What do you MEAN Love Fades Mine Has?
RPov
"Love Fades Mine Has" he said them coldly. I stared at him in shock. After what seemed like hours, but were only a few minutes, the pain starts to sink through. It was worse than a thousand Strigoi all ripping my heart out at the same time and stomping on it. "Wh- Wha- WHAT!" I started to scream. Causing the whole church to turn and look at me like I was some type of crazy person, "WHAT DO YOU MEAN LOVE FADES MINE HAS?!" I felt the tears start to prickle out of my eyes. No way am I going to let this IDIOT see me cry…
"Very well, If you don't want me here Dimitri Belikov, I won't disappoint you any longer", He looked like he regrets what he just said but I couldn't care less about him, and what he thinks of me, anymore. He was about to open his mouth to say something but nothing came out. Because suddenly without thinking or remembering that I was in the middle of church, my fist came up and socked him right in the face. He flew backwards holding his nose. "Roza, I-"He started to say. "Shut it, I don't need to hear anything else come out of that mouth anymore… goodbye Dimitri, I'll miss you" And after that I ran out of the church to my room.
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After I had nearly finished packing there was a knock at the door. I went to open it and when I did I suddenly regretted it. Standing there looking more furious that ever was my so called BFF who had been ignoring me the past 2 weeks, Lissa. "Hey Liss-"I was going to tell her what happened but judging by her facial expression Dimitri had already told her what happened. "Hey… HEY YOU DO REALISED WHAT YOU'VE DONE DON'T YOU ROSE!" I take it that she is angry at me "DIMITRI IS A MESS AND I HAD TO HEAL HIS NOSE, WHICH YOU BROKE. HE IS IN TEARS AND I HAVE TO HELP HIM GET BACK ON HIS FEET AGAIN. I ALREADY TOLD YOU ROSE THAT HE IS HEALING AND DOESN'T NEED YOU, THE GANG DOESN'T NEED YOU, AND NOW… I don't need you either." She was out of breath and had whispered the last bit. She was about to open her mouth again to continue yelling at me when I said "Save your breath Liss, I won't be here much longer anyway. You can keep Dimitri, and he gang because this is the last time you will see me".
As the words sunk in I slammed the door in her face as I didn't want a pathetic apology or whatever shit was going to come out of that mouth of hers. I took a long stress reliving shower to calm myself. I got changed into a jeans and tight t-shirt and went to the guardian office. I walked in and said to Hans "Im going for a trip and I have no idea when, or if, I will be back." Those words seemed to shock him a little bit but he put a Guardian mask up, one thing that I never had learned to do. "Okay Rose so where are you going to go?" He asked. "I don't know yet but im here to collect my last pay check and to ask if you can book a flight to LA, right away" I wasn't going to bother being nice to him, I've gone through enough today already to be able to be rude to someone. "Oh okay well here you go" He gives me my last pay check. "Meet me out on the runway in an hour, do you want me to bring the princess and her friends out to say goodbye?" Oh shit. He is going to tell them. "NO. No this is a surprise exit and I don't want anyone to know. Understood?" He nodded and left the room.
As im walking to the runway I decided to get a coffee and donut to hold me over on the flight. When I walk in the coffee shop I saw sitting there in the corner was Queen Tatiana talking to Adrian. Oh Adrian. It's going to break his heart when I leave. Maybe it will be okay to just keep in contact with him. NO. He might tell Dimitri. But if I tell him the story he might keep it from him. But he might crack if he sees how broken I am without Dimitri. In all my bickering I forgot that I was just standing at the doorway of the coffee shop. Adrian looked over. "Oh hey Rose, there you are I've been looking for you all day". He starts to walk over; well this is a better time than ever, "Hey Adrian" I sighed. He saw that something was wrong straight away. "Little Dhampir what's wrong?" He said with genuine concern in his voice. Hearing it just wanted to make me cry. After I had told him the story I was bawling my eyes out into his shirt. "Oh it's okay. Little Dhampir do you want me to come with you to LA?" He is so caring and sweet. "No thank you Adrian. You have been so sweet to me but I need time to think. I will call you as soon as I get there don't worry." He smiled at me.
Adrian walked me to the plane and had kissed me goodbye. I just wished that I could love him the same way he loved me but my heart was only for the one person who doesn't love me back. As I sit on the plane I think about everything that has happened today and what I am going to do in the future. Will I be coming back? Or will I start a new life without any of them in it? One thing for sure I knew was true was that I needed money. So I called the last person I thought I ever would call.
"Hello, who is this" The gruff voice came through the phone. Oh how I missed that voice.
"Hey Abe, I need some help"