Chapter50

Natsumi woke up in the morning preparing her things for leaving yawning all the time from the last time party and how she ended up being late for sleep and suffering from waking up early to leave earlier. Her friends suffered the same because all of them did the same as her. She wanted to get into the train as fast as possible so she could rest and sleep but she was sure she won't be able to do so since she had motion sickness and that won't let her rest and get peace. She let out a yawn as she put the last piece of clothes raising her head to look at the clock to find that it was 9 o'clock and they have to leave early so she could be able to get the train of 11. Natsumi put her bag on her back and walked towards the door. She was wearing her normal clothes, tying her hair into a bun feeling lazy to do it since she was in a bad mood because of her less of sleep. When she went out of the room she stopped as she stared at the blonde haired guy's room. The door was closed and she figured that he would be still changing or maybe sleeping. She took a breath and advanced towards the door. She raised her hand and nervously knocked the door.

There was no answer as she started to look right and left. She started to sniff so she could find Lucas's smell but it was really weak though. She took a deep breath and grabbed the door's handle and opened the door slowly. She started to move it slowly so if he was changing or anything. But, when she opened it at its full there was no anyone in the room. She let go of her bag and entered slowly to the room. She looked right and left but found no remnant of the blonde in the room. She walked to look at the closet to find that it was also empty. She felt strange about it. How could it be this empty and why? She walked out of the room and was surprised to see one of the house's maids smiling at her. She came to clean the room. She entered leaving the girl standing in her place. While Natsumi was thinking of what happened to Lucas, she realized that she could ask this woman about him. She moved her body to call her.

"Excuse me," she said stopping the woman. The woman moved her body to talk to the pink haired girl. "Where is the guy that was here? The blonde one."

"Ah, that guy left the house an hour ago." She stated and Natsumi widened her eyes because of the shock."

"Left?" Natsumi spoke. "But why? I'm still here!" she continued not knowing what exactly what to say since she was so shocked.

"I don't know." She answered back and looked back at the work. "I didn't see him except from the back of his hair." Natsumi was shocked staring at the maid's back not believing what she said. Why would he leave her all alone in a place like that? And why? she turned her body but was surprised to see some of the butlers who are working in the house smiling at her. At first she was afraid but then she got creeps when he kept smiling like that. she gulped and opened her mouth to talk.

"W-What?"

"Natsumi-san, this is for you." He raised his hand while he was grabbing a letter. "Lucas-san gave this to me before he left." He said shocking her once more time. She raised her hand nervously to take the letter from him but was actually afraid to read it since she didn't know the real reason behind his leaving. She was afraid to not be able to see him again. She grabbed it and stared at the letter. She opened it slowly and started to read.

Dear Natsumi,

I know it all of sudden but, I got the idea of doing that when I saw how sad you get when you look at me so I decided to leave. I decided to punish myself to be away from you since it hurts the both of us much.

You can't overcome my love when I'm around you so I decided to leave maybe one day, you can overcome me, to overcome my love.

You ask when I will return. Hmm, I may return and I may not. That's actually different from what I want. The only thing that I want to do is to heal your heart that I broke and I won't be able to do so when I'm here with you.

I'm going to go in a journey and work harder so I could be stronger.

I hurt you a lot, I'm sorry. You may be hurt even when you are reading this letter but, believe me it's for our good.

Forgive me,

Lucas.

Natsumi lowered the letter from her eyesight to her side. She didn't shed a tear but she felt burning inside. She wanted to cry but her tears didn't come out. He was a bother even when he decided to leave. For her good? What does he mean by that? If it was for her good she wouldn't have loved him like a crazy. And now, he is telling her that he left to make her overcome him. Doesn't he know that she will suffer more like that?! She bent down and grabbed her bag as she put it on one shoulder walking like a drunken person not realizing where she was going. He did it again. He hurt her again. He left her behind not thinking of her feelings. He left her with just a letter. He left her without a word but just a smile.

A smile! People who want to be hated leaves with a bad affect not a smile. He wants her to forget him and continue to live forward but he doesn't get the idea that will make her suffer more.

Natsumi went to the train station not speaking because she didn't feel like doing that. She didn't greet her friends or even didn't say good bye them pretty well. They all realized that something was wrong when they realized that the both of them couldn't look into each other's eyes very well. Even though when they should talk to each other, they didn't do that or even say anything to each other. She sat on the cabin looking at the outside of the window all the way back to Magnolia. She felt sick but, her sickness wasn't hurting as much as her heart did. She felt tears escapes her eyes automatically as she started to remember his gentle touches and smiles. Why would he do that? Why would he leave her alone? Didn't he know that she loved him and couldn't live without him? Couldn't he know that her life without him doesn't have a meaning? That's right that Natsumi was super angry from what he did to her in the past but, seeing him was enough to bring her back from the death!

After several hours inside of the train, the train finally reached Magnolia safely. The pink haired mage was sitting helplessly at the chair staring down at the ground not realizing that the train already arrived and everyone started to leave. She didn't pay attention to the people who was leaving beside her or behind her. She just stared down at the ground helplessly. Suddenly a voice woke her up. She moved her head to look at the sudden voice that she didn't realize who it was. She saw Lucas and that made her shocked to see him here. She smiled at him happily because he returned but when he kept calling her name; she realized that it wasn't his voice actually. She closed her eyes tightly and then opened it once again to find that it was the black haired ice mage Gray together with the blue haired water mage standing and staring at her in a shock.

"That's a beautiful coincidence, Natsumi-san. We were riding the same train." Juvia said smiling while all the attention was to her. Gray felt that something was up with her and that made him worried about her. She was staring at them without saying a word though.

"Natsumi, are you alright?" the black haired mage asked as he kept looking down at her. Natsumi closed her opened mouth and nodded slowly. She moved her head to look at the window to find out that they were already in the station. She was mumbling things that her friends couldn't hear it. She grabbed her bag and started to walk before them as they followed her. Later, she was in the back staring at the ground helplessly and not to mention that she was in the back. Every minute that it passes, Gray or Juvia spin their bodies to check on her to see if she was fine. They didn't understand a thing about what's happening with her. And why does she act like that so suddenly.

They finally reached to the guild and entered to the inside. Both Mira and Erza expected to see something they imagined that could happen but, when they saw that Natsumi was entering through the door alone they felt depressed. Mira greeted them when they reached to the bar.

"That's a coincidence to have the both of you returning from two different missions though." She smiled while cleaning the cups. She glanced at the pink haired mage to find that she was staring at the wooden table with no reaction on her face. "Natsumi…" all of them looked at Natsumi worrying about her. Natsumi didn't hear her calling her name. She called her several times and she finally realized that her name was being called.

She raised her head to look at her and then looked at the people sitting beside her and they were all staring at her. "What?"

"Natsumi, where's Lucas?"

He didn't answer as she kept staring at the table thinking of what she should say. "He…" she raised her head looking into her eyes. "… He left."

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Alert!

This is going to be the last chapter for part one and I will continue in Natsumi part 2 and that means that I'm going to make a squeal so be tuned and don't forget to read it.

Don't ask where the idea came from because it just popped in my head and I don't know what really to say. I kind of think that I need to start new thing in Natsumi so please I need more people to read it so if you like this story much you have to tell your friends to read it.

Something really funny about this story because one day after around a year from publishing it I hated it so much and I wanted to delete it but suddenly the ideas started to pop in my head with its own and I started to like it. So, when my talent and my English started to be improved, people started to hate my story, everything is going the opposite way. :D

And another funny thing, I published this story since 2013 and I wanted to finish it so quickly but unfortunately, ideas kept popping in my head and I didn't know where. :D

Have fun in your day and don't forget to review guys to tell me what you liked about this story and will you read my second part or not?

I'm going to update the second part so be tuned and wait for it.

Sayonara.