I just stood there eyes wide in shock. This woman actually had the nerve to show up to my house.

"What are you doing here?" I asked again

"Eva, you can't keep this silence act up forever I am your mother" I stared at the women who just months ago had told me to abort my child.

"It's not an act Monica, and as far as I'm concerned I have no mother. Goodbye have a nice day." Surprised that I was able to keep my calm I went to shut the door in her face; she stopped it with her foot.

"Please honey, just talk to me. I'm sorry I wasn't in the right state of mind a couple months ago. I was just looking out for you, and your future, I don't want your life to be screwed up like mine was when I…" she stopped talking most likely realizing she just screwed up once again.

"When you what mom? When you had me?" she truly knew how to keep stabbing me in the heart. And with that I shut the door completely locking it and sliding down the door in tears. Gideon must have been listening in on the conversation because he was right by my side as soon as I slid all the way to the floor. He sat next to me and rocked me while softly whispering sweet nothings in my ear.

Later that afternoon we had an appointment to check up on our little miracle. Even with the hurt and hatred I felt in my heart I pushed that aside to focus on my future on that little screen. Hearing his/her heart beat was so soothing and made everything wrong in life not matter at all. The only thing I saw in that moment was me, Gideon, and our child. Looking over at Gideon I knew he felt the same he was in complete awe and it warmed my heart. I was snapped out of my daydream when the Doctor spoke.

"Everything seems to be running smoothly." Relief washed over me. Not that I had been worried something was wrong, but still it was good to know the baby was doing good. After I made my follow up appointment for next month Gideon and I went out to celebrate.

I took an early lunch on Monday so Cary and I could do some shopping. We had some major catching up to do, and quite frankly I missed my best friend.

"I've missed you so much Cary." I exclaimed. He just gave a quiet smile and nodded. Okay this was not my best friend what was wrong? Maybe him and Trey were fighting? "What's wrong Cary?" I asked. His eyes darted to mine and for a moment he looked like he'd spill his guts but just replied with a "Nothing."

"Cary Taylor, I am your best friend and I think I know when your fine and when you're not and you my friend…are not fine. So spill, what's eating at you?"

"Tatiana might be pregnant…" he blurted out. Confusion struck me.

"Okay and why would you be upset…oh." Understanding washed over me Cary was still seeing Tatiana behind Trey's back.

"What have you done?" I asked

"It was one time last month Trey and I were fighting and I called Tatiana. One thing led to another and well you know the rest" he said looking at my tiny baby bump. "I screwed up Baby girl" probably more than he knew.

"What are you going to tell Trey, if she is pregnant?"

"I honestly don't know Baby girl, all I know is I don't want to lose him." And with that I could relate but Cary was going to hurt Trey one way or the other.