This is for iWASDUMBSORRY's Challenge Mpreg of Kendall, so therefore it is an Mpreg story. If you are uncomfortable with reading any sort of abuse I suggest you stop reading now.

Also if you read my other story I am so sorry I have not updated it, but it will be soon, I promise! I just got to finish up the next chapter. I swear that I will update that story along with this one three times over my Easter vacation.

Disclaimer: I in no way shape or form own Big Time Rush, the characters in this story, or any of the songs used at any time in this story.

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Chapter 1: The Changes

James

It was an average day, when everything started to change.

Everyone was doing their thing. Logan was reading a medical book in his room, Katie was playing poker with the cleaning staff, Mrs. Knight was doing laundry, Carlos and I were playing video games and eating pie, while Kendall texted Jett on the other end of the couch.

Somehow in the few months after Jo left, Kendall discovered that he was gay and started dating Jett. They seemed really happy together, but something about Kendall changed. He started to look down a lot, like something happened. Also there was a change in his appearance. He started wearing longer shirts, and his skin seemed too perfect, like he was wearing cover-up. I had this awful feeling that Jett was abusing him. But they looked so happy around each other why would he even think about doing this.

All of a sudden, I was brought out of my thoughts my Kendall sprinting to the bathroom with a hand over his mouth. In a few seconds the apartment was filled of the sound of retching.

Kendall has been doing this a lot for the past month and a half. We have all tried to get him to go to the hospital, but he just passes it off as food poisoning or something.

I was the brave one this time, and went to comfort Kendall during his fit of throwing up. After he was finished, he was sweating, panting, and exhausted.

"You okay?" I asked him worriedly.

"I think so," he said while he was moaning. He buried his face in my neck. I started rubbing his neck to comfort him. After a few minutes, he stood up and rinsed out his mouth with water. With wobbly legs, he made his way back to the couch. Instantly, Mrs. Knight was checking him.

"Are you alright?", "Do you need anything?", "How are you feeling?", and so on was all we heard for a good ten minutes. After several "I'm fine's" and "No I'm good's" Kendall was given a glass of water, a bucket next to him, and a pillow and blanket so he could lie down on the couch. I was about to turn away and go into mine and Kendall's room until I heard him call for me.

"what do you need buddy?" I asked with concern laced into my voice.

"Can you go to Jett's apartment and tell him I can't come today because I'm sick?" he pleaded.

I smiled at him, "Sure, Ken," I bent down and gave him a kiss on the forehead, "get some sleep okay?"

I left the apartment and went up to Jett's. When he answered the door, he looked like he was just starting about to do a workout.

"Hey James, What's up?" he said with a smile on his face.

"Um, Kendall's sick, so he sent me to tell you he can't make it today,' right after a said that his smile fell to a tight line.

"oh, okay tell him to get better, and that I might come down later today to check up on him," his voice was layered with disgust and anger.

"yeah sure, see you later," I said right before he closed the door in my face. "Okay well that was rude." I mumbled and started making my way back to the apartment.

Kendall

God, Jett is gonna kill me next time I see him.