Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi

Author's note: I don't know what this is. I just felt the urge to write. Please review aha

Her heart was empty. She had not slept in days ever since the news. She had betrayed herself by crying. She could not take it anymore. There was too much pain in her heart. All she could hear was the torturing reminder that he was dead and he was gone. She screamed, loud, not caring about who looked anymore. She was weak. Everything she knew and loved was ripped away from her that night. She did not have anything else to look forward to. She just wanted to be alone but that was not happening.

She ran a hand through her untamed hair, drowning in her misery. Why had he had to go and left her like this? Had she not been good enough to keep him here?

"Maya," He was the last person she wanted to see.

She snapped her head up at his voice. She never thought she would hate this person so much.

He flinched at the hate written in her eyes, and whispered "If I had known, I-"

She cut him off, anger surging through her. "You couldn't leave well enough, could you, Zig? You just had to do what you did!"

He knew he deserved her hateful words. Campbell was gone and it was mostly due to him. If he had not said what he had that day outside the school steps, the school would not be so broken.

"I'm sorry, okay!" He whispered, a tear falling down his face.

Maya glared at him. He had no right to cry. He had no right to be upset. No right at all after what he had caused.

"How can I make it up to you?" He begged. He cared for Maya; he truly did.

She visibly sneered at him, and growled, "Nothing you do will ever make up for what you did. I will always hate you and we will never be friends. Ever again. You hear me!?"

He had to fight the urge to cry, and stuttered "If that's what you want," And turned, walking out of her life.

Maya panted, out of breath like the encounter with Zig had taken all of the energy she had left.

Out of the corner of her eye, she saw him. Not Zig, but him. Was it the figment of her imagination? Wasn't he dead? If he was, why was she seeing him? Wait. Could she be dead? That would explain it but no, that doesn't seem right.

"Cam?" she whispered, her voice shaking.

The boy glanced up, and there was no mistaking it.

"No….no…you're dead. I...you're not here!"

Before she knew it, she collapsed, darkness surrounding her.

Well there you go. First chapter. Review and I might think about treating you with another.