I don't own Kuroshitsuji. Sorry for taking forever to update. I suck yes I know. Its just...well you see I am addicted to Homestuck. Don't hate me for neglecting this fic. I have been writing on my AO3 account and I forgot about this until I saw the emails telling people still read this. I don't know how to end this so it may end badly. :D Read my beautifuls!

Mey-Rin ran out into the back yard as she contemplated her escape. She didn't want to face him. After all he didn't have feelings for her, he only wanted sex. She tripped and fell face first onto the damp grass.

"Shit." She mumbled out loud.

"Mey-Rin.." Sebastian said as he suddenly loomed over her. "What are you doing?" He asked.

"I'm leaving. I'm not needed and I was so weak that I couldn't even protect my child. Now look at where I am. A demon. I. Am. A. Demon." She sat up and stared at his expressionless face.

"I need you. I love you." He crouched down next to her and hugged her.

"No you don't." She muttered.

"Yes I do." He stated pulling away from her.

"No one could love a girl that has had such a horrible life. I'm a horrible maid and I can't even carry a baby." She frowned.

"It is okay. At least you didn't get killed. We will try again." He tried to cheer her up.

"There is a problem with that. There won't be a 'try again'. I am leaving and I won't return." She stood up and held her head low.

"Why would you leave. I still love you no matter what. Well Master and I could always come with you." He engulfed her in his arms and wanted to feel her embrace. He was disappointed to only feel her push him away.

"Where I am going... is somewhere you can't go. Just please forget about me. It will be be-" She was cut off by Sebastian's lips on hers. He quickly disappeared, leaving her alone.

The truth was that Mey-Rin was going to go back to the men that saved her. She wanted it reversed.

When she arrived she felt as if someone was watching and she walked quickly. She didn't need any distractions. She opened the door to the shop to find the two men drinking tea out of beakers.

"Hello, Dear. Back again?" The man with silver hair asked.

"Dearie, come sit. Please sit with the Undertaker and I."

"Yes, join Grell and I." She did what they asked and she sat in the silence she created.

"What do you need?" The Undertaker asked.

"I want this to be reversed." She stated quietly.

"That can't happen. We can kill you but you won't come back." Grell said.

"How painful?" She asked.

"I will make sure it only stings a tad." He rested his hand on her shoulder and smiled.

"O-okay." She knew it was the best decision.

"Well you and I will go into the alley to finish this off then you will be on your way." They walked out into the alley way and The Undertaker stayed inside. Grell pulled out a large chainsaw and revved it up. "Be still." He stated. Mey-Rin did what she was told but a flash of a black uniform caught her eye. She wondered what it was but only felt herself falling down. She laid on the cold cobblestone and watched as what appeared to be memories come out of her chest. She saw all the times she and Sebastian loved each other. She watched but only saw the day she left. There was no memories of her getting converted into a demon. She then felt her vision go black. She was truly at peace. She had loved and lost and had enjoyed the times she had with the man of her dreams.

Mey-Rin felt a cold breeze and she heard a babie's cries. Her eyes flickered open and she stared into whiteness as her vision came back.

"Where am I?" She asked as she felt someone next to her.

"You had a bad dream. You woke the baby up with you whines." She finally realized where she was. She looked around and saw her room. She saw a baby's bed at the foot of hers. And there next to her sat Sebastian and a beautiful baby boy. His eyes were a deep plum almost red.

Sebastian stood after he gave the baby to her and got up and walked away.

"How could I not remember? She still had the rest of her soul, the part that hooligan didn't take away." He smiled. "She also had the baby's soul that was given to her. I may of had to pull some strings but I did it." Sebastian whispered under his breath. "What a sweet punishment this has been for loving a human."

Okay guys I couldn't end this with just her dying, well I went back and found a loop hole in my own writing. SO this is the end of this. Thank you for remaining beside this crazy fic. I will be finishing Poor Near and until I finish that I will probably not write much more unless its a request. Any requests and I will attempt to do them.