So here it is. The first chapter of my brand new story 'Renesmee & Jacob Beautiful and Broken' picking up where we left off in 'Renesmee & Jacob Fragile Change' so if you haven't read the first story yet go back and read that and always remember to REVIEW! Because no reviews equals no more story so if you like what you're reading REVIEW IT!

Disclaimer – Stephenie Meyers owns the characters, I own the plot & my own characters

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I was pregnant.I didn't want to be pregnant; I wasn't supposed to be able to even get pregnant. We'd had a chat about that one day me and Bella. She said that since I was half vampire and a girl it was unlikely I'd be able to be have children but she hadn't been certain but as the years went on my body didn't change in that way so I had assumed I just couldn't have children. I assumed wrong. I should have been cautious anyway. My knees sank to the floor and I sobbed into my chest. Everything was completely ruined; I wanted to go to college with Jake and get a chance at a normal life, of course being a vampire hybrid life is never normal. I cried even harder. Why did life have to be so complicated for me? Just when I was feeling happy and complete, something had to come crashing down on me. I must have been crying very hard because I was suddenly in the arms of Jake and he was stroking my hair and crushing me to his chest. I could feel his heart racing and I guessed he had spotted the pregnancy test on the floor. He pulled me back to look into my face, his eyes were wide with shock and disbelief, and he looked frightened.

'Ness? Is that… Ness you're…? What's happening' he stuttered over all his words. I simply placed my hand on his face and showed him. He was silent for a few seconds and then he quickly composed himself and wiped away the tears from my eyes and carried me back to the living room and placed me on the sofa. Then he started pacing up and down, there were many emotions on his face. Hurt, disbelief, confusion and anger I think. He was breathing in and out deeply. I wished I had my father's gift at this moment just to know what he was thinking, I wanted to ask him but I was numb.

Finally he sank to his knees in front of me and held my hands.

'You are pregnant' he said each word slow and distinct. I just nodded.

'And it's my entire fault' he added on shaking his head.

I stroked his face. 'No' I whispered 'we didn't even know I could get pregnant; please don't blame this on yourself.'

He just shook his head. 'How do you feel? We need to get you home to Carlisle'

I nodded; I felt a little better than I had in days but a little weird. Jake was telling me that we would talk when we were home just me and him together when Carlisle had made sure everything was okay but I couldn't really concentrate on what he was saying. He was so beautiful I was just staring at him. I needed him. I interrupted him quickly.

'Shh' I said pressing my fingers against his lips. His eyes looked sad. I stroked his face again.

'Don't be sad' I murmured to him. 'Just love me.'

'I love you more than anything in this world Ness' he replied matter-of-factly.

'I know that' I assured him, as I lifted my top up, threw it off and tossed it to the other side of the room.

'We need to go Nessie' he replied looking down.

'Not yet, make love to me again before we go' I needed us to be connected once more before we dived down this path of unknown and uncertainty. To forget everything for a while and just love each other. He hesitated but then he must have been thinking what I was thinking because he scooped me up in his arms and carried me to the snowy bedroom.

There was something different this time; there was more passion, more intensity. I latched on to him, consuming every inch of his being. I gazed into his starry eyes.

'Everything will be okay, as long as we love each other, everything will be okay' I assured him kissing him fiercely.

'I love you too, always and forever.'

I know it's real short but it's kind of just an introduction chapter to the story. Chapters are going to be getting a lot longer throughout the rest of the story.