This is a Re-Make of the story, added some dialoges, deleted all the suspensive points, (because my writing back then was very reckless) and put a little bit of more feeling. (Re-Make Publish Date 24/Jun/14) Hope you enjoy!

Disclamer: Nope

I can't believe it

I can't really, really believe it!

I thought that everyone didn't notice, that everyone was completely fooled by my little disguise, it's been three years now since I'm in this stupid place, three years posing by this fake name and Identity, I, a Girl, I am cross-dressing and posing as a Guy—in a School only for Boys.

Now don't get me wrong, I didn't agree with the idea at the beginning, back then, before all of this crap started, there was a problem in the educational department, they found out things that weren't pretty at all, the school that I was aiming since I was in Middle School was given a warning and a very bad review of educational business and personal treating form former alumni.

My father—my sweet loving father—worried about this a lot, we didn't had a lot of options in our hands, there weren't great schools left open without warnings that were near our living area. My brother keep thinking of options that couldn't cost us a lot of money or transport timing. That was cracking up his head until he proposed that I should go to his school.

Dad was very annoyed about the Idea, how could a School of manly and Jerk Boys, accept a Girl—let alone his only princess—? Brother of course kept nagging and insisting that it was a good Idea.

"Leonard Quarters, I'm having enough of this crap, give me a good single reason for your sister to attend the Institute"

I will never forget that stupid smile that he gave to Dad, the Smile of Victory

"Look at her! Just Look at her, okay? Plain face, rude attitude, fierce eyes, a God damn will of a cat, and please let's not forget that flat chest of hers, not to mention that she is such a Tomboy"

Dad was left with no words, it was like the biggest of thunders hit him on the head. He then turned his eyes to me in a very pained apologetic way. And a week after that he agreed with Leonard, we went to cut my hair, not too long nor not too short, just average.

I went out from that place crying, Dad did his best to console me.

"You know that I am—and I'll always be—by your side pumpkin, but what else could we do? I just want the best for you, you'll see that four years will go in a snap"

One week before entering to my first year of High school, Dad and Leo gave me little lessons to deepen my voice and add some kind of roughness on it. They told me of things to do and what to not do. And despite that I was going to start having a new identity, they were always going to treat me like the Girl that I will always be.

And I will be thankful of that untill I die.

The first days were perfect, they didn't notice at all! I guess I really look like a boy, right?

They didn't know who Toothiana was; they just knew and were fooled by the looks and likes of Tootheo Quarters. We got them where we wanted, and no single suspicion was made from all these Three years.

Or that was what we—no—I thought.

Because, during summer vacation in the Library…

I got kissed by Jack Frost

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?"

Of course I ran away, and I thought that he was a decent Guy.

I went out from the stupid library, flustered and with a face Red like an apple, tightening my grip on the books that I was carrying; as I walked by, all the boys saw me in this state of… let's call it confusion and rage.

"It was so hot during this damn break, huh?"

"Hey Tooth what's up bro?"

"Dude! Did something happen?"

"It's nothing, okay guys?!" I said a little loudly while storming out from the crowd of curious Bastards

"Just when I came to relax a bit around him" I muttered under my breath

I thought such thing would never happen, (and let's face it, if you were in this situation, neither would you) since—well duh!—its a boy's school. The building faces the public Library, and since most people end up going there; the School library is always empty. And Jack Frost is the rare regular visitor of the place.

He's always there by the window reading some strange and difficult book, even during school breaks. I never knew why he is always there, and I really wanted to know what his blue eyes stared at when he looked at the other side of window.

I'm on library duty, so that's how we met each other. We always talked and had a nice conversations, and I have to admit that he is a very clever boy.

But I didn't know that he was far more Clever for my likes.

That Scorching hot day was when everything began.

That day was hot, very, very hot. The weather was unbearable, Jack was there, in his usual spot glancing at the outside. Just to let us chill a bit with this weather I bought some Ice cream.

I approached to him, and gave him a pack.

"Here take it" I said smiling

He stared at it like it was some kind of alien thing, and glanced back at me, not without taking it of course.

"Ice Cream?"

"It's so freaking hot today!"

"Is it okay?" he asked smiling slightly

"Don't worry, take it my treat!"

I took a glance back at the reception place. I silently giggled, a wide smile spreading across my face, and a finger behind my lips

"It's a secret okay?" He just chuckled, while looking at me in a strange way.

"There's only you and me now, let's destroy the evidence before they catch us!"

He laughed, a very nice and warm sound accompanied with a sweet smile

"Okay, Thanks"

I forgot to mention, Jack is a senior, just like my brother. And speaking of, at that moment Leo was on his soccer practice.

"Hey look!" I exclaimed exited "That is my brother!" I pointed while leaning against the window frame.

Jack kept his Icy Blue eyes at me.

"It's Incredible, huh? Already a senior and he's still so into his soccer club, said he'd stick with it until the winter cup, since he doesn't have to take the entrance exams anyways"

Jack laughed softly

"That's just like him"

Instantly, my eyes turned back at him with a surprised expression.

"You know Leo?"

He leaned his back at the window, closing his eyes.

"Yeah, we were in the same class our sophomore year" he bit at his Ice cream, and then his eyes clashed with mine "you two are so alike, except for the eyes, you're a junior right?"

I nodded, and he laughed

"He was small when he was a freshman, and he still was in his sophomore year, but you hadn't grown anything Tooth" he said chuckling

"I'm not strong as him" I muttered "Wait what? Who are you calling Shorty?!"

He laughed again.

"Don't worry, you probably will grow more at some point" he said with a cheeky smile, and his eyes closed, the idiot was enjoying it

I don't know why, I guess it was a natural reaction, but I looked at my chest.

"Oh yeah? I Hope so too, I guess" I said silently, and looked back at the Soccer area.

"Ouch!" the figure of my brother on the floor, and his classmates going at his Aid was being displayed at this moment

"Oh no, He fell! Aren't they Squashing him?" Jack asked worriedly

"They are!" I said panicking "Brother are you okay?!" I screamed, but it seems he didn't heard me

One guy helped him to get back at his feet, he started to rub his arm.

"Ah, he seems alright now…" I said relieved

"Thank god"

Just after Jack said that, I felt how a cold piece of ice fell to the back of my neck and made its way inside my shirt, I —of course— as first instinct screamed from the coldness that was travelling down my spine.

"Ah, I'm sorry! Did it dropped on you?"

No you Jerk, It appeared magically there.

"It's so cold! You idiot, It fell inside my shirt! Get it out! Get it out!"

"Sorry, Sorry! Where?" he asked worriedly

I signaled the back of my neck, and he pulled the collar of the shirt out, for some reason he went silent for a moment.

"You have a beautiful back" he said with such tenderness in his voice that I didn't believe what my ears were hearing

"Huh?"

The piece of ice fell out from the shirt, and he dropped the collar.

"I'm glad, this is such a delicate and precious part, so precious that it doesn't looks like one of a boy…"

He grabbed my shoulders and made me face him; I struggled at his touch.

"Ja—?! What are you—?"

"Tooth, does it tickles?" his hands went down slowly to my arms "It's so hot today"

I couldn't articulate any smart answer at that moment, I felt how everything was starting to get slower second by second.I felt how the Ice Cream in my left hand started to melt, the cold drops of sticky sweet water started to travel down my palm.

"The Ice Cream is melting" he said with a very sweet smile, his voice was husky, his voice was warm

He grabbed my arm with his big and cold hand, his eyes kept looking at me as if I were some kind of prey, then he licked the dropping stickiness that was on my palm. I blushed so hard, my heart felt like it could explode at any moment, I didn't know what was happening and what I was supposed to do

I just kept staring at him disbelievingly, he smirked, his eyes glinted dangerously and in a quick act, he pulled me towards him

"You don't know how much I have waited to do this… Toothiana"

And then he kissed me

-BAM-

I punched my locker with rage, my grip on the book made my knuckles turn white, I was thinking of it, again

I still can't believe it, I am in a current state of denial, those last words were completely my doom, my thoughts went spiraling down and down. How did he found out? Since when did he noticed? Has he told another guy? Does the whole school knows? What will happen to me?

I need to do something, there's no way that only he knows. I also need to find a way that will guarantee me that I won't run into him, but maybe, just maybe, he won't go there anymore…

"Quarters!"

I jumped from the sudden shout, turning to where the voice came from, dropping the book in the process with my other hand gripping the front of my shirt from the sudden surprise, Professor Black looked at me with a disapproving look, he put a hand on my head to intimidate me a little more.

"Mr. Black!"

"Quarters what happened to your library duty? Are you already Playing Truant? It's only a two-week duty!"

I roughly got away from his touch, and looked at him straight in the eyes

"Does it matter? Nobody goes there anyways"

"Idiot, if someone does, they'll be very angry" he said with the same look "That senior who's there all the time, what's he going to do if the library is closed?"

I looked down with a blank face, kneeling down to grab my book.

"I see…"

Black sighed a little irritated.

"Well I already gave him the keys and told him to do what he wanted, but apologize when you see him, got it?"

I nodded as I turned around, and I couldn't help but think that he has gone back since that day, only to see me?

A week passed, and I didn't told my dad or Leo about the accident, nor I'm planning to tell them. Dad will probably break havoc and would start to spit fire if he got a single word about the kiss, hell, maybe he was going to label it as Sexual Harassment.

This week my library duty ends, but I'm doing some recovery hours for a friend that got sick.

Today the place closed at 5, and I didn't want to be alone in the place with him inside it, so I asked Aster to come and stay with me for today.

I kept looking at the clock that hung on one of the nearest book shelves, it was only due 30 minutes till we could go home, yet It felt like years, I couldn't help but start to feel grumpy and uncomfortable

"What is it Tooth?" Aster asked uninterested, yet annoyed, while he leaned in the back of the chair, with his arms crossed behind his neck.

"Nothin', jus' wanna go home" I said closing with such roughness the book I was reading

"Why did you suddenly made me come here with you? You keep complaining and moaning like a girl about Time, Not that I mind but—" he said unconcerned and bored

"Sorry okay? I'll treat you with some of Da's Cake later"

"Haha, Nothing else to do and you are Treating me? You sometimes are Strange Tooth"

Sorry Aster, I didn't want to brag you here… and pass four hours inside this fucking place, I didn't want to come here and be alone with him, because it's dangerous to be with him on my own and I'm such a coward and I don't want to take responsibility of going to say sorry, and you have all the right to call me a bitch. And I just want to get out of here god dammit, why is my life so hard?

Jack—as always—just stared at the window like nothing was happening, like the last fucking week didn't happen, his cool face was kept on a straight manner, his brown hair shined slightly with the orange light from sunset, and his Blue eyes were hard to see.

'Hah, he's keeping such a cool face!'

He changed his position, his back was now against the window, but his eyes didn't go away from it, it's like he's afraid be separated from the glass.

The bell finally rang, announcing the end of the day, and the end of my torture.

"Hey, we can go now!" Aster said excitedly jumping off from his seat.

Jack was grabbing the books that he read, and started to place them where they went.

[LESSONS HAVE ALL ENDED, STUDENTS WHO ARE STILL ON SCHOOL GROUNDS, PLEASE LEAVE QUICKLY]

He grabbed his backpack, and rushed towards the exit door

"Thank You" he said with blank face after closing the door

Aster got up quickly and went for his things, and in a flash he was standing next to me.

"What's with him anyway? Let's go Tooth!"

What the hell? Didn't he Kissed me? He didn't look at me! Not even a single glance…

Later at Night, my thoughts were still running over Jack, I couldn't find a reason for him to not look at me, I felt bad, my chest ached, my head ached, I felt like crying right there.

"Tooth? Hey Tootsy what are you thinking?" I glanced up at Leo, he was drying his hair with a towel, he was only on his boxers.

I blinked once to get out of trance.

"Leo, do you know Jackson Overland?" I asked him quite drily

He stared at me in curiosity, while ruffling his hair with the towel.

"Overland? You Mean Jackson Frost right? Why? You know him?" his sudden rampage of quick questions came very suddenly. I didn't like his tone.

"That's why I'm asking you dummy"

He laughed with fun on his warm tone.

"How girly of you Sis" he said after finishing with his hair, and now he started with his face "Well I do, and I don't, we used to be so close"

Here my curiosity was completely turned on.

"Close?"

He sighed and held the towel in his hands.

"Well that's the past…"

"Why? Did you two had a fight?"

"No we didn't" he said looking down at the floor with such sadness in his eyes "And I wanna go back on good terms with him but…"

What is this? It's such a Heavy feeling, and seeing him looking like that just, hurts

"It seemed like being with me was painful for him" he looked at me, his Emerald green eyes pierced with such sorrow my Amethyst ones "You remember don't you?"

He turned around.

"The wounds in my back"

How could I? They there were, four lines that leaved him marked forever, the pinkish lines that looked like the scratches of a wild beast.

"He feels guilty about it"

My eyes widened as I realized

'You have such a Beautiful back…'

"On our second year, during a self-supervised lesson, we were just fooling around and we went to the maintenance room"

'I'm glad, this is such a delicate and precious part'

"Somehow Frost tripped and the rake there…"

'WATCH OUT'

Now I see

'LEO!'

That's what happened

"I was at fault too, but he took all the responsibility, since then things became different between us. He also started to avoid other classmates, even now"

He scratched his head a little, kneeling near me and looking me tenderly with a sad smile.

"You said terrible things to him too"

I-I did? I felt how my eyes were starting to look blurry, they were itching too, because I just remember that—!

'MURDERER!' the look on his face…

"But if you two are getting along well, that's great" he said with a neat smile

'If my brother dies ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!'

"Oh—that was Jack?" I said feeling like I was going to die, I covered my mouth, because I remember.

His face was so pale when he went to visit my brother.

Why? How come I didn't remember until now?

My eyes widened more at the other thing that struck me like thunder, I felt like I was choking, the air was leaving me slowly.

So that's why, that's the reason why he's always…

"Huh? Tooth? Tootsy? Sweetie what's wrong?" he asked worriedly, while cupping my cheeks with his cold hands.

"N-Nothing"

So… he doesn't love me

The next day, I decided that I was going to talk to him, I decided that I wasn't going to keep playing coward anymore.

I walked towards the library, today was my last day of Duty and I wanted to speak privately with him. With that person that is always sitting at the window watching something with his piercing blue eyes, always pretending to read the books.

Always

I stood now near him, while he was glancing lost at the outside of the transparent glass

"My Brother isn't playing today" I said with my fake deep voice

"You know, I thought you'd never come and talk to me again, drop off that stupid act Toothiana, you already know that you can't fool me anymore" he said with a soft mocking voice.

My palms were burning, my chest hurt, and I guess my knuckles were turning white

"You have always been watching my brother, haven't you?"

His calm face changed to one of sudden uncomfortableness

"No matter whether it's freezing or boiling, you'll be here looking at him until the practice is over, that's why"

I looked down, that bitter pain growing more on my flat and unladylike chest

"That's why you kissed me, isn't it?"

This is too much, Jack.

I can't

"Your word's don't make sense, what's this "That's why"?"

"That's why!" I screamed at him, my cheeks slightly pink "You like my brother don't you? And because I look just like him in his first and second year, you—!"

"No"

What?

I stared at him, unbelievingly

"No, You don't resemble him at all"

"W-what? But—But you said so the other day!"

"Well you two are brothers, it's kind of obvious, but I didn't said you looked exactly like him, for God's sake you're a girl! How can it be that the idiot's in this school hadn't noticed the Beauty that infiltrated the stupid Institute?"

Well, that leaved me speechless and quite cherry red.

"You look like a boy in that uniform, but unfortunately your face betrays you, you have such long eyelashes, well rounded cheeks and a heart-like face, not to mention those lips of yours" he said smirking

I blushed at the compliments; nobody has ever told me such things

"Also you got something else wrong too, I didn't want to kiss you brother, come on we're boys! Do you know how wrong would it look?"

"You say so?! Because Inside the Institute I'm a Boy, and well, you kissed a boy"

"No, I don't care if we're in school; I know that I kissed a beautiful girl"

Silence filled the place, and I guess the only thing that I could hear was mi heart hammering on my chest.

"But yeah, it's true that I'm always watching him from here you know. But it's not because 'I like him', I'm keeping an eye on him, Just in case he suddenly collapses"

Jack, Jack why?

"His injuries were really serious, so much that I thought he might Die"

'Leo! Leo Hang on there!'

I somehow…

'Brother! Brother what happened?!'

I somehow remember now, that day. I remember how I felt when I saw my brother on the Hospital bed being carried to Emergencies, back then I was completely in rage, I really hated Jack on that moment.

'MURDERER!'

"His wounds are all healed now, but the scars are there, aren't they? As long as they're there I can't rest. I know he doesn't blame me, but I can't forget the sharp claw that fell on him" he said grabbing his right arm with a haunted look on his eyes

"For someone to get so injured because of me… I thought something like that could never happen"

This person received the same wound at that time. A wound that would leave a scar forever.

"Then, why did you kissed me? How did you found out, about my true identity? Because just looking at my face is not a convincing answer"

"This might sound indecent" he said scratching the back of his neck while blushing

"What?"

His Icy Blue eyes connected with mine.

"You called me a murderer didn't you? I felt so bad, really bad, and it hurt so much to be called like that by the sibling from the one that I hurt"

'Brother?'

"I eavesdropped on a conversation between you and your brother. He was calling you by sweet girly nicknames, he was confronting you while you cried like the girl that you really are"

'Toothy, my sweet little girl, why are you crying?'

'You aren't going to die, right Leo?'

"You're voice was so beautiful"

'No princess' a smile, a warm smile 'I'm not going to die' is what makes me want to cry

"Ever since then, you kept appearing in my dreams"

What?

"Before I knew it I was already in love with you, isn't that Strange?" he said smiling tenderly while he approached to me "I had no intention of letting you know, and I didn't want to ruin your cover act, but I couldn't hold back last time"

He stood right in front of me

"I'm Sorry"

And this too became a wound, This one was caused by me

"Tooth?"

I grabbed his arms gently, and then I kissed him gently. I guess I caught him off guard, because he held his breath.

"I'm glad I'm not my brother's substitute, and thank you, because you are the first person that has said such things to me"

He chuckled, and he wrapped his arms around my waist, such embrace made my body ache, yet it felt right

"No you are completely different from your brother" he laughed lightly "He isn't as cute as you." He said warmly as he kissed me.

My heart started to race even faster, my arms encircled his neck, and he deepened the kiss, his hands were now tracing my 'curves' while his fingertips danced carefully over my skin, he started to kiss me slowly, and traced his way down, from my chin to the neck.

I couldn't help it and I let out a moan. How embarrassing, I could hear him chuckle at that stupid noise. His hands now stopped on my hips, and he stayed quiet or a moment

"Can… Can I touch your back?"

Don't heal

"Yeah"

I'd rather this wound not heal

"You can cause me 'Pain' too"

Forever

I don't care if it reminds open forever

"Here? Are you sure?" he asked between breaths with a husky voice

"The door is locked" I said panting

A new wound that can make you forget that memory with my brother

It hurt

I could not walk because it hurt, everything. It was very difficult to go back home, I could not concentrate because I was tired, my body was tired, my mind was tired, everything going around it were the recent things that happened, my back ached, I couldn't feel my legs, the place between them burned like hell

"Tooth are you alright? Is your leg Okay?" crap, my brother, the worry in his voice was sad to hear.

"Yeah, I'm fine" I said to him while I made my way to the stairs

"You're walking a bit funny, sure you didn't sprain it?"

No idiot, I got sprained in a different part that you would rather not know

"I said I'm fine Bro" irritation was leaking through my voice, just let me go

"Hey are you—?"

I turned around, cutting him in mid-sentence and clashed looks with him. I felt so tired to start a discussion, I wanted to show him how serious I was. I really want to go to my room.

"What?"

He just stood dumbfounded for a moment, his eyes like saucers, he stood like that for a moment until his arms relaxed.

"Nothing, you just—just look more feminine somehow" he said with a tint of pink in his cheeks

I really didn't care what that meant at the moment, hell I didn't put attention at all. I just went up to my room to get myself plunged on the bed.

I wonder, If he's still worried that it's still hurting.

'Don't be, I'm totally fine' his words got imprinted in my memory, the kisses that he gave me got marked on my body, the words 'I love you' still linger on my thoughts.

'I don't mind getting hurt again, because I know that with you, I can endure the pain'

I will take care, so that this love will be a wound that never heals.

A/N: I can leave the rest to your imagination guys, I ain't writting a sequel. This is a one timer. Thanks for Reading!

~Ai Link