Okay so this isn't really how I wanted the story to go, I wanted to make it longer until this part but I couldn't think of what to do. Sorry I'm uploading so fast ill probably right another chapter sometime tonight because i stayed home from school today and I'm bored.

I woke up suddenly. I only slept a couple of hours with the nightmares filling my mind. Shizuo was still sleeping, so I made my way to the kitchen. I should try and make shizuo some breakfast. I laid out two plates for us and make some waffles. Hey, i wasn't going for anything fancy.

Ten minutes later when he got up, I looked up as I saw him walk over with a surprised look on his face. "You...made breakest?" I looked at him with a smirk. "No, the breakfast fairy made it." He glared. "Shut the fuck up and eat." I gave in and continued eating. "So...Shizuo, you were all over me last night." He looked at me with a blush as he put our plates away. "I was not!" I chuckled. "Yeah. You were hugging me like I was your girlfriend or something!" I chuckled more as he tried to wipe the blush off his face. "If you're done making fun of me, shinra is coming over today to check up on you." I sighed. "I don't need to be checked on." He glared at me but said nothing. "Oh wait!" I exclaimed. "I have to go to Shikis tonight, so I think we have to reschedule."

"WHAT?" He hollered at me suddenly which made me flinch. "You're not going there, flea!" I glared at him. "You can't tell me what to do shizuo!" He stood up from his chair. "Yes I can, I'm watching you. So you have to listen to me you fucking lunatic! I'm so glad I-" He cut himself short as I stared at him. "You what, Shizu-chan?" He walked over to the sink and mumbled a, "Nothing."

- Time skip -

"Hello izaya." Shinra stepped through the door with his medical bag. "I'm just checking how you're doing!" He said as he grabbed my arm and started examining all over my body. "Have you taken your pill for today?" He questioned. "Uh..no I forgot. He looked at shizuo and nodded at him, telling him to get me my pill. "So, shinra. You're not going to tell me what happened to me? You're going to let me live in confusion forever?" I asked. He looked at me with a confused expression. "No izaya I just don't want to overwhelm you.-" I grabbed onto his arm and looked at him with pain filled eyes. "Please...just tell me something." Shinra sighed and sat down when shizuo came in. "Shizuo, I'm going to tell izaya now. He has the right to know. Shizuo put the glass down and gave shinra a worried expression. "Shinra, if you do I swear to god ill kill you." Shinra, not looking fazed, said," Then you tell him."

Shizuo looked at me to shinra. Then, I heard shizuo say the worst thing i ever heard in my whole life.

"I...It's my fault this happened izaya, it's my fault your sisters got killed."