Well, here we go. My first fanfiction, I hope you'll like it. My mother tongue isn't english so please excuse any mistakes in my grammar...

This is yaoi! Don't like don't read. Thank you and have a nice day. All the others who are still here - enjoy and press start!

Cover by ~darksideoftheday :3 Used with permission.

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Damn it, he loved him. He loved his best friend. Damn it, Matt was gay.

Matt settled down in front of his desk, burying his face in his hands. He mustn't be gay. What would his father say? He mustn't know about this. He mustn't know his son was gay.

Matt's best friend was Tai. They'd been friends for many years and they did almost anything together. The last few months the blond felt weird when he was around Taichi. A strange feeling broadend is his stomach, whenever he saw his handsome mate.

It didn't take too long for him to realize he liked that guy, no – loved. A freaking guy. That mustn't be true! Matt couldn't love another GUY!

He looked up and peered out of the window, looking at the setting sun. Summer holiday just started. He shivered, having sincere difficulties accepting his feelings and fought inside of him with himself. Yamato felt a lump emerging in his throat and a single tear ran down his cheeks.

He got jolted out of his thoughts when a buzzing sound filled the room and a few seconds later a song by the Teenage Wolves rang out. His mobile.

"Hello?" he asked. "Hey Matt!" greeted a familiar voice. "Oh, hey Tai" he responded sheepishly. "How are you?" he added. "I'm fine. What about you? You sound kinda awkward." - "I'm fine, I'm fine. What's up?" - "I thought about a sleepover. What do ya think? I'll bring some movies along." He chuckled.

"Sounds nice." Matt admitted. "Tonight?" - "Yeah, is that OK?" Matt nodded, though Tai obviously couldn't see him. "My father won't be home tonight. The guys at the TV station are working on a documentation or something and need him... so... we'll be alone."

Tai chuckled again, making Matt blush slightly. Why did he blush? Why did Tai smirk like that? "See ya then!" he said swiftly and hung up. Damn it, he thought, he didn't even tell his friend the time to come over... He'd be here to the right time, for sure. But Matt needed a shower before.

Yamato stood up and went to the bathroom. Hopefully that'd distract him a little. He took of his T-shirt, stripped off his jeans including underwear, threw them out of the bathroom and got in the little shower-room, pulling the door shut. He sat down on the little seat in the shower and made hot water run over his head, to wash the troubling thoughts away, at least for some time. As he rubbed shampoo in his hair, he realized he didn't put any fresh clothes in the bathroom. Not even a towel. When he'd be finished, he'd have to go wet in his room to get dry and clothed, making the floor wet. His father may kill him for this one day.

Matt filled the little bucket, scrubbed one least time with the rag over his arm and eventually poured the hot, steamy water over his blond head. He sighed, got up, left the shower and headed for his room to get a towel, when suddenly a voice greeted him. "Hey Ma-" Tai's jaw dropped as he saw Matt. He was on the sofa, reading a manga with nothing evil in mind and just turned around to greet his friend. And he didn't even think about to look away. Yamato flushed all red, still trying to cover all the exposed parts of his body he didn't want to show the brunette. Yet, he added in his mind. Wait, what? Though he tried to cover everything, Tai probably had seen enough.

Matt placed his hands in front of his crotch and scuffled backwards in his room while piercing Taichi with an unnervt look on his face – his friend just laughed loudly and continued to read his manga. Matt plucked an orange towel out of his wardrobe and dried his body, before dressing up a pair of rather tight shorts – he loved them – and a green T-Shirt. He plodded back to Taichi, still purple in the face. "What's up, streaker?" Taichi grinned.

"Haha, funny. Shut up. How was I supposed to know you'd be sitting her!" Tai pulled out a key ring and held it in before Matt's nose. "You gave me a key, silly. When I came in I heard water, so I waited here. Still I didn't expect to see such an astonishing show." He laughed again and Matt punched his arm. "Ouch! Hey -" - "What movies do you have with you?" Tai opened his bag and pulled out a stack of DVDs.

"Some anime... Pick." Matt decided for 'Summer Wars', one of his favorite movies. "I guess I shouldn't have brought that movie" the brunette smirked. "King Kazuma is badass! Don't bother me!" He made a pause and thought. "What'll we eat? In the fridge is some fish left..." Taichi smiled. "Sounds good, my chef." Matt wanted to frown, but Tai's smiling was just so cute. So friendly and buoyant. And his eyes...

The movie ended and Matt brought two bowls of rice and the remaining dinner to the small table in front of the sofa, while Tai put the next disc in the DVD-player. After roughly half of the film Yamato could hear a silent snoring plus something pressing against his shoulder. Taichi fell asleep and rested his head on Matt. He moved a bit and his head slid on the blond's lap. Instinctively Matt ran his fingers through Tai's hair but pulled them quickly away, when Tai adjusted his head so he could lie there more comfortable. He rubbed his head on Yamato's warm body.

Damn it. He laid a little bit inconveniently and pressed against a spot that was eagerly reacting. The brunette continued to sleep and enjoyed Yamato's warmth, so he continued to rub his cheek on Yamato. To be more precise his crotch. That's unbearable, he moaned in his thoughts. And of course he had to wear his tight pants that got way too tight in such situations. Gently he wrapped an arm around Tai's chest, whereupon Taichi calmed down a bit and just rested there. Matt wanted to stand up, to put away the dishes, to go to bed, to escape this situation – and, maybe, to help this a bit, do... some other things before sleeping to divert his body, but this thought just made his pants bulge even more – but... the circumstance this brunette boy, probably the cutest guy he could imagine, was sleeping on his lap made him all dizzy and before he noticed he dropped off.

He woke up as the first sunrays shone through the window. He didn't open his eyes immediately. He enjoyed that feeling. Something heavy rested on him. And it smelled like Tai. He loved Tai's smell. Then Matt suddenly tore his eyes open and gazed at Taichi, who was still lying there snuggled up against his lap.

Well well, that was the first chapter... I hope you enjoyed it, so I'll be willing to update :) Have a nice day!