Shay's P.O.V

So our break was over so that meant going back to work. I was really exited since I haven't seen Troian, Lucy, Ian and everyone else for a while. Exactly as I woke up my phone beeped. It was Keegan.

Keegan: Hey baby I'm gonna be a little late for work today. I'll explain later xx

Shay: Okay x

After I sent the message I got ready and was on my way for work. When I got there everyone was there and we all exchanged hugs and talked about our break. Tyler came up to me and asked me about Keegan and told him he's gonna be a little late for some reason. We all waited for Marlene so we can have our first season 4 table read.

As I waited for Marlene we all chatted and suddenly I felt someone hugging me from behind. I turned around and saw that it was Keegan. He smiled at me and then kissed me. We stopped kissing and I glanced behind him to see a beautiful blonde girl. I kept starring at her and Keegan noticed so he introduced us.

"This is Chuck" he said whilst pointing at her.

"And Chuck this is Shay my girlfriend." he said and winked at me.

"Hi" we both said at the same time and smiled at each other.

"So Chuck is a photographer. Like me! So she's gonna stick around today and then we're gonna go somewhere and take some shots. Is that okay with you?" Keegan asked.

"Yeah of course" I said and as I said it Marlene walked in.

"Sorry I'm late guys the alarm didn't go off!"

Keegan's P.O.V

After the mind blowing table read Chuck and I were on our way to Venice Beach.

"Shay seems nice" she said out of the blue.

"Yeah she is. She's the best"

"Do you think she's fine with us hanging out alone?"

"Of course. Why wouldn't she be?" I asked confused but still focused on the road.

"I don't know. I was expecting her to feel weird about it for some reason. I mean I would be so"

"Nah Shannon isn't the jealous type. That's one of the reasons why I'm crazy about her. She doesn't care if I'm hanging out with a girl on my own. I mean look at me and Troian for example."

"That's a relief. I thought i'll be having a cat fight in the future"

I smiled at her and focused on driving. We arrived a few minutes later and walked along the beach capturing the moments with our leica cameras.

Shay's P.O.V

After the table read the girls and I planned to go over at Ashley's house and hang out a little, since it has been a while. They planned on buying wine and get a little drunk. I wasn't gonna drink though since I had a drinking problem when I was on my late teens. I didn't tell anyone about that so I came up with and excuse that I wasn't feeling really well. We arrived at Ashley's at around 4:00 PM and Ashley got wine, apple juice for me and 4 glasses. We all sat down on the floor and poured our drinks and started chatting about everything.

I checked my Instagram after a while and noticed a picture Keegan posted about 10 minutes ago. It was a picture of Chuck and himself with the caption "Hanging out with yourgirlchuck for the day. Such a talented and an amazing person."

I don't know why but I felt a little bit jealous when I saw that. Which is stupid.

"You alright there Shay?" Lucy asked.

"Yeah of course" I said and put my phone back on the floor.

We spent the evening laughing and being ourselves but then we called it a night since tomorrow we have work. We said our goodbyes and we all went on our separate ways.

The following 2 weeks passed way too fast. It was basically work and sleep. I only hung out with Keegan at least 5 times. He either had to be on set or hanging out with Chuck. By now I was feeling a little bit anxious. I was either scared that he's cheating on me, or that he's getting bored with our relationship. But I tried to ignore these thoughts since I always get paranoid.

I was currently in my dressing thinking about Keegan and Chuck. Just starring at an empty wall. Troian came in my dressing room out of the blue and sat down on the couch next to me.

"Hi" I said giving her a smile.

"Hey. Are you OK?" she asked.

"Yeah why?"

"Because you were supposed to meet Ashley, Lucy and myself in Lucy's dressing room to run lines about 20 minutes ago. Remember?"

"Oh my god I'm so sorry. It totally slipped my mind. Let me get my bag" I said as I tried to get up but she gripped my hand and sat me back down.

"Shay are you sure you're okay?" she asked with a concerned look on her face.

"Uhm.. yeah." I said trying to avoid her eyes. "

Shay.."

"Look it's noting don't worry about it"

"Oh so something is wrong"

I looked down hoping she can just forget about it.

"Shay tell me I can help you." I sighed and looked back up to her.

"It's Keegan" I whispered but enough for her to hear me.

"What about him?" She asked curiously.

"I don't know. He's spending more time with Chuck then his actual girlfriend"

"Shay.. you don't actually think that he's cheating on you right?"

"Maybe he got bored with me." I said as I felt my eyes tearing up.

"You know that's not true. He loves you."

"Though what if he has feelings for her? I mean she's beautiful, smart, funny and has an amazing personality. She's also a photographer and Lana Del Rey's sister! Why wouldn't he fall for her? And the worst thing is that I cant compete with that."

"Shay he loves you not her. Don't get ahaed of yourself." She said grabbing my hands.

"You're right." I said as I rubbed my left eye.

"I told you it's stupid. I'm just being paranoid."

I gave her a weak smile, got up and headed to Lucy's dressing room trying to forget.

Troian's P.O.V

At this point I was furious at Keegan. What he's doing is just irresponsible and immature. It isn't Shay's fault to have these thoughts. I mean I would be paranoid too. I know I shouldn't get into this so I'm just gonna give Keegan a warning. Keegan should be here soon.

After the scene I had with the girls I went in front of Keegan's dressing room and waited for him there. After 10 minutes of impatient waiting Keegan showed up.

"Hey T-Bells" he said as he opened the door.

"Hey" I said in an annoying tone.

"You okay?"

"I am. I just need to talk to you about something" I said and sat down on the couch.

"What's wrong? Are you finally gonna admit that you're in love with me" he said trying to be funny.

"Keegan this is serious"

"What's wrong?" he asked with a concerned look on his face. I sighed

"Troi you're making me nervous now"

"It's Shay"

"W-what about Shay? Is she hurt?!" he asked and came closer to me.

"No no. It's just she talked to me today and.." I sighed once more.

"She's scared that you're cheating on her or you're getting bored with your relationship with her" I said fast.

"What why?"

"Keegan I think you know the answer to that" He sighed and leaned back on the couch.

"Do you like.. have feelings for Chuck?" I asked.

"What? NO" he said sounded pissed.

"Than why on Earth are you spending more time with her instead of Shay?"

"I don't know. Maybe because we share the same passion." He said whilst rubbing his face. He looked up at me with teary eyes.

"Keegan.."

"I know i'm being a total ass to Shannon. I think I know why though."

"Why?"

"I'm not a therapist or anything but what if I'm avoiding Shannon because I'm scared that I will get hurt?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean like I said many times before. This is too good to be true. Something is gonna go wrong eventually."

"Keegan you're being paranoid. But I know what you're coming from, i've been there with Patrick"

"So how did you get over it?"

"Because I realized that I had to appreciate what I have. Because if I ever do lose him than I would curse my self everyday for never appreciating what I had. So I stopped thinking that and just enjoyed his company, went on vacations with him and look at us now. We're still going strong. You could have what Partick and I have, just block the bad thoughts and go and have fun with Shay"

He smiled at me and I sighed.

"Keegan, Shay is currently in her dressing room alone imaging all bunch of scenarios on how you might break up with her. Start with appreciating that. That Shannon Ashley Mitchell is currently in her dressing room scared to death that she might lose you. Are you really gonna stand here? because if I were you I wou-"

He didn't even let me finish the sentence that he already got up and was on his way to Shay's. I smiled at myself knowing what I just did, hoping that it helped.

Keegan's P.O.V

I feel gutted on what I've been doing the past 2 weeks. How can I be so stupid? I'm so glad I have Troian as my friend. I mean if it wasn't for her I might lose Shannon. I arrived at Shannon's dressing room and knocked. Few seconds later she opened the door.

"Hey" I told her with a pity look in my eyes.

"Hey" she whispered and walked back on her couch.

"I wanna talk" I told her and sat down next to her.

"Okay what about?" She asked. I could sense the fear in her voice which I found adorable.

I grabbed her legs and placed them on top of mine and pulled her closer. I placed my forehead with hers and saw her look down.

"I'm sorry" I whispered.

"About what?"

"For being a dick to you. I know I shouldn't have hung out with Chuck that much. I should have hung out with you more!"

"It's okay"

"No Shan it's not." I said and pulled away.

"If were you, I would be yelling and me."

She smiled at me and kissed.

"So I'll take it that Troi told you" she said.

"Don't be mad at her."

"I'm not"

"Though you should know that I would never cheat on you."

"I'm sorry. But what was I supposed to think? I can never compete with Chuck"

"What do you mean?"

"Because Chuck is beautiful and smart and funny. She's also a photographer and Lana's sister." she said as I noticed and teardrop fall down her face.

At that moment I felt my heart break. For making Shannon think that. Because it was the total opposite. Shan is perfect.

"You know I can never top that"

"Shannon" I said and hugged her.

"I don't want you to compete with anyone. I fell in love with you. With your personality. With your sense of humour and your beautiful face. I love you." I heard her sob a little and made her face me. She smiled at me and I wiped away her tears.

"And by the way. I'm a photographer and you're a model. We're a perfect match" I told her as a teardrop fell down my face.

"I love you" She told me and kissed me passionately. I continued the kiss.

"I love you too. So much"

"Now let's hang out after work. You can come to my place. I can make us dinner and watch a movie." I said whilst kissing her neck.

"I'd l-like that" she struggled to say because of the effect I had on her.

Okay lol so I wouldn't blame you guys if you hate, because I last posted almost a year ago. It wasn't my intention or because I got bored with the story because if I did I would at least end it not leave you hanging. Any way the reason is because my laptop's hard disk broke down so I just used my mobile for the past year. But than school started so I needed a laptop for my projects so now I'm back, and hopefully nothing will go wrong again. I tried to upload with my mobile but I don't think you can. Anyways I'm sorry! I hope you like this story and sorry if it's long. It was supposed to be divided in 2 parts but since I haven't uploaded is so long I thought I'd just post it in one. I went a little bit different but fingers crossed you still like it. Please give me suggestions on what I can write about and I'll upload as soon as I can.