Hey Guys! *smiles and waves*
This is a new story, I've had this idea in my brain for ages now and I decided to actually write it so here it is!
Please constructive criticism Would be fantastic!
DISCLAIMER: I own Nothing TMI and it's Charecters BELONG TO CASSANDRA CLARE!

THIRD PERSON POV

Jace pushed Simon and Simon fell forward into a puddle.
Clary and Isabelle laughed.
"That's what you get bloodsucker for questioning my shadow hunting skills!" Jace yelled.
Simon got up off the ground, wiping himself down, which didn't help at all because he was soaked.
"What shadow hunting skills all you did was push me into a puddle" Simon said.
"Don't make me push you again" Jace warned.
"Boys, boys please stop arguing for a moment" Isabelle said "We're here."

The four teenagers stood in front of the tall red brick building, they were here to see Magnus. Because, they hadn't heard from Alec in three months. They thought Alec was with Magnus having another romantic holiday or something.

Isabelle pressed the button under the name BANE.
After no reply the first time Isabelle pressed it again.
"Magnus, come one we know you're in there!" She said, "Let us up we haven't seen you and Alec in three months!"
"Go away!" They heard Magnus say through the intercom, the teenagers gave each other looks, Magnus sounded hurt and upset.
"Magnus what's wrong did you and Alec have a fight?" Clary asked.
"No I broke up with Alec three months ago!" Magnus said, they heard a sob come from the intercom.
"What! Really?" Isabelle yelled.
"Why do you sound surprised surly he told you that you don't have your pet warlock anymore because he made a mistake" Magnus said, the venom in Magnus's voice made Isabelle flinch.
"Magnus we haven't seen Alec in three months" Jace said "we thought he was with you!"
"What?!" Magnus said, he sounded shocked.
"We haven't seen Alec in three months" Jace repeated.
"Come up" was all Magnus said.

The door opened and the four friends walked inside. They walked up the flight of stairs and stood in front of Magnus's door. Jace knocked on the door loudly.
The door opened revealing Magnus.

But Magnus didn't look like Magnus. Magnus was wearing a grey sweater that Isabelle thought was Alec's and he wore baggy Jeans that also looked like Alec's. Magnus had no make-up on his face instead there were tear tracks running down his face and his hair was down.
Magnus opened the door wider "Come in."

They walked into the apartment, their eyes widened it looked so plain, so unlike Magnus.
The walls were painted grey, there was a worn out, old couch and a couple worn out armchairs and a boring coffee table in the middle of the chairs.

Clary, Jace and Isabelle sat on the couch, Simon sat in an armchair and Magnus slumped down in the other chair.
"So you're telling me you haven't seen Alec in three months?" Magnus asked.
"That's right," Clary said, "We thought he was with you."
"Why didn't you call him or something?" Magnus said.
"Well we thought that you two were together and that you two should've had some alone time" Jace said.
"That just gave me an idea!" Simon said suddenly.
"What? That you wanted some alone time with Isabelle?" Jace said.
"No!" Simon said "My idea was to call Alec?"
"Good idea Simon" Clary said.

Simon pulled out his phone and dialled Alec's number.
"Put it on speaker!" Isabelle said.
Simon nodded and put the phone on speaker and placed it down on the coffee table.
"Hello?" a girl's voice came through the phone.
"Maureen?" Simon said, he sounded shocked, "Why do you have Alec's phone?"
"Alec's the blue-eyed one right?" she asked.
"Yes, but why do you have his phone?" Simon asked again.
"Because-" Maureen was cut off by a scream that came from her end of the line.

Magnus's eyes widened he knew that scream, it was Alec's.
When they were together, some nights Alec woke up screaming because he had a nightmare, it always took Magnus a while to calm him down and when he did Alec would say it was fine or that it was nothing.

Magnus looked up at Isabelle, there were tears in her eyes, she must know that it was Alec. Clary was crying softly and Jace's face looked like he was in pain.
There was giggling coming from the other end of the line "oops! You weren't meant to hear that!" Maureen said.
"Maureen? Who was that?" Simon asked.
"Who was who?" she said back.
"The person screaming" Simon said, he knew it was Alec, but he just had to make sure.
"The blue-eyed, Shadow hunter. Your stupid girlfriend's big brother" she answered.

The line went dead.

Isabelle was crying, the tears sliding down her face.
Clary was crying into Jace's shirt.
Jace looked like he wanted to kill something.
Simon's mouth was open.
Magnus felt himself shaking, he reached out a shaky hand, picked up Simon's phone and redialed Alec's number. It went straight to voice mail and that was it for Magnus, he started crying.

I felt the knife cut the last of the letters into my arm, I screamed out.
"You deserve this" he said "You are a disgrace, you are a failure, you're a fag!" he hissed.
I whimpered, He finished writing the word on my arm and got up.
"You not even a proper shadow hunter!" he spat.
"Jace stop saying these things!" I screamed.
"What you want me to lie?! Brother?" Jace said.
This cannot be happening why would Jace being doing these things to me?
Why did Isabelle do those things to me?
Why did Clary?
Simon?
Why did my mother?
My father?
Why did Magnus?

Jace left.

I looked down at my arm and saw the word failure etched deeply into my skin.
Why have the people I love, been hurting me?
I don't know how long it's been but it'd felt like forever.
I have words written all over my body, they used knives to write them, I've lost a lot of blood.
The people cutting those words into my skin have been my family and friends, people who I love!
They've also been telling me that they're better off without me, that I'm a failure and disgrace, that I'm unlovable and untouchable, that I don't deserve marks and to have angel blood in me.

There are cuts over my runes, meaning that I don't deserve them.
There is 'X' marks over my Parabatai runes, meaning that I shouldn't be someone's Parabatai.
There is an 'X' Mark over my heart, meaning I don't love anyone and no-one will love me.
There is an 'X' Mark over my lips, meaning that I shouldn't speak or kiss with these lips.
Fag has been cut into my skin, everywhere.

Disgrace.

Failure.

Unlovable.

Untouchable.

Liar.

Not Perfect.

Unreliable.


These words have been cut over all over my body, multiple times.
I'm afraid.
I'm scared of my family, I'm scared of my own friends.
The lights started to dim and I felt my eyelids closing, I drifted off into oblivion with two questions in my mind.

Why am I here?
And
How did I get here?

DONE! Tell me if I should continue please!
Did you hate it, love it, throw pies at it? please tell!
I love hearing what people think about my stories please tell me what you think! and give me ideas!
I sound desperate don't I? damn...
Anyway!
bye!
-Kate.