When you're on the line of death, there's so much to think about. Think about the good times, think about the bad times. But, it doesn't have to be you that is on the line of death, it could be someone you truly love. Someone you wish you had the guts to tell them you loved them, even after their girlfriend had gotten her head cut off. My heart shattered in a million pieces when he got cut off by gun shots. I never had the chance to tell him. Never had the chance to say, 'I love you.'

Another day passed and I was still huddled up in bed waiting for the Boss to call. I didn't think she was too comfortable with letting me deal with the Syndicate while hate and revenge burned through my veins.

I peeked my head out of my blankets and grabbed my phone off the bedside table and I slithered back down under my covers. Squinting, I looked at all of my calls.

Pierce.

Boss.

Birk.

Johnny.

Tears brimmed my eyes as I smiled at his name. I forgot I had called him before the bank heist. That was supposed to be a good day, but unfortunately, we robbed the wrong bank. I slithered out of my blankets and I put my phone back on the bedside table. I sighed and I got up, walking towards the kitchen. I desperately needed food. I had basically been starving myself since Johnny died. The only things I ever ate was bits and pieces of crackers.

I grabbed a bowl and poured cereal and milk into it. While I was eating it, I walked back to the living room. I turned the TV on, and there, playing, was a Professor Genki: Murder Time, Fun Time commercial. I smiled. Second time I smiled since Johnny died.

"Oh Johnny would've loved this." I said to myself. I chuckled at the sight of Johnny doing that. My eyes lit up and I set my bowl down. I cupped my hands and I let my face fall into my hands. Suddenly, tears began to fall. I was sobbing like an idiot. There was so much I could've done to save him. I could've stopped him from driving the plane back. I could've went back and got him to see if he was okay. But, I didn't. I was disappointed in myself and I just wanted to hurt someone, anyone, for killing him. I lifted my face out of my hands and I wiped the tears.

I've had enough of grieving for Johnny. It was time to avenge his death. I got up from the couch and I walked into the bathroom.

After I was showered and dressed, I put my make up on and put my hair up, leaving a strand of hair sway in front of my face. My phone began to ring and I saw Boss on the screen. I answered.

"Wanna go shopping?" She asked. I rolled my eyes. Shopping?! Oh how I wanted to cuss her out!

"Not in the mood." I said irritated.

"Wanna go to kill some of Phillipe's goons?" She asked. I knew right at that instant, she was smiling.

"Definitely." I answered, sounding more up to it.

"Phillipe owns a gun store called Powder. Wanna go shopping?" She asked again. I smiled.

"See you in five." I hung up, grabbed my keys and left my house.

A/N: Sorry, it's a little short. I will be starting on Chapter Two soon.