So Im going to be taking a break from my other story for awhile. I hope that whoever reads this, enjoys it. Leave a review or favorite or both. Thanks.

I can't take it anymore.

I don't want to keep looking at that face of his.

I want to leave this place, but his eyes, his beautiful brown eyes, are the only things keeping me here.

They prove to me that he does in fact have emotions.

A hand is lifted towards my face, and I feel my body flinch away.

He sighs, a sigh that cuts down to my core.

"If you don't want to be here, you can leave Watanuki."

His voice is uncaring, eyes cold. Or were they always cold when he looked at me?

-whatever, I think, you never cared for me anyways. You never told me you love me. Even though I myself confessed to you, I never got an answer from you, even after 2 years. I was never anything to you.

Oh how I want to yell these things at him, right into his face.

Already I'm standing, walking with my long legs to the door.

I won't turn around, just to see that emotionless face of his.

There won't be an inch of heartbreak, tears, guilt, unhappiness, or anything on it, like mine does at the moment.

My tears are unnoticed things, falling down my face to the floor silent.

I open the door, the sunlight straying away from me, then towards me, warming my cold skin, but not thawing my heart.

I hesitate.

But only for a second.

I manage to choke out a lie.

"I hate you, Domeki."

Then I am walking/running out of his house, escaping his eyes.

I'm going to forget about everything, the times we spent talking to each other as we fell asleep, holding each other close, laughing as the days passed.

I want to run away from everything that we had.

But it's not possible.

His hand grabbed my arm.

His arms are pulling me to his chest, his nose meeting the back of my neck, his breath sending shivers down my spine.

I feel panicked, a caged bird that has been shown freedom, only to have the door slammed shut as soon as I spread my wings.

"You gave me the chance to leave" I whisper, getting no answer.

He only pulls me closer; he arms tighter around my chest.

"I didn't think that you would" he mutters, breath hot "I thought that you would stay like you always do, no matter what I do."

I'm trembling, his words causing my heartbeat to escalate, my knees to turn weak.

My hands travel upwards, seeking Domeki's as an anchor.

He feels them move and turns me to face him, his hand pulling my head to his chest.

I fling my arms around him and we stand there, holding onto each other.

I feel tears fall onto my neck, and mine are set loose again.

My hands grip his shirt even tighter than they had been.

Domeki strokes the back of my head, light and hesistant, like he's asking for permission to hold me this way.

I tell him it's okay by pressing my body closer to his, which draws a small slight chuckle from his throat.

I don't want this to end, but I know it will, but I'm not prepared for it.

"Watanuki," he murmurs into my hair and I close my eyes, letting his voice, filled with emotion, wash over me.

"Watanuki," he says pulling away from me.

I let my arms drop back to my sides, my eyes still closed, my mind trying to memorize the way he held me.

The warmth from his hand, which is resting on my cheek, is causing my whole body to heat up.

"Watanuki," he says again, sending shivers through my body.

He hasn't said my name like that since we started what we have. Not even in my dreams.

"Open your eyes," he says but I shake my head.

I need to end this, right now before I get drug in again.

"I don't want to be like this anymore," I whisper. I can feel his sadness coming off of him.

"Why?" I hear him say. Even at a time like this, I am a coward, too afraid to look my lover in the eyes.

"I don't want to feel like this anymore," I say, my voice shaking, "I'm tired of all of this pain that's always with me, tired of how everytime you are with me, there seems to be just another ounce of pain added to my heart. I don't want this anymore Domeki!" I shout, my voice loud in my own ears.

He sighs, a long heavy sound. And I open my eyes.

He's hiding his eyes behind an arm, and I decide that now is the right time to escape from him.

Ive said what I wanted to, well most of it anyways, but still more than I expected myself to. I turn to leave again.

But his words are what stop me this time.

"I love you, Watanuki."

I freeze, refusing to turn around again.

But my body disobeys my wish, and turns me around to face his pain filled eyes.

Pain that my words have caused him.

I shake my head again, gripping the doorway for support.

I love you. Ive always wanted to hear him say that to me.

Something that when said aloud finally causes my skin to tingle and my heart to thump uncontrollably.

"She told me that I'd better day it to you sooner, before any of this would happen. That witch who is like a mother to you, " he grabs my hand, staring at it as our finger intertwine. "I should of listened to her, so I wouldn't cause you all of this pain. But I didn't think I would have to." He lifts his bowed head, his eyes meeting mine.

And I can't stop myself.

I lean in, my lips meeting his, tears wetting both of our lips as Domeki kisses me back with more passion.

'I love you. I love you. I love you. God I love you' my thoughts are shouting repeating themselves over and over in my head.

"I love you," I finally say, between kisses.

He smiles, "I know." and swoops in for another kiss.