Your lost in the darkness, fading away.

This is based after I go faster and faster.

This whole story is in Gilbert's pov.

I sat on the edge of the bed. I look back to see master is asleep. I walked over to the hotel window. I could feel there disappointed faces already. My hands clench into fists. I let it go to far. I couldn't change anything. I couldn't save the most important person to me. I saw many people walking by and they had something I didn't. They had a home. They had people who cared. They didn't stab the only people who ever trusted them in the back. I have nothing truly left. Everything I could have ever had or wanted was gone. I pressed my forehead to the cold glass window. "I'm so sorry." I whispered, feeling unshaded tears spring to my eyes. "I set my hope and there hope on fire, I just don't want to fail him" I said, I felt as though I could cry. "I've burned every bridge for him. I just don't want to lose you, Oz." I said, the tears finally came. I felt someone's hand on me. I looked up and seen Oz standing there. Only I knew it was Jack and not Oz. He wiped my tears away.

"Shh, it's alright, Gilbert." he cooed, pulling me into him. I put my arms around him. He petted my hair, while hushing my tears away. He cupped my face in his hands. "What's the matter, my little servant?" Jack asked, smirking. I looked into his emerald eyes. They where so hypnotizing. I took a deep breath.

"I was thinking about my past, master." I said, he placed his lips on mine. It was a slow, gentle, loving kiss. I kissed back.

"Leave them behind. I'm the only thing you should ever need." Jack said, I nodded my head, looking at the floor. He kissed my neck. I leaned my head back. He knew me all to well. He knew how to control me. And I just let him.

'I try to revive whats already drown, they think I'm a fool who can't realize, hope plays a wicked game with the mind. 'Cause I thought that love would bind. I can not revive what's already drown, Oz isn't going to come around.' I thought to myself. As I lied with Jack. Letting Jack do as he pleased. 'I'm so sorry, I failed you, Oz, Alice, Break, Sharon, uncle Oscar.' another though I will live with forever.

Thanks for reading!

I hope you guys liked it.

Sorry it is so short, I just wanted to show some of Gilbert's feelings about betraying everyone. So you guys can see he does regret his decision just not enough to go back.