Throughout the next couple of weeks, I spent my free time with each of the guys, wither it was with all three of them together or one on one. I talked to Dean and Roman, and the two of them to stop arguing about me. It took a while but it worked. I noticed though that Dean was becoming more distant, especially when the other guys were around me. He was different, he got upset too easily, and whenever he did he would lock himself away in his hotel room and drink or just run off to a gym without telling anyone. He had myself and the other two guys worried, and I just couldn't stand seeing him like that, and knowing that I was the cause of it all. No matter how much Seth told me that it wasn't my fault, and that he always had these demons inside of him, I knew deep down that it was because of me, that he was drinking and getting upset a lot.

I was trying to relax in my hotel room, just sitting there and thinking about everything that happened over the past few months. I knew in the back of my mind that I had to make a decision, and make it soon. I couldn't just let the guys sit around and wait for me, plus it was starting to drive me insane, and I wasn't really all that focused on wrestling. I had made the list of pros and cons in my head of each of the three guys. I picked up my cell phone ready to make a text when all of a sudden there was a knock on the door. I walked over and asked who it was and Dean answered. I opened the door for him and as soon he got the chance, he came rushing in, grabbing me by the hand and taking me back over to the bed.

"I can't take it anymore, every time I'm around you, I need to have you." He spoke, before kissing me a little roughly. "And when I'm not around it's worse."

"J-" He cut me off, by kissing me again.

"I miss you and I love you. I can't begin to imagine my life without you, and I don't want to. You keep me sane. Sweetheart, without you I'm a mess, just ask the guys." He took my hand and squeezed my hand, tightly. "You're my angel." He got up off the bed, pulled out a small box from his front pocket and got down on one knee. My eyes widened with surprise, he wasn't really gonna...was he? I looked down at him as he opened the box. "Angel, will you marry me.?" He asked, as held out the ring nervously.

I quickly covered my face, not wanting him to see me cry. "Jonathon..." I wiped her eyes. "Jon, I love you...but why? Why me?"

"I just told you, why. I love you, that's why!"

"I don't know why you do, and I'll probably never understand it." I took a deep breath. "But I love you too and I can't lose you" I looked down at him and bit my lip nervously.. "I just can't." I stuck out her left hand, shaking from the nerves.

"Yes or No?!''

"Yes, put the ring on my finger!" I answered and waved my hand in his face.

He slipped the ring on my finger and jumped up smiling, embracing me in a tight hug.

Seth took the news well. He was happy for me, and it was clear since day one that all he ever wanted for me was for me to be happy. At first Roman was mad, but after Seth and I both talked to him, he slowly got over it, accepted my decision and was happy for me, but he did say that he would kick Dean's ass if he ever hurt me. At first I felt bad, I knew now that being engaged to Dean, we couldn't do the things that we used to do, and apart of me wanted to be selfish and just have the three of them to myself, but I couldn't do that to the guys, it wasn't fair to any of them to treat them that way. I just had to accept whatever Seth and Roman decided to do, even if it killed me inside to see them with someone else. After a while they did move on, but surprisingly Seth and Roman got together. It came as a shock to me, but they're happy together, so I'm happy for them. The fraction is still going strong, in fact we're stronger than ever now. So All the girls are happy for me, but I'd have to say that Nattie is the most happy. I honestly don't think I could have gotten through all of the ups and downs without her. When Jon and I get married, she's defiantly going to be my maid of honor. I'd have to say that overall, everything turned out good in the end.