A/N: Thanks for all the reviews on Chapter 3 & 4. I'm gonna try to do the same thing today(Post Chapters 5&6). Anyway I noticed some in-coherency, but it doesn't really matter. Everything's all worked out now. There's a panic attack in this chapter, I'm gonna try to write it like the ones I have experienced. I'm not going into detail, so if you struggle with panic attacks you should still be able to read it.(Anxiety Sucks)

ALSO: the lyrics later on are from Here to Stay by Paradise Fears. I used it 'cause I thought it fit the Sterek feels I wanted in this Chapter so yeah, go listen to it? Its a beautiful song.

WARNING
Mentions of a Panic Attack in this Chapter.

REMINDER

Stiles' Thoughs

Others' Thoughts

Wolf's Thoughts

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Stiles couldn't breathe, it was understandable of course, he just heard his mother's voice, his DEAD mother's voice. He felt a panic attack coming on, absolutely wonderful. He couldn't think straight, he was losing control of his breathing and his heart was racing. While he was still able to think he realized he needed Derek, so he picked up his phone quickly dialing his number. Derek answered one ring in.

"Stiles?"

"Derek...please come over."

"Stiles, calm down...what's wrong?"

"Panic...Attack." he was able to choke out between breaths.

"I'll be there in a minute, hold on..."

"Don't go..."

"I'll be right here, on the phone with you, I promise."

"Okay." he was still struggling for air, but he could talk a bit more easily now, until he looked at the book again.

As soon as Stiles caught sight of the book again the panic attack was in full swing, he was on the ground in tears, choking on what seemed like nothing, phone still against his ear.

"Stiles! Hang on I'm almost there."

Stiles wasn't able to respond this time he heard him, he just couldn't speak.

"I'm hear, I'm coming through your window."

Stiles heard the window open, and not even two seconds later, Derek's arms were around him.

"Shhh, you'll be okay." Derek said rocking him a bit in his arms while also rubbing his back.

Then Derek began singing,

"This is, all that I need

eyes closed, you're all that I see.

I find it hard to believe,

I've got the whole world lying

next...to me.

Then you pull me in close,

and you take me away..

You found a fool and it shows,

That this more than a place.

Because wherever we go,

You know I'm here to stay."

Stiles had control again, his panic attack was over, he was still crying a bit, but Derek's singing was beautiful and it calmed him down a lot.

"Thank you Derek..."

"Sh..calm down the rest of the way okay?"

"Alright."

Several minutes later Stiles was finally calm, his face was stained with tears and his eyes were puffy, but he was calm.

"Do you wanna tell me what happened?" Derek said in a calming whisper.

"No, Yes, Sorta... I can't even explain it."

"Whenever your ready..."

It wasn't long after that in which Stiles was okay to talk about it.

"I heard my mom..."

"What? How?"

"I don't know how, when I got home there was a book on my bed with a note from my dad on it. The note explained that my mom left it for me if I became an Atrixii. There's a crystal on the front of the book, and when I touched it, it made my telepathy activate on it, and I heard my mom."

Derek tightened his grip on Stiles.

"I'm sorry, I know how tough it is to even hear a recording of their voice."

"It's okay, what time is it?

"Oh, um 12:52 I can leave if you want."

"No! Um can you please stay the night, my Dad's got the night shift."

"Alright...um you want me to go get the air mattress?"

"No, um how do you feel about cuddling?"

"I love it...um,well I'd love to with...you"

"Then you can..sleep with me 'cause I really don't want you to leave and I really want to be in you're arms.."

"Okay."

"Sorry, I just need this, I need to know someone's there."

"It's alright, I understand, Its separation anxiety.

Stiles gave a quick nod.

Derek looked at him for a second.

"Come on, lets go get some sleep." Derek said, releasing Stiles from the hug, and standing up.

Stiles stood up still sort of pressing himself into Derek.

Derek turned off the lights and then walked himself and Stiles to the bed, laying down next to each other, looking at each other in a comfortable silence.

Stiles broke this silence, "You're amazing"

"You're beautiful."
Derek leaned in to Stiles' face and lightly kissed his lips, pulling back almost immediately.

"Go to sleep Stiles. Remember we have a date tomorrow, and you'll need to be rested. Its gonna be fun."

Stiles turned away from Derek and pushed himself into Derek, hinting that he wanted to spoon.
Derek took the hint and wrapped his arms around Stiles.

"Goodnight Derek."

"Goodnight Stiles."

As Stiles drifted into sleep he felt Derek nuzzle his nose into his neck. Stiles was always lost in thought when he was going to sleep but tonight he only had one.

I'm definitely giving this Mate thing a try...

A/N: Chapter 5 :D, I'm most likely going to post Chapter 6 in a couple hours or early tomorrow. Chapter 6 is gonna be a little more about Stiles' abilities and the book that his dad left him. Also his date with Derek :D! I really can't help but make Derek cute as hell. I just can't, It makes me happy.