Chapter 29 Tammi's story...

I woke up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom. Outside of Carlos' warm arms and bedcovers was freezing.

I looked at the state of my blonde hair in the mirror as I washed my hands. It was a complete mess.

Goodness knows what my beautiful Carlos saw in me. I used to think I was extremely pretty and had the attitude to match but after getting turned down over and over again for films I had auditioned for and eventually seeing the girls that did get picked, my confidence slowly fell away.

On paper I sounded attractive, blonde hair, blue eyes, petit and slim. But it just never seemed enough for the casting directors.

I let out a sigh and patted my bed hair down, and silently crept with my bare feet back in to Carlos' bed.

I snuggled in to his warm delicious body.

"you 'Kay?" Carlos mumbled as he wrapped a sleepy muscly arm around me.

"yeah... It's freezing" I explained as I rested my head on his shoulder.

Carlos kissed me slowly. His kisses full of emotional power, it was a gift he possessed. It made my heart thump in my chest.

"what's the time?" Carlos whispered, wiping his face with his hand.

I picked my phone up from the bedside table and checked the time. "just gone 5am" I groaned.

"man! awake at 5am on a Saturday" Carlos laughed.

"try and get back to sleep then Los" I whispered closing my eyes on my own good advice.

"well I might... But doing this it's more fun" he whispered back to me as he climbed on top of my body.

I shifted my position to accommodate his body on top of mine. He wore boxers to bed now, he never used to, I found that odd. But he soon wriggled his way out of them, leaving me in just my underwear and a vest top.

"your morning hair is cute" he whispered patting it down.

"oh Los don't, I look awful in the mornings" I giggled covering my face.

Carlos peeled my hands away, kissing my cheek. "I love you tam' your perfect! always have been always will be... Even with your gorgeous bed head" he chuckled.

"love you too Los" I replied kissing his lips as he still had hold of both of my hands from covering my face up.

I let go of one and stroked back his hair. It was smooth on my palm, he was forever clipping it all off now. But I liked the way it felt.

Carlos then began kissing down my neck, he was always very attentive when dishing out his love. His hand moved down the side of my body. He removed my underwear in just seconds.

I wrapped my arms around his neck as he placed himself inside me. His chest felt so warm up against me. The air outside the covers still felt icy cold.

Carlos' hands explored my body as he made love to me. He made gorgeous sounds as he went.

I ran my fingers along his spine, taking in every detail from his delectable body. Breathing in the sweet smell from yesterdays Cologne that still lingered on his skin.

Carlos really did "make love" when we made love. The emotions he inflicted on me were overwhelming. He adored me. I adored him. I could not be happier!

We did go back to sleep for a while after, but my alarm went off at nine, I had a girly day out planned with the "btr WAGs" as Mackenzie now called us.

I actually got along with the WAGs now, or the Wives And Girlfriends, as we had to explain to fran as she took offence to sounding like the back end of a dog.

After I accepted the fact that however much Mackenzie did look like Carlos' soon to be ex wife, I realised that she was pretty similar to me, the day we swapped telephone numbers I went home smiling, I actually felt excepted. I felt I had known Mackenzie for years. Although we never talked about her sister together.

I left Carlos sleeping, giving him a gentle kiss on the forehead, he deserved his rest, he puts his all in to making me feel like I'm the only girl that matters to him.

we had a party to go to tonight too, Sheriden and James were holding some random gathering to show off an overly priced statue of a tree, so Carlos told me.

Fran picked me up and took us to this beauty spa. The four of us had an amazing day. I really did love being part of something big, something hard to get in to like a clique like Sheriden Maslows.

It made me feel accepted. Our spa day came to an end and I was taken back to Carlos' just before three.

"wotcha doin?" I asked Carlos, he was sat at his huge dining table looking at his phone. I wrapped my arms around him as I stood behind him.

"just checking out twitter... Tamlos has trended" he smiled showing me his phone with the trending topics list.

"I've been avoiding twitter" I said sheepishly.

"you shouldn't, the rushers are loving you" Carlos said giving my hand a gentle squeeze.

A picture of Carlos and I kissing rather intimately, made it's way in to the public a couple of months ago, when we watched Sheriden do her surprise runway walk. Naturally it all came out about him and savannah breaking up.

it appeared to go unnoticed because of the robbery story, but after our picture was splattered across the internet there was no denying that I was dating a married man. Which led to a few hate campaigns on twitter. I didn't bother reading them, and I didn't bother logging back in either.

"I still don't want to read it Los" I whispered.

Carlos looked at me "it's not what your thinking it is Tammi, it's not comparing you to anyone" he said gently.

He had read me like a book "read some out then" I said sounding a bit more enthusiastic.

Carlos scrolled down his phone and read out a tweet.

"didn't have a clue who Tammi Taylor was, just watched 'its not you' & cried my eyes out. It was great! #sadFilm"

"to be fair that was a great film for a budget one" I said. "it's not you" I had got the lead in 2 years ago, it was a very hard hitting story about a girl with cancer who died at the end leaving her boyfriend behind.

"another one says that we are cute... This one here says she can't decide who is the best couple, shames or tamlos" Carlos chuckled.

Wow! That one put a smile on my face, being compared to Sheriden and James so soon was great. "I bet Sheriden would have a fit if she saw that" I replied.

"probably" Carlos laughed. "well I'm going to grab a shower and get ready for this party... for a tree... what the fuck is that about?" Carlos laughed.

"I don't know, it's a bit odd, she said today it was $30.000 ... They have more money than sense" I replied

"they do yeah... Still she worked hard for it" Carlos concluded.

"yeah... She has changed hasn't she! From the Kendall days I mean." I said remembering what a complete bitch Sheriden use to be to me.

"yeah she has. James is the reason for a lot of that change. They are great together" he said with a smile then went up the stairs for a shower.

we arrived at bel air just before 8. No one was allowed in the garden to even see the tree yet. I found the entire thing highly amusing. Sheriden had a curtain up over the patio doors so we couldn't see. She even went to the extreme of having her huge body guard Bobby to stand next to it so no one sneaked a peak.

"Tammi, you look gorgeous" Kendall said giving me a kiss and eyeing up my boobs that were on display in my navy blue dress.

"Kendall can you eye up your own girlfriend and leave mine alone please" Carlos chuckled putting his arm securely around my waist.

"he is drunk" fran concluded as she winked at him from his side.

"hey guys, have you seen kenz?" Logan walked up asking.

We all shook our heads "James said she was out here, Sheriden said she was in the bathroom... I can't find her any where, I've not seen her since yesterday" he said.

"she is probably with one of the kids Logan" fran replied.

"yeh maybe" Logan said looking around counting children, I could only see Ophelia holding on to Frans hand.

It had just gone 8 when James began addressing the small crowd of us in the kitchen.

I noticed Sheriden stood with logan, Dustin and one of her twins in her arm at the side of the kitchen, she had a ridiculous smile on her face.

"The joys of what an iron tree can do to someone" Carlos chuckled in my ear looking at Sheriden also.

I let out a giggle, and rested my head on his shoulder as I stood hand in hand with him, next to fran and Kendall.

"Okay well before I let you see the delights of sheridens amazing tree fountain, there are a few guests that have been hiding away upstairs" James said beaming his stunning smile. The kitchen door opened and some random people walked in.

"mom? What the heck are you guys doing here?" Logan then said after he realised it was his parents and Im guessing his little sister, had just walked in the room.

He gave everyone hugs, then let out a laugh at another lady that walked in.

"who's that? What's going on?" I whispered to Carlos.

"that's Mackenzies mom, and Logans family... I have no clue what's going on baby" he whispered back in my ear.

"before Logan starts to think he has been pranked, I guess I should explain something" James then said, grabbing Logan by the wrist and leading him away from the doorway and back in to the large kitchen.

Mackenzie then walked in, she was dressed in a beautiful black dress, she looked terrified.

"kenz? Why are our parents here?" Logan asked her looking around the room, he looked as confused as the rest of us.

Mackenzie greeted him with a kiss. "Logan... Our parents are here to watch me ask you a question" she said, trying hard not to get choked up on her words.

Fran and I looked at each other.

"Logan, you know how much I love you, and life has thrown a lot of drama our way since we have been together, even some before" she said and smiled at Carlos.

I felt Carlos stroke my hand with his thumb, I squeezed his back.

"I was wondering... Well I was hoping that you would agree to marry me... here, tonight" Mackenzie finished.

Complete silence filled the room apart from the grizzle of a baby in the back ground.

"for real?" Was all Logan replied to her, I think he was about to cry.

"for real logues" Mackenzie then whispered to him.

Logan ran his hand on her face, I thought I was going to cry then, I think this was the most romantic thing I had ever seen.

"it would be an honour kenz" Logan replied and kissed her.

"promise?" Mackenzie asked, tears now rolling down her face.

"cross my heart Macks" Logan replied and hugged her.

The congratulations then started up, James revealed that this was the real reason why no one was allowed in the garden just yet.

Mackenzie and Logan went upstairs to get changed in to the wedding outfits she had secretly planned out.

Logan soon appeared dressed in a very handsome suit, he looked completely shocked that all this was about to happen, he was beaming his smile from ear to ear though.

the giant Bobby then opened the curtains and the large double patio doors that opened out on to what I can only describe as the most beautiful thing I had seen, the grass ahead had a pathway lit with hundreds and hundreds of twinkling lights under the night sky and the gorgeous tree fountain that stood at the end of the aisle was beautifully lit with dim lights, the sound of the water flowing made it feel we were about to step put on to a tropical island.

"what do you think then" Mackenzie said from behind us as she just walked in to the room now dressed in a beautiful sleek wedding gown. She looked gorgeous.

Logan looked so emotional as his eyes took in the sights of the girl he loved.

I heard a gasp come out of Frans mouth next to me.

"Savannah?!" I heard Sheriden scream, everyone including Mackenzie and me then turned round to the doorway.

"hey guys... I guess this is a bad time?" She said holding the hand of a small blonde haired child...

The End.

TO BE CONTINUED ...

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