope I'll improve :)

Ok and now important thing, I won't update it without some kind of support, it's no use if no will read the story ... But let's say if two people say they won't more I will write it :)

Thanks for your time ! Oh and once more thanks to DaemonS1gn , I love your story ! Seriously it's freaking awesome ^^