I'M BACK!
THOSE WHO ARE READING MY OTHER STORIES 'GUIDE TO FALL IN LOVE,' 'AT THE END OF THE RAINBOW' ETC, MIGHT ALREADY KNOW THAT I'M GOING OVER SOME OF MY STORIES AND REWRITING THEM, THE PLOT WON'T CHANGE, I'M ONLY CORRECTING GRAMMATICAL ERRORS AND MAKING THE CHAPTERS LONGER AND MORE INTERESTING.
The updates of this story are going to be a little slow so please, please, PLEASE bear with me.
And please guys, is painfully obvious that this is a Fem Tsuna fanfic so please if you don't like DON'T READ!
And NOW!
Disclaimer: KHR is not mine (unfortunately) I just own the plot and my OCs
Summary: No one hears my soul crying, why? Meimei Retsuyomi has being abused, tortured and then abandoned by the only person she ever trusted when she was just four years old. Years later the Vongola is coming back searching for a worthy heir of the title, but Retsu's friends won't just let her go. Vongola will have to fight for her, but... How can they convince her to go with them when she doesn't want to?
Pairings: Fem27xAll (for now). I accept suggestions :3
Warnings: AU, Non-canon, Fem!Tsuna, OOC-ness and OCs. More warnings will be added in the future.
"Blah..." Talking.
'Blah...' Thinking.
"Blah..." Dreams/Flashbacks.
Published: 02-23-13
Updated: 05-31-15
Forbidden Whispers
― I Hope Those Stupid Clams Rot In Hell ―
(Cursed Words)
Normal PoV
"Mama! Mite, mite" The small girl watched as a three years old brunette called her mother showing her a little fluffy yellow bird.
"Tsunayoshi, mama is busy, so go play with someone else." The woman said sternly and the older girl noticed how the little kid's face fell, how her face fell.
"B-but mama never plays with Tsu-tan." Why?
"It's because I'm busy... Mattaku, why couldn't you have been a boy?" The woman said glaring at her daughter and both girls cringed, they were the same person after all.
"I-I'm sorry." Tears threatening to fall.
"Saying sorry won't change anything." The woman growled and the girl's little self took a step back frightened.
"Tsu-tan will do anything to make mama happy." She can't believe she said that.
"Really?" Why did she said that?
"Really." Why?!
"Then tomorrow we will go and visit one of mama's friends." Did she hated her that much?
"And then mama will be happy?" Did her mother really hated so much that she wanted to get rid of her?
"Hai, then papa will come home and visit mama" Why didn't she notice that her mother never mentioned her?
"Hontouni? Papa is going to visit?" You now, I never asked to be born like this.
"Ah, hontou." She never asked to be hated by her own mother.
"Nē, nē, then papa will play lots with mama and Tsu-tan?" She just wanted to be loved.
"Iie, papa will come and see mama." She just wanted to be loved by her mother and only her. She didn't needed the love of anyone else.
"Mm? Why is papa not going to see Tsu-tan?" Why couldn't her mother see it?
"Hi-mi-tsu!" She just wanted to be by her side.
A dark brown haired girl slept peacefully in her airplane seat. Meimei Retsuyomi, formerly Sawada Tsunayoshi, was completely exhausted and had bags under her eyes, still, they didn't prevent her from still looking absolutely beautiful. Long dark haired that reached the small of her back fell in little ringlets on her shoulders and spread around her like a halo. Her face looked angelic despite also looking exhausted. Her eyes were currently closed but those who knew her were aware that her eyes were a beautiful amethyst color that seemed to hide the secrets of the world, and a nearly invisible silver beauty mark under her left eye in the form of a start. She had a cute button nose and naturally rosy cheeks accompanied by adorable pink pouty lips. She was very petite and the average thirteen year old were by far taller than her.
"Retsu, wake up." Someone nudged the side gently trying to wake her up.
"I'm up..." She mumbled sleepily in response without being able to open her eyes.
"Sure, sure." The brunette girl then felt someone lifting her bridal style, but she really didn't care. She was completely exhausted, and knew there wasn't any danger so she let herself drift to sleep once again.
A few hours later Retsuyomi woke up again, She was still tired but as much.
The brunette dragged herself out of her comfy bed, and dressed up with her favorite attire. Dark cargo pants and military boots accompanied by a dark gray shirt. Her hair was in a high ponytail that reached her shoulder blades and she clipped my bangs so that they weren't shadowing my eyes.
A knock on her door startled her for a second, but she didn't let it show on her face. Years of experience and practice came in hand on times like this.
"Retsu." Called a deep baritone voice Retsuyomi could identify as Verde's from the other side of the door.
"Come in." The Lightning Arcobaleno, Verde opened the door in all his glorifying adult form, he was carrying the Cloud Arcobaleno, also known as Skull de Mort, in his arms, and both of them were accompanied by Sasagawa Ryohei. All of them looking extremely serious. "What's wrong?" She couldn't help but ask feeling a little nervous.
"We wanted to talk with you about something important." Skull started carefully.
"About what?" Retsu arched an eyebrow.
"We think it's time for you to go back to school-" Ryohei said without shouting or even raising his voice. Retsu took a deep breath trying not to lose control. Those damn bastards...
"Why now? I haven't gone to school since I got... stuck in this body." The brunette said calmly even when she wanted nothing more than to smack them in the head from even consider it.
"We know that, Retsu. But we think it would be good for you, besides your fathers' school needs a little of discipline, and I'm not talking about the brat 'I'll bite you to death' way, but a real one." Verde added with a 'I am mightier than thou' attitude she had learned long ago to ignore.
"But-" The brunette was interrupted by Skull.
"Pwetty, pwetty pwease?" Said the adult-turned-baby-turned-adult-turned-baby with his baby talk and big puppy eyes making Retsu curse in her head. No one could refuse those stupid, completely adorable and oh my god, that's so cute! Ehem- eyes of his.
That's right. She was a sucker for those eyes.
"...When?" The brunette girl finally asked in defeated. This argument had been very one-sided.
"Tomorrow." Retsuyomi couldn't help but grimace. They had it all planned, lovely. And she was supposed to be their boss. You know you have it bad when your subordinates start ordering you around.
"Don't be sad TO THE EXTREME!" Silence is golden, someone should really teach the boy that, but then again, he wouldn't be Ryohei if he simply stopped being so... extreme.
"Whatever." Retsu huffed and a buzz in my head made me stop. "That's not the only reason, is it?" Her Hyper Intuition warned her.
"Always so perceptive, my dear Retsuyomi." Said Verde sounding a little, dare she say it, nervous. Which was completely new in her opinion. "There is a famiglia we want you to stay away from." He said adjusting his glasses.
"Famiglia? That shouldn't be. Namimori is neutral territory, they shouldn't be even able to attack even if they wanted to thanks to my barrier" The purple eyes girl said confused.
"They are not... dangerous in that way." Verde said still looking nervous.
"What do you mean?" Retsu was starting to get really confused.
"They are here for you TO THE EXTREME!" That took the girl back. For her? Why?
"Who is this... famiglia?" Retsu asked cautiously. And what exactly did they want with her?
"They are..." They turned to look at each other before answering. "The Vongola."
Retsuyomi clenched her jaw and narrowed her eyes. What the hell did those bastard wanted with her? Hadn't they done enough to ruin her life? What more they want? "Why are they here?" She asked between clenched teeth.
"We really don't know. We think that maybe Iemitsu discovered you are alive and here, but we can't say for sure. That's why we are asking you to be careful, they won't know who are you thanks to your illusions but don't push your luck." Skull explained, and for once, he actually said something intelligent.
"How long have they been in Namimori?" Retsu demanded. How dare they? If they brought problems to Namimori she will personally kill them. This is her home. This is her daddy's home, and she wouldn't let them destroy it.
"Well, about that-"
Ryohei took a big breath as he finally stepped out of the room where his sister in all but blood was raging. She could be scary when she wanted to. But well, that wasn't so bad. It could had definitely been worse. Now he just need to tell Hibari. Oh joy, HE WAS GOING TO EXTREMELY BITE HIM!
The white haired boxer went to his room, and after finally finding his phone that for some weird reasons seemed to always disappear, he dialed Kyouya's number. He didn't have to wait long before the other answered.
"Hm." He was greeted with a grunt.
"Hibari, I have news for you TO THE EXTREME!" The boxer yelled.
"Sasagawa? What kind of news? And stop yelling, I can hear you perfectly." The other demanded curtly.
"WE ARE... Ehm, extremely going back." The extreme boy said trying to control the volume of his voice.
"..." The other remained silent for a few second.
"Kyouya?"
"Yomi... is Yomi also coming back?" Hibari asked sounded a little bit hopeful. Not anyone could have noticed it, but Ryohei had known him for a long time and had learned how Hibari showed his emotions.
"Yes, Retsu is also coming back TO THE EXTREME!" Ryohei said cheerfully.
"What did you do, herbivore?" The other teen asked coldly from the other side of the line making Ryohei wince.
"Why do you always think EXTREMELY bad of me?" White haired teen whined.
"Hm. Because a certain mad scientist has been rubbing on you." He said bluntly.
"Hey! That's not... Uh, forget it." It was true after all. "Anyway, expect us tomorrow. Viper took care of everything." Or at least Ryohei thought he ―or was it she?― did.
"Hn, I will to bite the carnivore." Ryohei sweatdropped, when would he get over that?
"EXTREME!" Ryohei simply yelled.
"Hn." And the line went dead.
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So sorry for the grammatical errors.
*Mite: Look.
*Mattaku: Completely, utterly, totally, etc. In this case it is used as an expression of exasperation.
*Hontouni: Really? Meaning can change with intonation (Really? Really!)
*Hai: Yes.
*Hontou: Real, true, really, truth, etc.
*Nē: Hey.
*Iie: No.
*Himitsu: Secret, a secret, the secret.
＊Meimei: Dark, invisible, divine ― 冥々.
＊Retsu: It can mean meany things depending on the characters used to write it. String, column, row, etc ― 列. Poor, inferior, subordinated, etc ― 劣. Fissura, crack, cleft, etc ― 裂. Sorcerer ― れつ.
＊Yomi: It can mean meany things depending on the characters used to write it. Hades, underground spring, underworld, hell, etc ― 黄泉. To see/watch night ― 夜見.
*Arcobaleno: Rainbow in Italian.
*Famiglia: Family in Italian.
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Mia Heartnet.