I don't own Fairy Tail, Hiro Mashima does !

Lucy's P.O.V

I entered the guild after perhaps the hardest solo mission I've ever took. No not with Team Natsu, I have to right to be with them. After all, I was just a bench warmer for Lisanna No, I have nothing against her, it's just that it seems she doesn't like me at all. Sure, at first she gave me the right away to stay friends with Natsu, but once he asked her to go on a mission with "Fairy Tail's Strongest Team" they completely forgot about me. I guess the strongest team wouldn't require cheerleaders. I sighed and finally made my way to the bar stool I usually sit at, but find that it's occupied... By none other than Lisanna. So, I decided to sit next to her, getting a rather cold shoulder from Mira.

"Hey... Mira, can I get a strawberry-" I was cut off by Lisanna's glare than she looked back at Mira talking as if I never said anything. What the hell was that about? I just want a strawberry smoothie. And if I'm correct, little Ms. Edolas should be behind the counter as well taking orders. So I waited...

And waited... and waited. Until I decided to just get up and take another job.

"Hey Luigi, can I talk to you for a second." I heard rather loudly, was it it directed at me? Probably, but whoever said it should know that isn't my name. Has Fairy Tail already forgotten about their "favorite" celestial mage? "Luigi! I'm talking to you!" I was turned around rather rudely by none other than Natsu.

"That's not my name dumb-ass. Call me by my actual name and maybe I'll respond." I hissed at him and turned back around to the request board.

"Oh, well are you already getting used to solo missions? Because we're um, putting Lisanna back on the know, permanently Because you haven't done a job with us lately, we're just going to replace you." He shrunk away rubbing the back of his neck.

"Oh! Replaced?! That's hilarious! Because it seems to me that you guys were already doing that for the past month! Wait... I forgot," I began to yell than lowered my voice making everyone in the guild lean forward waiting for what I would say next. "I was never on the team in the first place!You guys hardly let me do anything! And when you do, you guys are always assuming I'm weak and can't take them on by myself! So you interrupt!" I was just getting started yelling at them. But Erza, or should I just call her "Titania" came in and was like "That's enough."

"I'm not finished! And enough?! This whole guild just remembered I existed because of this outburst. If I didn't do anything, I'm sure you wouldn't even realized if I died on this mission!" I ranted turning towards the whole guild. "You didn't even get my name right! You know what, I should have just let Phantom Lord take me if I knew this would happen in the future. It seems you all put your magic to waste when that happened when you pretty just lost me again!" I glared at Erza causing even her to shake, then to Natsu, then I went up to Masters office ignoring what they were saying. I knocked lightly calming down and barely heard Master's small voice because of what Lisanna said causing me to stop cold in my tracks.

"She just wants attention! She said it herself pretty much! Just leave it alone Natsu, its not like she likes you anyways." Lisanna was yelling this and everyone just stopped talking looking slowly at her. I stepped away from Masters door and was about to run down there and probably attack her when Master's door opened.

"What's wrong child?" He curiously asked looking up at me. Tears were coming at the ends of my eyes. No one even defended me, they didn't even care. A tear dropped onto the floor echoing through the silent guild.

"Master... I want my guild mark removed." I swallowed down the whimpering sounds I would make from crying, and looked at him bravely.

"Why is that? Is someone after you again, don't worry I'm sure-" I was glaring down at him without realizing.

"No one is after me. I just think I shouldn't be in the guild when I was really just replacing someone and not even noticing it." I stuck my hand with my guild mark on it towards him. I'm sure everyone just heard our conversation, yet no one is stopping me. I really was just a place holder, no point in sticking around. "Please remove it already." I stated emotionally waiting and he finally took it off tears running down his face like a child who just dropped their ice cream. I stared and my hand as I descended down the stairs completely stoic.

"Hey Luce... want to go on a job?" Natsu regrettably asked as I glanced at him and continued walking.

"Ask me tomorrow." I knew he probably knew I wouldn't be here tomorrow, but he could try his luck. Then Erza looked at me and stuck her arm out stopping me from stepping outside.

"You will be here tomorrow, won't you?" She asked a little too hopefully, her arm was shaking so I ducked under it and turned to look at her.

"Don't know, check my house if you really care." And I walked home, packing to leave on a journey to get away from here. Anywhere away from Fairy Tail. The old "nakama" or "family" I go solo now.