No Identity Summary: Jack is dating Donna. Donna is changing the brunette. Kim goes to the extremes to get Jack's attention. (Story about anorexia nervosa and more minor problems) Authors note: Okay I tried so hard on this story and it took me forever because I kept making drafts andit had to be perfect because this is such a serious matter. I really hope you read this and tell me what you think of i. My best friend Sam used to have and ED so she helped me with this a little and I guess I sort of dedicated this story to her. I watched movies about ED's I listened to songs I even watched Dr Phil! So I tried really hard to make this perfect
Chapter 1
Kim's POV
"My name is Kim Crawford." I wrote into the new journal on my desk. I had been instructed to write about my life from the begining of my eating disorder, My life in general and what I eat. I began to write more.
"Every single day I walked through the halls of this disgusting school. Don't get me wrong the school is so clean and is actually a very beautiful school. It's just the people in it that aren't so beautiful.
I am fairly popular. I mean I have many friends and I'm the head cheerleader. Anyone would know how happy and perfect my life is. But they don't know who I really am inside. I want the one thing I can't have.
Jack Brewer.
He used to be my best friend but now we hardly talk. He hates me so much. He only talks to me when he's teasing or mocking me like I'm his little toy. But he's dating Donna Tobin now anyway and he's head over heels for her.
Donna Tobin is beautiful. She's the school beauty queen. She's so skinny Jack told me he liked a girl with a little curves so he goes out with the skinniest twig in school :/
Today was the day Rudy had given us a small treat. "Hey guys!" He walked in with about 6 pizza's. the box's were stacked so high we couldn't even see his face!
All the guys' attention turned to Rudy and the pizza. The smell spilled through the room. It smelled so delicious. I bit my lip and played with my hands... I'd been doing this a lot lately.
We all sat down in front as Rudy laid out the pizza's. "I thought you all deserved a nice treat since we've been working so hard for our tournament against the black dragons next week.
"Thanks Rudy." Jack thanked him on behalf of all of us, "You really are a great trainer."
Everyone dug in but I just sat there playing with my hands and and looking down trying to be unnoticeable. "Hey Kim why aren't you eating any?" Milton asked me. I looked up at the blonde boy biting into his slice.
I shrugged my shoulders, "I ate before I came I'm so full I'm sorry." He nodded at me not seeing through my little scheme. No one could see through my walls... Except for Jack but he didn't pay attention to me anymore.
"Kim just eat some!" Jack snapped at me probably harsher than he intended.
I pursed my lips and scowled at him. "You aren't the boss of me!"
They all shrugged it off except for Jack. He just had to hurt me. He had to push and push me just to get a reaction! I knew he wasn't being sincere he just wanted a show. "You just aren't eating for attention." He slumped over. I'd had enough of him. I walked out of the dojo wiping the tears from my eyes. I heard Jack say loudly to the guys, "That's all she ever wants. Attention whore."
"He just wants a show Kim. That's all he wants." My conscience whispered to me. I still didn't believe how head over heels I was in love with this jerk!
Okay that had to be the worst start ever! I;m sorry it was short but I needed to set it up for the next chapter the next chapter will be much longer and interesting I swear!