The months we spent together. Oh, my Snowflake, you do not know the pleasure that comes with that word.
We.
How I have longed to use that word. The times of pain we endured, the suffocation of desperation we persevered, the desire we so tasted, but could not embrace to the fullest. But now, you have given me the ultimate gift, the gift of satisfaction. Such a generous lover I have, I cannot even fathom how much this means to me. But also, it is the world to you. I have seen your eyes, the dance of falling snow in the endless depths of those blue seas. That gleam that never ceases to fade, but shines brighter every day. The light that chases my fears away. To know you will never be alone again, that the night you gave me life again was you last night in the shadows. I know what lurks in them and you, my never-ending light, certainly do not belong among them. The darkness is for what is to remain unknown, but, you, I want to know everything about. Every nonexistent flaw, every perfection, every inch of that gloriously pale body.
The hundreds, thousands, millions of days you spent collecting that intoxicating fear, I had nothing on my mind except the wonders, marvels, treasures of your heart, body, soul. You had me entranced by you from the beginning, from the first nightmare, to the last drop of fear. And you will have me in this enchantment until fear is no longer needed in this world. Our bond will transcend all odds, all trails, all time. We understand each other, how the other works, how the other thinks, how the other lives, and that's what makes us strong.
The euphoria that has been given to me, that I have been blessed with, has relieved me of the pain that has contaminated my heart for so long. How can I possibly repay you? My life, my love, my entirety has been placed into the masterpieces called your hands. Know that wherever you go, whatever you do, whenever you feel alone, you hold me. No matter what happens, you keep me from falling apart, and I will my life to see you smile. I do not care if we are cast way to the ends of the earth, we will always be together. No one can part us, no one can tear our bond. I would fall into the caress of insanity if I was forced to live without the cold. I would melt under the burning pain that would consume my heart, soul, body, mind. I have grown addicted to the sensation that comes with the knowledge of having a true believer. However, God forbid this believer is just a that. No, this believer is so much more. He is the reason I live, the reason to carry on, the reason for anything and everything. I need to be with you until the Sun stops rising and the rain stops falling. Together.
I have seen every wonder of the world, every miracle, every myth...and I still stand in one place. All I see is your smile, your eyes, your white locks. I need to see no more. I have stood on this lake and seen everything that I Will ever need to see. I cannot get over the way you move. The joy you feel is evident to the world. These dances you create, the dances of winter, run through my mind like a song on replay. The happiness it brings me to see you glide across the ice is uncomprehensible.
You have always performed alone. No one to share the experience with. Until the day you had someone there with you. When I stepped from the shadows that separated me from your embrace, you pulled me into the dance of freshly fallen snow. The snow and darkness pulling and pushing in a beautiful array of black and white. Forever we will dance this dance of winter.