QUINN POV:

It's been a month since Santana and I came here in New York to visit the Hummel-Berry's apartment, and of course, not just the apartment. One day both of our phones beeped; Lady Hummel's text says he needs our help, because he thinks that Rachel was being insane agreeing to a topless scene for some short film at NYADA. Then Kurt said that if we have nothing to do on the weekends, we can come visit them.

I just took off the bus from YALE, making my way to the Hummel Berry's Apartment, that's how both Santana and I liked to call it.

Hmm, I really don't know what street I'm on, not really familiar with New York streets. I'm like an idiot here, couldn't keep my eyes from looking side to side. I'm still amazed with all the stores here, they look like props, but they're not. While I enjoy the sights of, I don't know what street, I felt my phone vibrate inside my purse. Digging through it, and finally finding my phone, there was a text from Santana.

Incoming Santana: Hey Quinn, are you coming home? I mean here in the Hummel-Berry's apartment? I'm the only one here, Kurt will be home pretty late and I think Rachel is with her sex addict boyfriend Brody.

I chuckled at her text, this girl was kind of crazy.

Quinn: Yeah, I'm on my way now. Want me to grab you some Chinese?

Incoming Santana: Yah, that's great, thanks.

Actually, I'm the one who's really craving for Chinese, and I don't want to eat and enjoy it by myself. So now my problem is, where the hell am I going to buy Chinese food? I aske some bystanders on the streets and then here I am in front of…

"Subete Oishī? Great! It is Japanese not Chinese, damn it!", I muttered but still I decided to order whatever they have... I'm really starving right now and I just want to eat something... with San.

"Hi, can I have that? That? And that please.", I just pointed towards some food that looks delicious for me. "And oh, do you have some ice cream?", Okay what am I thinking? Ice cream? Inside a Japanese fast food restaurant?"

"I'm sorry ma'am, but we don't have ice cream here.", the cashier said. What? I just tried my luck, and it's not really for me, it's for San. These past few days I always caught her looking on at the picture of her and Brittany that's stowed away in her wallet. It really hurts my insides seeing Santana so upset, although sometimes we're like cats and dogs, bickering and insulting each other. These past few days I always talked to her, so that her attention wouldn't be on Brittany like always. I really like Santana, even though she was a big bitch to me, but she's very special to me. Same goes for Brittany, but I mostly care about San.

I snapped back to realization when the cashier literally snapped her finger in front of my face "Miss, your order is complete, and there are others behind you who want to order."

"Okay fine, thanks! And you're fucking rude!", I snapped back, 'cause I was embarrassed.

Sometimes I forget the ethics of knocking, so instead of doing it, I just slide the door wide open with excitement. I just really wanna catch up on the episode of Two Broke Girls, then I was shocked when I saw Santana on the couch crying.

"Hey San, are you crying?", that was a stupid question. Then I saw her reddened eyes look at mine, and she started to sob again. It did sting seeing her like that.

"It-it… It's-", She couldn't finished her sentence.

"Brittany?" I said with a sad look on my face. She nods and her sobs got worst. And what happened next was not really my plan, it sort of happened. I felt teardrops on my face. It's so painful and heartbreaking seeing her like this. I hadn't realized that I just dropped the Chinese food I was holding, to step closer to her, and cup her cheek. What happened next... I don't really have an explanation, I just felt some sudden urge to… kiss her. I think it was almost 30 seconds before we broke the kiss. She knitted her eyebrows, confusion all over her face. I just hugged her and whispered…

"Y-you don't have to say anything, I don't even know why I did that. Will you just let me hug you like this? Please.", I felt her nod and hugged her tighter.

"Q-Quinn, it hurts!, it fucking h-hurts! Please stay", That was the last word I heard before I felt her body getting heavier on my shoulder, I saw her eyes close, and so I let her sleep peacefully on my shoulder. I didn't bother to wake her up and go to bed. When San and I are here every weekend, we both sleep on Kurt's bed, and Kurt sleeps with Rachel.

I really don't know how come I have all of these feelings for Santana now, it was like a few weeks ago we were just in the choir room bickering, insulting, and slapping each other. Then tonight happened...and we just … kissed.

SANTANA POV:

I woke up from the smell of bacon, in that instant, I knew Quinn was cooking. It's her favorite, and yes, Sunday is our happy bacon breakfast day. I really want to get up now, 'cause my back really hurts, and it is not really smart sleeping on the couch. Okaaayyy? Why the hell am I sleeping on the couch? I should sleep in Kurt's bedroom. Then I realized something happened, and accidentally bite my lower lip.

"OHMYFUCKINGGODNOWAY!" We kissed? I kissed Quinn? No, she's the one who kissed me! I heard some shuffling noise from the kitchen, then saw Quinn running to my aid.

"Oh my god, are you okay, San?", She's holding a knife.

"Quinn, maybe you might want to put the knife down first?", Then she looked up at what she was holding.

"Oh, oh! Sorry...", She put the knife on the coffee table. "Hey, are you okay? I'm just finishing something special in the kitchen, and oh, I just finished cooking the bacon, Happy Bacon Breakfast Day!" Then she kissed me on the cheek. I saw her eyes widen, and think she realized something too, from last night. "I'm so sorry.",

"No! No, it-it's okay.", But I want to know why she did that.

"Okay? Santana, I kissed you last n-night out of nowhere, and I was embarrassed and I'm really, really sorry.", The sight of Quinn breaks my heart and I don't know why. She looks miserable like me.

"No, I mean, it was okay, but maybe we can talk about what happened some other time? It's our Bacon day, and I don't want to see you crying, there was enough of that last night, and when you cry it always takes hours before you stop. The bacon will get cold, and it's like we are eating solid gums by that time.", I smiled at her, and we just burst into laughter. I don't want everything to be so hard right now. So, I guess a good joke can save the day. Hmmm, was that even a good one?

QUINN POV:

"Okay Quinn. Sooo, what do you think?" Kurt has been changing clothes for almost 2 hours, and it's really annoying. Santana went shopping with Rachel, it was a good thing that she forgets about Brittany for a little while. Yes, just for a little while. Last night Rachel, Kurt and I were in the living room, and we heard her sobbing from Kurt's bedroom. The three of us were watching DVD's, then the second I saw Kurt and Rachel crying too, I knew they weren't crying because of the movie, hell because the movie that we're watching was comedy, they felt for Santana too. So I just got up from the couch, and made my way to the bathroom, crying too, I didn't want them seeing me cry, and mostly San.

The day started with us being lazy, because San and I decided not to go to school. So, Kurt, Rachel and I thought that maybe we could have a Happy Monday, and maybe we can go to the famous bar that Kurt, Rachel, and other NYADA students go to for fun and singing.

"Kurt, I told you that you don't have to be a Fashionista tonight, a simple shirt and cardigan is okay.", I gave him an irritated look.

"Fashionista? Is that even a word?"

"Kurt!"

"Okay, fine Lucy! Why are you so pissed?

"I'm sorry, it's not-, I'm sorry.", I sighed and gave him a look, a look that tells him to drop it. But I know Kurt.

"Okay, spill it! What's the problem lady mama?", He smiled, maybe to assure me that it was okay to tell.

"It- It's…", I breathed, "It's Santana…"

"Aha?", I see confusion on his face, "What about her? She cried again?"

"Kurt, I-, I mean, I-", What the hell? Why am I stuttering?

He raised his eyebrows which tells me that he's waiting patiently of what I was going to tell, while he's folding his clothes that he'd jumbled a minute ago.

"I think I like her.", I mumble, thinking he barely heard.

"Wait. What?", He looks so stunned.

"I like Santana, Kurt. I k-kissed her the other night out of nowhere. I was sh-shocked too of what I did, I didn't want to see her crying and-and-and it really hurts me and I just had this urge to just kiss her that night. I have had feelings for her since the first day of High School... but when I realized it, it was too late, she was with Brittany and now-"

"Whoa! Quinn! I'm not following! You're stuttering and rambling words!", I was cut off by Kurt, maybe he noticed that I really can't find my words, "Just take a deep breath honey, and did you just say you love her? Santana?"

"Yes! No? Wait. I said, that I just like her, and I'm not really sure if what I'm feeling is love. Kurt, I don't know what I'm gonna do, I know this sounds selfish, but I don't want her and Britt to get back together."

"God, I don't know what I'm going to say, I-I mean you know that they just broke up. Quinn, you cannot just go between them, I mean yeah they're not together anymore but, Santana still loves Brittany. And if you tell her that you have feelings for her right now, you might just be a rebound for San-"

"She's not like that!", I can't believe Kurt could say something like that.

"Yes, I know!"

"Then why are you accusing her?", I sound so frustrated.

"I'm not! Quinn, can't you see? She's so broken right now! We don't know what she'd think if you tell her you love her!-"

"Like her.", I interrupted again.

"Whatever! She's so desperate to move on, she might believe that she has feelings for you too, and turns out that she doesn't have any in the end. You will both just end up hurting each other!"

Then I just flopped down on his bed and cry.

"Quinn, I didn't say that you shouldn't tell her about your feelings. It's just that, it isn't the perfect time to tell her. Maybe you can just sing it to her?"

"How? When?", I asked silently,

"Later, at the bar, where all NYADA students go."

"Where Blaine sang Teenage Dream?" I smiled, so that he knows I was just messing with him.

"Oh shut up!", Then he gave me a hug.

I don't have any idea what to sing to her, maybe a song that will tell her how much I want her? How much I like her? Or how much I want her to be happy and just move on? God, please help me.

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