i know this one is short, its just a kinda test to see if i should do this one...enjoy...?

"sometimes I wonder, if things will ever be normal again. Most of the time I'm busy fighting off others, wanting to claim me as their 'mate'. I don't want a mate. I want to stay who I am, well, I guess its too late for that...after They did all those experiments...normal...what Is that even? I don't know, I having been normal since that day...or..should I say those years..No, that day.

That day I was rescued, taken in...covered Up...his Word were soft I know, but his eyes where unforgiving. Remembering them...they Scare me..Then I was giving a job. A very important job. To protect that mans 'young master'. And I do. But...things Get in the way...like...love I guess...yeah. Everybody has told me I look like a girl, so why not be one? I started to form a crush, on the cook. Me, the gardener, in love with the cook? Ha. He is always so busy...i Wonder if he noticed. The other night I set a rose on his drawer.

A red one, the only one that didn't die. Everlasting love doesn't die...sometimes I wonder if me-rin takes my gifts I give to him.

She is head over heels for the butler, I don't blame her, he's kinda cute, but I think that my bard is cuter...my Bard...i Like that...not The bard, or the cook..He's my cook. I've got another late night present for him..I apron that says kiss the chef. I paid for it and everything...i Hope he likes it, and maybe one day, he'll fall in love with me like I did with him. Maybe one day..."

"what are you reading bard?" mey-rin asks, leaning over his shoulder. "oh, its a site called love you letters, I got bored without my flame thrower..I'm just reading these, I really like this one, the writer is called 'kiss me cook'" bard chuckles.

"w-wha...thats My name! And...ohmygosh, Finny has a crush on you! It says it right here, see? Gardener, in love with 'my bard!' onmy!" "mey-rin, relax, I never got a rose, so it can't be me" bard sighs. "yes you did...i..i Took it and gave it to Sebastian...bard! Finny likes you!" she squeaks. "well, 'kiss me cook' posts every day, so if I get a apron ill let you know and go from there." he sighs.

As mey-rin leaves he glances to make sure that she gone. "my finny, meet me tonight, I'd like to see you if that's okay, if you're even reading this...meet Me and let me try on the apron, and maybe, a little fun will happen..." Bard smiles at his work, hits send and yawns, checking the clock. One message per day no more. Waiting till tonight or tomorrow felt too long, so instead, he went to see if he could find little finny...

Hey, well I've got another story going along, T rated...or At least till the next few chaps...XD

I got a new computer, and as much as I love this one, it doesn't have word. Well, this is wordpad so yeah...no More spell check! Unless I use Google, which I will do. XP sorry for misspellings, grammar, and English in general, no spellchecker.

Finny: oh my ! Y-yaoiotakuforever doesn't own black butler...(though she wishes she did)

me: hey! *pouts*