I'm sorry. I'm so very, very sorry.

I'm sorry I'm not worthy of being a guy with friends who love him. I'm sorry I'm not good enough. Sasuke, I'm so sorry, for dragging you down and keeping you there. I'm sorry for making you my friend when you obviously didn't want my friendship. I'm so awfully sorry, for so many things.

But now I won't have to be sorry anymore. I won't wake up tomorrow, I won't even sleep tonight. From tomorrow on, there'll be no more Naruto, I guess no one will even notice that I'm gone. For the first week they'll think I'm sick, then they'll slowly forget. No one will ask for me.

I'm tired of being tired all the time, I'm sick of being sick, I can't take this pain anymore. I can't... I'm not afraid to die. For a long time now, death has been all I've been thinking about. Anything will be better than this. Tomorrow there'll be no more pain, no more hurting, no more tears, no more nothing.

Did y'know that all I ever wished for, was being with you again. Pretty pathetic, huh? Yeah, that's me, pathetic, useless Naruto. I just wanted to say hi and talk to you, I just wanted someone.

I wish you the best though, I really do.

I open my eyes and I see myself. My eyes are tired, my cheeks hollow and my hair's a mess. I look pathetic. I look like a broken version of my once gleeful self. Which in fact is exactly what I am.

In my left hand I have the water. In my right, I have my saviours. It's more than enough pills to kill myself, so I don't have to worry.

I look down and all I see is my skinny body covered in scars. Scars that each one of them tells a story. Oh, how long I've hated this body, now finally I'll be free from it. I don't know if I should cry or not, all I know is that I have nothing left. I have no more tears to cry, I'm just empty.

I lift my right hand to my mouth and I let go. Here goes nothing. I pour the water down my mouth and I can feel the pills making their way down my throat.

No, I'm not scared at all. I'm already dead. The Naruto I used to be, is already dead. I'm just an empty shell.

Sasuke, oh how long I've hated you. I've hated you for leaving. I've hated you for making me feel this way. I've hated you for what you've done to me.

But how can I hate you? I left myself long ago as well, I gave up on myself. So how can I blame you when I did the exact same thing?

I start to make my way over to my bed with shaking legs. As I lay myself down my heart beats faster. There is no turning back now. Finally, this hell will be over. I won't have to feel anymore.

I fill my head with pleasant memories from a time when I was happy, from a time when pain didn't exist. I let my mouth curve into a smile as I think about how good life used to be.

"Nononononononononononono, don't go in ther- WHAT DID I TELL YOU?" I cover my eyes with my hands just in time as the main character in the movie gets murdered. I turn to Sasuke who's looking at me with eyes tinged with amusement. "Why do you always choose horror movies? You know what those does to me!" I tell him with a frown.

Sasuke gives a laugh and shakes his head. "You don't seem to get it, your reactions are the reason for me picking these movies. They're just too hilarious to miss out on" He says with a smirk.

I fold my arms as my frown deepens and I turn to the TV again muttering about bastards and assholes, only to find the movie paused. I once again turn to Sasuke, now a questioning look on my face.

"Let's talk instead, I don't really find this movie interesting anyway."

"Um.. Yeah, sure. About what?"

"About school"

A frown once again takes its place on my face "Ugh no, bad subject" I say.

He gives a laugh and the sound sends shivers throughout my whole body "Yeah, you're right I guess." He says as he runs a hand through his hair, suddenly looking nervous. "Say, Naruto. Do you remember when we first met?"

"Why, yes of course I do" My mouth curls up into a grin "You were such an arrogant bastard, I hated you when we first met" I laugh.

"Heh, yeah I guess I were"

"It was like you had this giant pole up your ass" I laugh at his expression.

His mouth slowly turns from a frown into a smirk, and I gulp.

"Yeah, and you were the one to help me take it out" he said. His smirk widening as he notices my sudden discomfort. "Y'wanna do it again? Maybe stick something else up there?" He gives me a wink.

I can feel my pants sitting rather... snug. Which is rather strange considering my blood feels like ice through my veins, and well, you figure it out..

I look anywhere but in his eyes as I feel panic slowly starting to form in my body. And just when I think he's gonna ask me why I look so tense, he starts laughing. A lot. And loud.

He press his arms to his stomach and he tilts his head back as he laughs and points at me.

"Hahaha, you should've seen the look on your face!" And then he breaks out laughing again.

I feel anger starting to spread throughout my whole body as a shield, to save my wounded pride, and I see red. Okay, yeah, maybe he didn't know that that would affect me that much but I don't care, that bastard!

I reach for him and I start punching his arm.

"You. Little. Mother. Fucker." I punctuate each word with a hard punch.

Between laughs and pants he manage to get out "..Sorry dude.. Hahahaha.. You know I'm just messing with you man!"

Before I even knew what was going on, I was laughing with him. It just feels so good to be with him, like I'm never afraid of being myself, I can let go and he doesn't judge me. There's never awkward silences between us, we always have something to talk about. We just fit so well. He's like the brother I never had.

Like the brother I never had.. Yeah, until he fucking left. It's ridiculous, all the pain, all the hurting, it's all been because of him. But yet, my most precious moments are together with him, I've never been as happy as when I was with him. He's the best and the worst thing that could happen to me.

I just wish this would've ended differently. I wish.. I wish nothing would've changed between us. But now I'm here, and you, you're somewhere else, and you've probably forgotten about me, about how things used to be.

It's kind of sad, isn't it? All the things I've ever wanted to do in my life - travel, see new things, meet new people - nothing can compare to how much I want you. If I can't have you , I don't care about the other things. If I can't have you then I don't want anything at all.

If you're not in my life, I don't want to live.

A lonely tear makes its way down my cheek and a smile curves my lips.

My final teardrop. Devoted to none other than you. You're the one who's now slowly killing me, but it's also with you I've never felt more alive.

I'm ready for this. I want this. No more pain. No more hurting. No more nothing.

I close my eyes for the last time, and with a smile on my lips I slowly drift into darkness.

For the first time in years here in Konoha we have a double suicide. Two young boys were found in a small apartment lying next to each other on a bed. The cause of death for both boys is overdose. The police says that one of the boys died hours before the other one, and they think this might be a "Romeo&Juliet" suicide. They're still trying to find a reason for these boys to be so willing to end their lives at the young age of sixteen. We'll be back when we have more information, till then.

Rest in Peace to Uzumaki Naruto 1997-2013 and Uchiha Sasuke 1997-2013.

A/N: Well this is it. I left a few parts to your imagination, as you can see:) I hope you like it guys, and thank you so, so, SOOO much for all the support on this story that weren't even supposed to be a story in the first place. I LOVE YOU ALL!