BPOV

As I showered, I thought about everything that I had been through and how Edward had become my rock in a short amount of time. I could tell by the looks that he always gave me that he actually cared and that I was beginning to fall for him. What was I going to do? I mean he was way older than me but he was so amazing. Thinking about Edward had always made me tingle in place that hadn't been touched in a while.

"Yes, I've had sex before. I was a teenager, hadn't we all," I said to myself.

It was when I was a junior in high school. I meet this guy name Jacob and he was cute. All my friend had already had sex so I thought I would try it. To see what was all the fuss about. Jacob and I dated a while because I was not a whore who would have sex with a guy that I didn't know that well. So after we had been together for a month we "Did it" and it wasn't that great. It happen so fast that I don't even think I got off. A week later I found out that Jake cheated on me. "I'm glad we used a condom."

But every time I thought about sex with Edward, I just knew he would be great at it. I knew that he would know just how to touch me and with that thought I began to touch myself. Thinking about Edward I knew I would come in no time. I need to do this if we were going to be in the same bed together. My left had grabbed my right nipple and my right slowly made its way do to my core. I thought about how Edward lips would caress my skin and how he would slowly get down on his knees a pleasure me with his talented tongue. I circled my swollen clit with my finger. I was so wet just picturing the things that Edward could do to me, but then I heard a knock at the door.

"Bella are you ok, you've been in there for a while," Edward asked.

Damn it, what I'm I supposed to tell him. "Yeah, I'm more than find. I was just masturbating while thinking about you," I thought to myself.

"I'm fine, I'll be out in a sec," is what I really said. I can't finish now, so I washed my hair really fast and got out of the shower. How was I going to sleep in the bed with him now? I left the bathroom and noticed that he had left the room so that I could get dressed. Once I was dress I went in search for him.

"Hey Edward we can go to sleep now," screamed and then he came around the corner. He ran right into me so hard that we both hit the ground and he fell right on top of me. I could feel his groin right where I want him to be. In that moment I knew that he shared some feeling with me because he was rock hard. Neither one of us move, all we did was look one another in the eye. Then he spoke.

"Damn Bella you're so warm here," and he ground his hips into to mind. Without thinking I wrapped my legs around him and started to kiss his lips. He returned the kiss with so much force but then he pull away but he didn't get up.

"Bella baby we can't do this now. I want to protect you but I want you so bad and you feel so good," he began to rant all while hovering on top of me. "We need some time to figure all of this out," he said as he hoped up off of me. He reached a hand down to help me up. "We will talk about this later but right now I think we both need some sleep.

"Ok," is all I could seem to get out.

"I'm just going to sleep on the other end of the bed," Edward mumbled.

Honestly I don't think either of us got any sleep. When I did get to sleep I dreamt about Aro finding me.

"Bella wake up baby, it's a dream wake up," Edward screamed as he shook me.

I opened my eye to see Edward holding me in his arms. He rubbed my shoulder until I finally calmed down. I was so scared but I really felt safe in his arms.

"Bella your safe, just tell me what your dream was about," he asked.

"It wasn't a dream; it was a nightmare that I hope to never have again. It was so real, Aro was right there with his hand wrapped around my neck. He was killing me Edward, he's going to find and kill me Edward," I cried.

"Bella he will not touch you do you understand me, he said while kissing my forehead. I'm her and I will not allow him to even get close to you baby ok."

I look into his eyes and I could see that his word were true, in that moment I just knew he would always be there when I needed him. I kissed him. I just need to show him how much I appreciated him. We began to make out and thing became more urgent. We needed each other. I want to feel him ever where so that I could feel safe.

"Bella we shouldn't do this but I just can't stop. I need to show how much I'm here for you. I want to show how much you mean to me," he moaned.

"Show me Edward, I need you to show me; I want to feel safe please."

He slowly peels my shirt from my body as he began to touch every part of my body that was exposed. Kiss my neck then my chest.

"Bella baby this needs to come off," he said motioning to my bra.

His wet kiss began to wonder all over my body. I could feel him everywhere but it wasn't enough.

"Edward I need you inside of me right now, I have to feel."

His breath hitched and I began to push his pajama pants and boxer down at the same time. He was large and it was beautiful. Then he ripped my panties away from my body. This was it; I was going to finally feel him.