Chapter One

Loren's Pov

I wish I could die. My life sucks. What did I ever do wrong to those kids! I'm the smartest kid in my class. My father, Trent left me and my mom, Nora. I live with my mom in Tarzana. My idol is Eddie Duran. Smokin hot singer. He is 22 years old. Also a model girlfriend on the side for him. That blonde tramp is probably using him for his money. Ugh, I'm getting sick just talking about her. Let me talk about someone or something that brightens my day. My best friend, Melissa Sanders. Don't you just love talking about your best friends. I often call her Mel, short for Melissa. Mighty Mel she calls herself. She is so bright and fun. Also she is colorful with what she wears. Then her brother, Phil Sanders. Trouble maker. That's all I can say about that boy. Oh and let me not forget, his girlfriend Adriana Masters. That girl cares nothing about anyone but herself. She is so ungrateful. Popular is what she thinks she is. Nobody likes that girl but her best friends, Kim, Nicole, and Brooke. They also make me sick. Those late the girls who bully me 247. Which is the reason I want to die. They just don't talk about me, they push me around. I don't environ want to talk about it any more. Laying down on my bed I put my notebook to the side. I jump back up and add, Also I am Loren Tate, in my notebook. Closing my eyes I went to sleep. Hoping I will br dreaming of Eddie Duran.

I'm at the Avalon. Watching Eddie jump around playing his guitar. The crowd was cheering, as always. Staring at him with flirty eyes, the song was over. He walks up to me, so I think. His arms open as if he was about to hug me. I open my arms to find out he walked pass by me. Turning around, I see Eddie Duran hugging Adriana Masters. "Eddie," I said waving my hand. "Eddie can you hear me?" No matter what I said, he didn't hear me. A tear fell down my face as Eddie walked hand and hand with Adriana, walking right threw me.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm. "Beep, Beep, Beep, Beep." Moving my arm slowly, I turned off my alarm. Sadly I got up and looked at the poster of Eddie Duran. His beautiful smile always made my day. Not this time though. After the dream, or should I say nightmare I had, I'm afraid he will never notice me. Will Adriana always ruin my chance with a boy? Still looking at the poster, I think about all of this. "Will you ever notice me?" Maybe tonight he will notice me. I hope. Laying back on my bed I hear a knock on my bedroom door, turning my head I see.. "Hey mom."

"Hey Lo. Good morning," my mom said coming in with a news paper in her hand. What could it be? A shooting? New television show? Why would my mom show me a shooting? A new television show, maybe. EDDIE DURAN! Best guess yet. My mom sat down on the bed and said, "How did you sleep?"

"Good. Actually bad. I had a nightmare," I replied. Why would I have a nightmare? I have a poster of Eddie Duran in my room, for crying out loud. One thing about me that no body likes. I can never enjoy anything or trust anyone. Maybe just my mom and Mel. But even still, they don't even like that about me. I've been like this ever since my dad left me and my mom. My mom will find someone better than that man.

"Why you have Eddie in here with you," she opened up the news paper. I opened my mouth wide and smiled. Me and Mel were going to his concert tonight. Well I hope. She said that she'll get the tickets. Hopefully she doesnt get them from her loser brother.

"Mom, can't wait to go with Melissa it'll be so fun." My mom is the best mom any one could ever have. She understands me. Even though she might thrown off because I don't let her hear me sing. It's just that my music is private to me. I still don't know how I got into music. My mom isn't really into writing music. Dad... Really don't know a lot about him. Mom really doesn't talk about him anymore. I wonder why. We know that he left us and all, but some people like talking about there past people.

End of chapter srry I've been moving lately I promise this story all the chapters are going to be 800 or so words.. Lov yeah plz review