God, I really should have said this sooner. Should have, could have, would have... But I'm going to come out and say it now.

I'm done with this site. I'm just... done.

I realize that this 'chapter' means that I'm breaking the TOS of this website, but I really can't give a damn at this point. I just want to say that I, Rein Hellfire... I don't want to write anymore. Yes, that means that all of my stories are now abandoned. I'm not working on them, and I couldn't give a single fuck at this point.

There are many reasons why I'm saying this, many reasons why I decided on this course of action. To go into my reasoning... Well, that would take a very long time, so I'll try and cut to the chase.

First off, my injury. I took a break because of my arm almost a fucking year ago, and managed to refresh my mind a bit. After recuperating (somewhat) from my injury, I looked back on my stories and found only disappointment.

To put it bluntly, my stories... Well, they're shit. Not even well-written shit, they're at best half-decent. And I never said I was a good writer, never said that at fucking all, but I... God, looking back, I was just an absolute moron.

i used so many cliches, my plots were half-baked, my characters acted so damn weird, my protagonists were so out of character and horribly overpowered... ugh.

I acted like a damn fool.

I can't be proud of what I wrote. I cannot. My tastes have changed, my interests have shifted, and i just cannot be proud of what I wrote. It's... yeah, no.

And that's another thing. I'm not a fan of writing anymore. One-shots and snippets, sure. But I just don't have it in me to write long stories anymore. Writing is a massive time-sink, and when. I was writing i found that it impacted my 'Real' life really hard. I was still in school last year, and when I was writing, I found that my grades dropped an entire letter grade. All of my grades dropped one whole letter grade.

When you couple that with the fact that. I'm not even enjoying what I write, or why I write... Why would I continue to write a story i dislike writing when it's clearly detrimental to my future? why would anyone do something they hate when it only causes more pain and suffering?

The third reason why i'm throwing in the towel? I dislike this website in general. Sure it's a great thing, and there are lots of stories...

... But GOD, the people on this site can be toxic as fucking hell. Most of you all are great people, but I've gotten effing Death Threats from reviewers that were pissed I didn't update a story. My inbox was choked with messages from people demanding i update until I figured out how to stop it, I got 'helpful' PMs demanding that I change a story to read as 'such and such' or else they'd just stop reading. It's just...

I stopped visiting this site in order to think about what to do. And now I've decided, and this is my answer.

I'm done. I don't have in me to write anymore, I don't WANT to write anymore, and I'm thoroughly sick of the jackasses who kept on pestering me and pestering me. I'm sorry if that's disappointing, I'm sorry if that enrages someone, but that's the way the cookie crumbles.

All my stories are now abandoned. If anyone wants to continue them, go ahead. I'm just going to leave now, and never ever come back, because I'm just done.

So long,

Rein Hellfire