Chapter 1: Visions of life and Stefan

A/N: I got this idea after the whole Delena Sire Bond bullshit. I thought what would happen if Bonnie risks her life to save Stefan successfully turning Bonnie into a bad ass Hybrid but unintentionally ends up sired to Stefan. I don't think Damon and Elena would like that very much. ;)

Disclaimer: These characters are the creative property of LJ Smith and The CW. No copyright infringement intended. But I reserve the right to believe TVD is written by monkeys.

I apologize in advance for all grammar errors that may be present in this chapter. Enjoy!

The trees and bushes are like flashes in her vision and she barely hears the sound of leaves crumbling beneath her feet as her rider boots hit the ground at a pace that seemed to surprise her. She finally makes it to the forest opening and spins on her heel too see if she's still being chased. She perks up her ears listening for any sound but hears nothing. Bonnie turns to run the distance out of the forest but runs into a hard chest instead. Before she gets a chance to look up a wrist is clamped over her mouth. Bonnie tries to fight her way out of the vampires grip but her movements prove too be futile. He's trying to force the blood down her throat but Bonnie tries to pull her lips in a tight line to prevent any blood from coming through but once again her attempts are for nothing because she suddenly feels like she swallowed a rusty penny. When the vampire in question suddenly lets her go she's prepared to attack but a pair of hands reach her neck and then

"AAHHHH" Bonnie lets out a blood curdling scream that knocks Elena Gilbert off her side of the bed and forces Caroline Forbes to bare her fangs seemly ready to attack whatever caused her best friend distress. When both girls finally takes a good look at the still sleeping Bonnie Bennett they realize she's having another nightmare. Bonnie has been having nightmares for the past two months and there looks to be no end in sight.

Caroline sighs while running a hand through her platinum blond locks "Should we wake her?"

The newly turned vamp shakes her head "Remember what grams said" Elena puts a strand of hair behind her ear "It's not good to wake a witch from their dreams because usually they mean something."

Both girls frown at the realization. Bonnie appears to be having the same reoccurring nightmare because every night it's the same thing. But whatever it is they hope for her sake it isn't a vision.

Bonnie jolts up sweating profusely. Caroline watches her closely and cringes when she can literally smell the fear on her best friend and without another word they flank her and pull her into their arms.

"Bonnie, what the hell is going on? It's been two months of the same thing and it doesn't seem to be getting any better." Caroline presses while rubbing the back of a sobbing and shaking Bonnie Bennett.

"Caroline's right, How do you expect us to leave you alone like this when the nightmares are getting worse and you won't tell us what's going on." Elena pulls back to stare into her friend's watery emerald orbs.

Bonnie knew her friends had to be placated. For the last two months they've been all but glued to her side. And even though she loved and appreciated their concern - she needed a break. Bonnie moves out of her friends embrace and heads for the bathroom. She splashes cold water on her face to snap her back into reality. She didn't need to turn around to know all eyes were on her. But she does anyway

"I'm fine." she nods willing herself to believe it "it's just a few nightmares. I mean with all the death and the creepy shit that we've seen nightmares should be the least of my concern." Bonnie says brashly

Caroline eyes Bonnie carefully already knowing that her friend was lying through her teeth. Bonnie never uses profanity unless she's pissed or stressed. "Bonnie these aren't just nightmares and you know it. And thanks to your choice of words we know that you're lying too so why do you tell us what's really going on?"

Bonnie runs a shaky hand through her hair while walking out of the bathroom. "Fine it's no big deal so please don't make it into one" she looks at her friends waiting for a response that she knew she wasn't going to get. "They're different every night but the outcome is usually the same."

"What are they about?" Elena asks from her spot on the bed

Bonnie rubs a hand over her face "I'm turned into a vampire."

Caroline stiffens while Elena merely blinks and then proceeds to play with the thread of Bonnie's comforter. Both girls at lost for words well at least Caroline is.

"I know what you're thinking and these are just nightmares not visions. "

"But their reoccurring nightmares and you said-"

Bonnie holds up her hand "I know what I said and I'm usually 50-50 when it comes to the vision stuff so it shouldn't be shocking that this one is wrong."

Elena shoots Caroline a knowing glance. They know Bonnie's dreams are trying to tell her something but clearly she's trying her hardest to deny it "Bonnie we're going to do everything we can to protect you, "Caroline tries to surpass a giggle when she sees the look on Bonnie's face. Because seriously Elena was now a vampire and she still needed to be protected "but if this is what's supposed to happen then maybe you're meant-"

Bonnie looks at her friend like she's grown two heads while Caroline resists the urge to face palm herself. It didn't escape both girls that they both will live forever and Bonnie wouldn't. Caroline can barely stomach the thought of losing Bonnie but it was still her life and her choice. Elena on the other hand, well after being turned she had a whole new way of thinking. And since being sired to Damon that's usually not a good thing.

"I wouldn't finish that sentence if I were you." Bonnie warns with her arms crossed over her chest

Elena stands now feeling completely annoyed at her friend. "Bonnie are you seriously going to be selfish and choose death over being with the people you love?"

Caroline can see that things are getting a bit out of control. It's been that way since Elena was turned, sired to Damon and is now his roommate slash bed bunny. Neither girl felt the closeness to Elena that they use to feel when she was human so it was a little shocking that Bonnie has agreed to let Elena sleep over for the last two months. But the way this conversation was headed she knew that would no longer be an issue.

"Elena" Caroline warns

"No Caroline if you don't want to be the one to say it then I will. I love you Bonnie and you're like a sister to me but I won't watch you die whether it's now or later," she shakes her head "I think you're being selfish for forcing the people that you love to mourn you when there are other ways."

"You want to talk about selfish Elena? Let's talks about all the people I've lost to keep you alive, let's talk about all the suffering I've been through for your benefit. Let's talk about all the pain that Damon has caused everyone that you love and how that still didn't stop you from jumping into bed with him. Let's talk about the fact that your acting like this was a life you had planned for yourself when you didn't want to be a vampire either. So don't talk about me being fucking selfish because if there is anyone in this fucking room whose selfish it's YOU." Bonnie screams in her face

Caroline watches on not saying a word but secretly she's doing a slow clap for Bonnie because it needed to be said.

Elena fights back tears; all though her words stung she wasn't going to back down. "Fine.. if me wanting my best friend to choose life over death qualifies me as being selfish then I'll own it."

Bonnie merely blinks trying to find the Elena Gilbert she knew all her life. "If you were my friend you already know why there isn't a choice to make."

Elena nods while grabbing her things and storms off.

Bonnie doesn't say a word until she hears Elena getting into her car and the sound of her speeding off. "Who is she?" she whispers.

Caroline knows what she means but she doesn't give her an answer because honestly since Elena was turned she was wondering the same thing.

The Grille

"And then she stormed out." Caroline plops down in the booth in a un-lady like manner. After the fight between Bonnie and Elena it feels like she's been put into a position to choose between them. Even though Caroline would never force Bonnie to choose a life she didn't want to live she couldn't help but see some of Elena's point of view. Bonnie was her best friend and if she had to choose between bonnie being here or bonnie being gone, the choice to her was simple.

Stefan frowns at the new information. He knew Bonnie and Elena have been on the outs since Elena and Damon became an item. He also knew about the nightmares that she's been having but he didn't know they were reoccurring nightmares about her being turned into a vampire.

"Maybe she's right maybe there just dreams." He shrugs hoping he sounds convincing.

Caroline shakes her head "Stefan it's been two months. These aren't just dreams" There she finally said it.

"I think they are. Bonnie seems to know more about this then we do. But if it makes you feel better I think we should keep an eye on her just in case."

Caroline nods "I know she's going to hate it but if it's to keep her safe then –"she trails off at seeing the reason she'll skip dinner.

"Don't stop on my account." He says while looking between Stefan and Caroline "What's this about judgey having nightmares about being turned into a vampire." He says with an all-knowing smirk

Caroline sends a glare toward Elena and she shrugs "What? I was upset so I told him what happened between me and Bonnie."

"Yes Elena, but what the hell possessed you to tell Damon of all people knowing how Bonnie feels about him?"

Elena takes a step toward the table "I was upset and he wanted to help me so I told him. What is the big deal?"

Caroline gets up from her spot in the booth "Do you hear yourself? This isn't about you this is about Bonnie."

"Back off Vampire Barbie. Judgey is her best friend and she wanted to share her concerns with me," He steps In front of Elena "so I listened that's what a good boyfriend does." He says with wide eyes.

Stefan cringes at hearing that and then stands to protect Caroline from Damon. "First of all Elena Caroline Is right Bonnie doesn't talk to Damon on a good day unless she's forced too so what possessed you to think it was a good idea to share something personal with him without her permission."

It always bothered Damon that in his weakest moments Stefan still manages to play the fucking hero so he lets out his frustrations "Saint Stefan at it again I see. Don't you think it's a little unhealthy to be latching on to Elena's best friends as some form of moral support after she choose me over you."

This is what the argument was really about they all mentally agreed

Stefan looks like he's ready to rip his brother's head off.

"Shut the hell up Damon because we all know the reason why Elena choose you over Stefan" she takes a step around the man in question "I've got two words for you SIRE BOND."

"That's not true." Elena says weakly

"Sure it is" she nods "We both know that Stefan can't be replaced in your heart and if your feelings for him are magnified "she points at Damon with a look of disgust "Then your feelings for Stefan should be magnified times ten and Damon would still be inferior to Stefan." Caroline smirks liking the reaction she got from Damon

Elena looks at Damon while shaking her head. "That's not true." and then turns to look at Stefan.

"I love Damon with or without the sire bond and nothing is going to change that." Stefan nods taking the shot to the heart like he has taken every shot since he found out about Damon and Elena.

But that still didn't mean it didn't hurt so Stefan shoves pass Damon and Elena and heads for the exit. He would rather walk away before she shattered what's left of him. Caroline glares at Damon and Elena before moving to go after Stefan but is stopped by her mother.

Just as Stefan makes it to the exit Bonnie walks into the grille and their eyes meet. Since watching her grams die a second time and him losing Elena, Stefan and Bonnie have grown closer. Seemly rebuilding the friendship they once had before his ripper binge.

Bonnie looks over his shoulder and spots his distress. No words are spoken between the two as she grabs his hand and pulls him out of the door but not before giving Caroline a nod of acknowledgment before exiting the grill.

"We can go somewhere else" she whispers to him

He nods and then follows her to their new destination.

For whatever reason seeing Stefan and Bonnie leaving the grill hand in hand was the tick in Damon's jaw. It was obviously because once again Stefan manages to be the victim and he was left to play his role as the bad guy. Sure he was the one that started the ridiculous argument about the Judgey little witch. But when Vampire Barbie started going on about Sire bonds and being left out of the witches business because apparently the witch didn't care for him much he lost his shit. Hell he was certain he wasn't on Bonnie's top 10 list of people she'd spit in their general direction if they were on fire- but that still didn't mean he wanted to hear it.

Every since Elena admitted her feelings for him and they agreed to act on them. Things have started to change between The Scooby Doo gang. Matt only stays around as a juice box because of the guilt he feels since Stefan saved him and not Elena. Jeremy is now the victim of the hunters curse and is currently trying to fight the urge to kill his sister, Tyler was never really a card caring member of The Scooby Doo Gang but he was still overcoming changes with the loss of Caroline, his mother and his pack. Vampire Barbie was adjusting to the loss of Tyler and her somewhat romance with that psychotic Hybrid Klaus. But even with all that was going on they seemed to still have enough time to turn their noises up in disgust at his relationship with Elena. When in reality they should be happy that he finally got the girl and the better man won.

But why did it feel like Stefan still won?

Before he knew it Damon was knocking back shots of bourbon with no end in sight. It never registered to him that Elena stormed off minutes after Stefan and Bonnie left.

She wasn't happy about it either.

For whatever reason Stefan and Bonnie decides to take walk needing the time to clear their heads. As they walk in a comfortable silence Bonnie can tell that whatever happened at the grille it's still eating away at him. She could ask him what's wrong but she isn't sure if he'll tell her.

"I think each day it's getting better" Pause." Until I see them together and then everything comes rushing back and I feel sick to my stomach because the two people-"he trails off because he doesn't want her to see how much he's really hurting.

Bonnie remains quiet she can definitely understand what he's going through. Loving someone so completely but only to find it still wasn't enough- hurts like hell.

Stefan takes bonnie silence as a sign of loyalty to Elena. "I'm sorry shouldn't have-"

"Stefan just because Elena's my best friend doesn't mean I agree with all her choices. I think she screwed up" pause "I think she believes her feelings for Damon are real because it's the opposite of what she felt as a human."

Stefan looks at Bonnie clearly not understanding what she's trying to say." She's rebelling Stefan. She's trying to create a new life for herself as a vampire not realizing she can hold on to her old one. She thinks whatever Human Elena loved Vampire Elena cant and of course Damon is encouraging that."

He sighs "Do you think that's what's really happening?"

Bonnie nods "Elena and I maybe on the outs but no one knows her better than me and Caroline. Just like you know what you're brother is capable of and unfortunately so do I."

Stefan and Bonnie stops not realizing there in the forest "I-It just hurts and I don't think it will ever stop hurting."

Bonnie heart sinks for friend and without a word she reaches up and hugs him. Stefan stiffens but relaxes into the hug and buries his face in Bonnie's hair. Something swells in Bonnie's heart for Stefan the admiration and the loyalty she thought was once buried is now growing tenfold. Stefan pulls back and suddenly emerald green orbs connect with sea water green orbs he always knew Bonnie was something special and for the first time in a while he's starting to remember what it was. The duo is broken out of their trance when they hear growls coming from the shadows.

Stefan pulls Bonnie behind him waiting for whatever that's hiding in the shadows to show itself. Bonnie tries to look over Stefan's shoulder but something from behind her causes the magic within her to sing.

"Stefan" Bonnie calls him gaining his attention and suddenly their surrounded by vampires.

"How do you want to do this?" Stefan asks

"The hard way of course "she looks up at him "unless you have any better ideas."

Stefan thinks for moment "Nope I don't have any" Pause "hard way it is."

Before they knew Stefan and Bonnie are dropping Vampires left and right. Stefan's ripping out hearts and staking them with tree branches while Bonnie's giving them aneurysms before setting them on fire.

Twenty Minutes into the fight Bonnie realizes all too late that she and Stefan are now separated. She goes to call him but is stopped when she hears more growling. Without another word Bonnie makes a run for it even knowing that her speed won't match there's but she has to get to Stefan because she knows she's out numbered. She finally makes it to the forest opening and spins on her heel too see if she's still being chased. She perks up her ears listening for any sound but hears nothing. Bonnie turns to run the distance out of the forest but runs into a hard chest instead. Before she gets a chance to look up a wrist is clamped over her mouth. Bonnie tries to fight her way out of the vampires grip but her movements prove too be futile. But thanks to her dream she knows what's coming next. She uses her magic to toss the vampires into trees splinting them in half. Bonnie then mumbles a spell successfully setting the vampires on fire. She turns to run only to be grabbed by the ankle and pulled by one of the burning vampires. When she hears a snap she knows that he has successfully broken her leg. Bonnie screams out in pain which promptly gets Stefan's attention because he's immediately by her side in an instant. He stakes the already dying vampire and drops to his knees next to Bonnie.

"Can you walk?" He asks. Bonnie shakes her head apparently talking makes it hurt worse.

Without much hesitation Stefan bites into his wrist. "It'll heal you." Bonnie eyes the blood for a second not wanting to take the chance but since her dream already came to fruition she had nothing left to worry about. Decision made Bonnie clamps her lips around his wrist.

Stefan stifles a groan as something stirs inside of him while watching Bonnie drink his blood. Get a hold of yourself. He mentally curses himself.

He removes his wrist already missing the feel of her lips. "How do you feel?"

Bonnie gets up with Stefan's help "I feel fine but it tastes like I swallowed a penny" he chuckles at her comparison but stops when she screams his name. Before he knew it he was being thrown across the forest by an invisible force.

By the time Stefan realizes what the hell happened he sees Bonnie on the ground with a branch in her chest. "BONNIE." He screams while rushing over to her side. Bonnie opens her mouth to speak but they both know that not much can be done so Stefan squeezes her hand letting her know he'll be here when she wakes up.

It isn't long before Bonnie's vibrant green eyes are now blank and lifeless. With a heavy heart Stefan closes Bonnie's eyes and pulls the branch out. As gentle as possible he lifts Bonnie into his arms and speeds out of the forest preparing his self for whatever comes next.

A/N: Yay! You made it to the bottom now let me know what you think. Thanks Again for reading :)