Hello there! It is my 2nd fic of Kaze :D hehehe. feel free to read it. I am so sorry for uploading a new fic when I am not even finishing the old one. LOL just this idea keep popping in my head. hehehe. Then, please enjoy it!

Zero was there...

When Yuki was treated kindly by the pureblood prince, he was there.

When Yuki was being embraced by the pureblood prince, he was there.

When Yuki was being worried by the pureblood prince, he was there.

And, when the pureblood stared at Yuki lovingly, he was there.

He was always there, even though his heart felt like being stabbed numerous time. He was always there even though both of them did not wish him to watch their moments.

But how can he avoid it...?

Sometimes, Zero thought, dying was much better than seeing both of them together. Sometimes, Zero thought, the hell was much better than the place when he had to watch both of them together.

Zero was tired.

Zero was helpless.

Zero was hopeless.

He was in love... he was really sure about it.

And he knew that what he was feeling was LOVE.

And Zero knew... how it felt, how those adutls kept lying that Love is so sweet.

He did not expect he would fall in love, with that kind of person to be exact.

Many times, he thought... perhaps God hated him, because God kept playing around with his life. kept messing around with his feelings.

But, again, Zero could not blame anyone for his feelings towards that person. Zero knew it, Zero really knew it... he kept denying it. And yet, he still admitted it.

And again, here he was, standing not too far from them behind the big tree. He could see clearly how Yuki smiled shyly whenever that pureblood prince named Kaname brushing off her hairs.

Zero was hurt, it hurt as hell. It was Zero felt.

Then, Zero closed his eyes, wondering what he had done just now. What did he want actually? What did he hope for this useless love...? This love of his was hopeless, he should not ask for something in return.

He would never become the one that that person loved. Never!

Zero just smiled bitterly as he glanced again at those two lovebirds.

'I want to be embraced like that...'

'I want to be treated like that...'

'I want to be loved by you...'

They were what Zero exactly wanted to say... though there were nothing coming out from his lips but the trembling sound of his lips.

"Kaname..." he whispered through the wind, blowing up his soft silver hairs. That name sounded so right for him, it sounded so right to say. Yet he knew, he had no right to actually say that name.

"Kaname..." Once again, he called out that name as he hugged his knees, letting those tears falling down his flawless cheeks.

'If only... If only I were Yuki...'

'Will you love me too..?'

here is the prolog! XD hahaha. it was suck I know! and sorry for wrong grammar or spellings. I am so sleepy now :v OTL. Reviews please! One review wont hurt I promise. But remember, no flame!

if you are interested in being my beta-reader for this series just PM me. thanks.

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