A/N:This is my first Kuroshitsuji fanfic. I had to write one, because I love Kuroshitsuji, and I love Sebastian and Ciel together. Sorry for possible grammar errors, English isn't my first language. And the characters are very OOC. Please read, and if you like it leave a review. ^^

Oh, before I forget. I DON'T OWN KUROSHITSUJI, but everyone knows that already.

It was just another day, like all the other. I wake up, eat my breakfast, brush my teeth, and stay there, looking at the window.

There's something missing in my life, or better yet, someone.

I still don't understand what had happened.

Sebastian left me. He disappeared, just like that. There were no words, no letters, no anything. He just disappeared, vanished in the air.

And he told me he would never leave my side.

That liar.

I feel a tear running down my cheek. I was crying again, because of that demon.

Damn it.

But I can't help it; I miss him, so much.

Why did I have to fall in love with him?

I looked at the mirror; there was no mark of the contract we made anymore.

There was no contract, nothing that connects us anymore.

There is nothing in my life, only this endless longing I'm feeling.

Everyone were always looking at me with worried eyes, trying to cheer me up in all ways they could, but it didn't worked.

Nothing can cheer me up now, not now that he's gone.

I go to the room that once was his, there's nothing here, yet there's so much of him here.

I can't help but wonder. Where he is now, what he was doing.

Does he ever think about me?

I laugh at my thoughts. Of course he didn't.

As if he ever cared about me.

It's time for me to not care about him anymore.

As if this was possible…

I look at the mansion in front of me, it bring so many memories back in my head.

Once a time I told myself that I would never set foot in here again. But I couldn't keep my word.

I had to come here again, I had to see him.

I've entered the mansion without anyone seeing me; it was quite an easy task.

Soon I found myself in a particular room. His room.

And there he was, sleeping like an angel.

I always thought he looked like an angel.

I get closer to see his face. That face I've missed so much.

It almost make me regret leaving this place.

But I don't regret it.

That day that I've made my decision, I've broke our contract and left this place.

It was for the best, I just wanted him to have a normal, happy life.

And I had no desire to take his soul anymore.

I couldn't do it, not after I realized something.

I loved him.

My bocchan. I've missed him so much.

I get closer to him. He had such a pained expression on his face.

I can't help but wonder why; I thought he would be happy now.

Now that he had his revenge, now that he didn't had to worry about some demon wanting to eat his soul.

But there was nothing I could do for him, not anymore.

I take one last look at him, this was probably the last time it was going to see him.

"Goodbye, my Ciel." I whispered.

Those were my last word for him.

I turn my back, leaving the only thing I ever loved behind.

Or that was what I intended to do. Until I heard something.