So I started this story without any idea on how I should keep it going. I guess I just wanted to see a story with Xanxus and Tsuna acting like a family. Huuu... I really don't have much of an idea on how to do this, I guess I'll just use the fact that this is a fanfic and an AU moreover and do whatever I want.

Warning: mentions of rape

Disclaimer: I don't own khr~~


Xanxus, a name that everyone in the mafia world knows and fears. A name usually associated with "cruel", "monster" and "evil". And a man whose temper is as short as a match stick. So when the young brunette heard the name he shivered with fear.

'it's the end... The end' he thought as he hugged his knees and shivered at the corner of the old, rusty, and moldy cell. Tears begun to silently fall down his cheeks. He was afraid but at the same time relieved. The guards that came to give him his sorry excuse for a food were talking about this Xanxus guy. They were talking in a hushed tone but the young child can sense the fear and worry in their voice.

"They said the Varia is coming" the middle-aged guy with a big beer belly said to his companion, his voice was shaking, something really unusual for the usually arrogant guard.

"B...but... I-i-it's not f-for sure right? Th-they c-can't possibly know" the thin guard answered as his whole body shook with fear. "I-I don't want to die" he whined, which made the young child look up at them with his blank dull eyes.

'die... Die... Finally..' a hint of relief came flashing in his usually dead eyes. Finally after years of staying in this hell hole he can finally die. His face remained impassive but with all his might he wished for Xanxus and Varia to arrive.

'come soon... Please' the young child begged and prayed. He knows that praying won't solve anything, he learned that after the first few months he had spent in his cell. But today, he will allow himself to hope for the last time. 'please hurry and kill me'...

The guards are long gone leaving the child at his corner with the long rotten soup and rock hard bread they brought for him to 'eat'. The child just stared at it, pass it, not really registering its presence. They're coming, no use trying to eat. They can no longer punish him for not eating... Or not.

The door down the basement slowly opens, creaking with the impending doom. He heard the familiar sound of that person's squishy boots and scrambled towards his soup.

'eat' he has to eat or he will be punished again. His body's already accustomed to the pain but it does not mean he relish it. 30 whips for not eating, he does not want to be whipped just because of that... Not when... His eyes returned to its dull and empty color. He saw the shadow of the boots and heard the eerie cackling of that man. After finishing his food he returned to the corner of his cell and assumed a submissive posture. He knelt and bowed with his tiny hands on his lap and forehead touching the cold, wet floor.

"I came to relieve stress, my little one" he heard the high-pitched voice of the man as he opened the small door to the young child's cell. Stress... If the man is going to relieve stress. Slowly the boy sunk to oblivion, it's easier to bear with all of this if he's mind's a blank and unaware of anything. Slowly the world turns dark and he's unable to see anything, he has blocked out all the sounds, and closed his mind to the world. He felt rough hands carrying him to the bed at the other end of his cell.

'Sleep... Sleep...sleep...' He continuously chanted as he felt hands roaming all over his naked body.

"You're really beautiful" the man said, but the child can no longer hear. The man looked at the child and realized he had tuned out everything. A mechanism the child had grown to adopt but he doesn't mind. This is the state the child had adopted for him. For his pleasure. He licked his lips in anticipation as the small body started to squirm under his touch. He spent a lot of time breaking this boy and turning him into his own obedient sex doll or is whore better?

The boy couldn't remember what happened after the man came in his cell, he always forgets. But looking down at his body covered in cum and blood he can guess what happened. His whole body ached all over and then he saw a blade hidden at the corner. His blade... With much effort he crawled towards the blade and picked it up in all its rusted glory.

'just once... In a spot he wouldn't see' he stared at the blade in a trance and placed it near his arms where lot of cuts and lashes both new and old can be seen. He placed the blade right below the pulse and dragged it slowly down his skin. The cut was light, but the burning sensation and the warmth brought by the blood flowing down his arms made him feel relieved.

'they won't come' he thought before he fell into another oblivion.


"Uhggg, is this the place? This mansion looks so unfashionable! I so don't want to come inside" Lussuria whined as he looked at the mansion of Benvolino famiglia. The mansion was big, a few hectares big and can be considered as a castle. An old, vintage one. Actually it doesn't look that bad, it was well-kept and clean but it look so old unlike their mansion.

"Ushishishi, I think you're not the only one who doesn't want to come in. Scaredy old man's quivering at the corner" Belphegor pointed at Levi who is stiffly standing at the sides.

"I-I'm not afraid!" he shouted but with a flash of lightning Levi was converted in a quivering mess. "Ghost... Haunted house..." he muttered under his breathe and he started chanting buddhist's prayer making Belphegor laugh.

"VOII! Enough with the fucking drama and let's get it on!" Squalo shouted while standing infront of the gate. Varia didn't even bother with sneak attacks and just entered through the front gate and killed anyone that comes into vision.

"Boss your order?" Mammon asked eager to earn some money.

Xanxus who is sitting in his floating throne of doom with his head lazily perched on his palm stared at them then at the mansion with disinterest. Benvolino famiglia, he remembered reading the file about this family. Normally Xanxus wouldn't be joining assault missions like this, especially with a weak famiglia like Benvolino, but this family's special. Xanxus wouldn't be able to sit still until he personally bring this family into ruins.

This family is like the Estraneo family, they enjoy experimenting on humans. On the reported file it was seen that this family is involved in human trafficking and had been kidnapping people of all ages from different families both mafia and commoner. Torture, rape, human experiment, drugs and the list of their horrendous crimes go on, but their biggest mistake is messing with the Vongola family. It has been proven that 3 years ago, this family has been responsible for the death of 5 Vongola members. They were weak and low ranks but nobody messes with the Vongola. It took sometime before they had gathered enough evidence but now it is time for these trashes to pay.

"Kill each and everyone, don't let anyone escape" his voice might sound uncaring and lazy but his guardians can clearly see the underlying anger in their boss' voice.

"How about the experiments?" Lussurai asked

"Burn them all" Xanxus answered without missing a beat. Vongola has no use with data regarding human experiments. They don't need to dirty their hands, more than they already have, just to become strong because they already are.

"How about the kidnapped people, can we kill them too?" Flan asked in his monotone voice, he wouldn't want to risk getting burned by Xanxus if he get his orders wrong.

Xanxus stopped, he doesn't really care about what will happen about those kidnapped people and he's not willing to take in any trash.

"Eliminate the Benvolino famiglia and kill anyone who resists" His guardians smirked, this is so like their boss. So if they resist then they can kill them too ha? Sounds good for them.

"You scums don't forget, that trash is mine" With a knowing stare the members of the Varia disperse and in a matter of minutes the whole mansion erupted in a sea of fire and screams.


Xanxus searched the whole mansion, while sitting on his floating throne, for that one particular trash. He killed anyone who were stupid enough to try and attack him without lifting a finger. But honestly he's starting to get pissed, the whole place is in fire and the screams had slowly started to die down. An implication that the clean up is about to be finished and he still can't find that one particular trash. He doesn't mind the fire, he had created a barrier that will prevent it from even touching him but the search is annoying.

The whole mansion is not even that big but that trash has managed to evade him. And just when he's starting to think that just burning the place with his own fire equates to him killing the trash he sees a shadow of a man running towards a door. Xanxus sighed, finally he had find his man.

Francis Benvolino just finished having fun with his boy toy when he heard screams from outside his door.

"VOiiiii! Die scums!"

"Ushishishi let's see who'll kill more"

"Bel-sempai you just hit me with a knife"

"IF I kill more than you pay me"

Just hearing those words Francis was sure that it's the Vongola. He can't believe how Vongola managed to find their base nor how they found out about their deeds but he knows that if he wants to get out of here alive he needs that boy.

As fast and as stealthily as he could, he ran towards the basement wishing with all his might that he can avoid the vongola before he get his secret weapon. And as if luck was on his side, he was able to reach the door to the basement before a shot almost bore a whole on his head.

"Y-You what are you doing here?"he asked unbelievingly, no wonder they managed to find this place so fast. IF this person was involved anyone would be willing to help. "XANXUS!"

Xanxus, a name that inspires fear

"You shouldn't be here... It can't be" he shook with fear, even with the boy he's not sure he can get out of this alive. This man is not someone that can be moved by negotiations.

A name often associated with

"I came to dispose some trash scum" Xanxus said nonchalantly but in all honesty he's shaking inside. He can barely contain his anger as he tightened his grip on his gun.

"Cruel"

"Why?" why is he the one here? They say that he normally does not partake with problems about small term famiglias?

"Remember Sawada Iemitsu?" Ah...In his hazed mind, the name seem to ring some bells, and it put a satisfied smile on his face which irked Xanxus more. Of course he knows that name. He was his biggest catch, so this is why Vongola came, but still it does not justify his presence.

"for a simple advisor why did you come?" he managed to choke out, Vongola has the strongest ties but this person is not someone who will personally take revenge on anyone who kills a member of his famiglia. He's not that kind nor does he have the time.

"Good atleast you have a somewhat good memory for a scum." he smirked but it immediately turned into a glare. 'so that person was not just an ordinary someone' Francis thought as he registered the glare. That's the reason this person is here.

"Monster"

BANG! BANG!

"Ugh!" blood begun to seep out from his chest and slowly Francis fell down on his knees, Xanxus doesn't have the patience for small talk. This person doesn't deserve to die an easy death. Francis looked at the man still, not believing his presence. But his thoughts immediately jumped towards his boy. Just one last time he wanted to see him but it seems like Xanxus' sadistic smirk would be the last thing he'll see.

And "evil"

Bang! Another shot to the head sealed the man and unknowingly Xanxus' fate.

"You messed with the wrong person, trash"

Wait did I forgot to add "Vongola Decimo"? Well, sorry, the thought must have slipped my mind. Xanxus is also the name of Vongola's 10th generation head.