Hell! i need her. =)

She was driving him crazy. How on earth could she do that to him. Even after all the time they had spent together, actually, all the time they had had sex. He actually missed her, no. He only missed the pleasure she used to give him. He missed her skin against his, he missed her warm breath in his neck, her fast breathing. Hearing her moans near his ear, feeling her hands through his body. He liked when his musles tense under her touch.

He missed her completely. But she was with Lyon. She now had him. now, he was the one who could enjoy her, not him.

Everything was over now. Things between them were over now.

Meanwhile...

Lyon was about ti kiss her, when suddenly...

Juvia: Lyon-sama! Wait please!

She pushed him gently, and Lyon saw her directly in her eyes. For one second he looked completely concious, he knew what had happened for one second, his eyes showed her that he was disappointed. She could notice it, and then...he fainted.

She let him fall, and she couldn't help but feel bad for him, she had said no to something he really wanted to happen. But she didn't want i to happen, only with Gray-sama. Lyon felt the same way she felt when Gray rejected her.

She took Lyon somehow, and she carried him to his room. Too heavy for her, same weight as Gray, sh remembered his weight because of many months of being with his body over hers. They went upstairs and then she had to look for his key, it was awkward, she was registering him, she felt like a pervert.

"Hmm" she felt him moving. "Juvia-chan" She blushed a little bit, maybe he was dreaming with her. It was a nice gesture from his part. "Mmm, Juvia-chan stay with me.." Finally, the keys. She opened the door and carried him to the bed. What she didn't know was that when she was about to leave the room, he woke up. He seemed to be more conscious than before, "Juvia-chan, why do you love him?"

"What?" She was confused, what was he talking about.

"Tell me Juvia, what does Gray have that i don't" He asked "What is that thing that you find in him that is irresistible."

"Lyon-sama, don't make things harder, please" "Please tell me." He looked serious.

"Well", she looked away, she didn't want to see the pain in his eyes, she couldn't stand the fact that he was hurting because of her. "Lyon-sama, Gray-sama saved Juvia from the darkness and loneliness." He looked confused, she would have to explain more. "When
Juvia and Gray-sama first met, they fought. But he didn't actually damaged her, not eve when he knew Juvia had the intention to kill him. In fact, Gray-sama saved Juvia. Before, she used to be under rain. Rain used to follow Juvia, so no one used to be around her. And when he beat her, he didn't kill her, Gray-sama left Juvia with no magic, and for the very first time, Juvia saw the sun."

He understood completely. He loved her, and if Gray was the only one who could make her happy, he would let him be with her. Why? Because he loved her.

He was more conscious, but still drunk. Now, he just wanted to sleep. He moved to stay more comfortable in bed, Juvia noticed and when she was about to stand up, and leave the room, he accommodated his head on her legs. "Please stay, just for tonight." And as he ended the phrase, he fell asleep.

Again, She couldn't help but feel guilty about what she was doing to him. That night for sure was going to last long.

He woke up next morning, with a headache, no clothes, just boxers, his department was a total mess, last night, before sleeping but after getting drunk, he threw everything to the floor, he hated seeing Juvia with Lyon. He had won her. Why? Why the hell was Lyon one step forward him?

He was an idiot. He shouldn't been thinking in those things, it was supposed that they were just friends with benefits, although he was the only one with benefits.

Soon, as he could he took a shower, dressed up, try to clean a little bit his room and then he went to the guild, maybe his team decided to go on a mission, that could help him, a lot, when he was fighting with Natsu or with any random bandit he didn't use to think, he just acted and reacted according to the situation.

and yes, they decided to go on a four-day mission, just taking care of a royal family that lived 2 days away from Magnolia. The problem was that there was a group of mages that wanted to stole them their possessions, some things like gold bracelets, collars. Stuff he didn't really care about. They went to the hotel the royal family was staying in, and then just started their trip. Going by a really luxury train, he couldn't help but still think of what had happened last night. The situation was making him lose control. Lie! He was in more control than what he used to be, because from just one hour that they started the trip, Natsu had hit him five times and he just sobbed his head or whichever part he had been hit, not caring about it, he decided to go to the roof of the train, the cold breeze made him relax a little bit, but not enough to be in peace. Gray wanted to have her, he started feeling anxious again, his body claimed her, he wanted to be inside her, feel her, make her moan, kiss her neck, leave mark all over her chest, Gray was glad she really didn't showed up her body, he would get mad at anybody who wanted to see her, because he had been the first one and he for sure was going to be the only...

He remembered, she was Lyon's now. Shit! He couldn't even have a time for himself not even being many kilometers away from her. she was in his head all the time. He soon fell asleep.

Meanwhile...

Juvia woke up late, feeling cold. Uh? That wasn't Fairy Hills, so where did she spent the night. She felt someone moving, a white haired man and... ¿? ! She had spent the night with Lyon, OMG. She removed herself from the bed as fast as she could just because of the impression she had because of the situation. Wait, if she was with him, that meant he left Gray-sama, oh no! What would he tell her when they both met again? Would he accept her again? Was he mad? Had he been with other woman instead of her?

"Eh?" She heard him say. He looked around until his eyes fell on her. He felt happy, she didn't go away during the night. In less than one second, he had his strong arms around her. "Juvia-chan, thanks for staying with me all the night, by the way, good morning" "Oh, mm good morning, Lyon-sama" She was confused, how would Gray react if he knew she had spent the night with Lyon instead of him? He would get really angry, she had failed him, she couldn't stop repeating that sentence. She failed him. What would she do now to recover him? What if he had spent the night with other woman? or maybe more than one? She couldn't just imagine that. "Emm? Lyon-sama, Juvia must go"

He didn't want her to go, but he knew that the only reason was Gray. That lucky bastard, she had such an amazing woman, totally crazy about him, sexy, nice, cute, strong, fierce, difficult to win in battle when she had a strong feeling for someone. So Gray was lucky but stupid, he couldn't even realize that he felt something for Juvia, specially when the signal of love for her were more notable when Lyon was with her. He decided not to include him into the conversation. "Yeah, I totally understand, your guild needs you, your missions... " he didn't know what else he could say. "So... see you later, Juvia. But let me say it again one more time. Thank you Juvia, for staying with me." He said while hugging her. Then he just let her go.

-.

She returned to Fairy Hills, when the last wanted person she wanted to see appeared in front of her.

Cana. Why? Because she always noticed when some girl went out with a boy, or when 2 people spent the night together, or when there was something between two guild mates. She knew since the moment that Juvia had arrived to the guild that she had strong feelings for him, not only that but also that Lyon fell in love with her, and that she could love him back. What a problem? "Juvia. Want some" Offering her a bottle of beer. "No thanks, Cana-san." Cana looked at her with eyes that were clearly saying: 'I know something happened between you and Lyon'. Juvia was afraid of doing what she shouldn't do. Something like say no to everything she said, or blushing when Cana tell what she thought she happened. "So, how was your night with Lyon?" There was it. The first big mistake, she blushed. "No, Juvia just went to sleep." Second mistake, she negate what Cana said. "Really?, But last night I saw both of you going out, and by the way he was hugging you, I can tell something happened." Juvia just blushed even more, her cheeks were maybe of Erza's hair color. Too notorious. "Something really happened right? I can affirm it, because you're still with your clothes of last night"

She blushed even more, Juvia had to explain her. "Cana-san, nothing happened, just that Lyon-sama got drunk because of your 'drinking contest' and he couldn't even walk by himself, then Juvia carried him to his hotel room, and he told Juvia to stay with him, Juvia accepted because she knew she was hurt... well, Juvia just accepted and just slept in his room. Nothing more." Cana realized what had happened. "Ok, let's say that's all." Then she went to the guild to clearly drink more.

As soon as Cana left, Juvia went to her room, she took a quick shower and dressed up to finally meet Gajeel, so they could go on the mission he wanted to do instead of going to the Christmas party.

When she arrived, she noticed the guild was in peace. Some people were missing. Gray-sama was not there. Maybe he changed her, maybe he chose other random girl with whom he could satisfy his sexual needs. She felt alone, like when she was in Phantom Lord. he couldn't even look at him, everyday, since she arrived, just looking at him happy made all her day happy, sunny. "Oi, rain woman" Someone called her. It was Gajeel, he seemed to be mad at her. "Ne, it's 1 pm, where the hell have you been, we where supposed to meet at 10 am, I was 2 fucking hours waiting for you to go." Really mad at her. "Sorry, Gajeel-kun, its just that Juvia had some things to do, she didn't realize it was late." He looked at her, she was sad, he had known her for more than 3 years, no, for more than 10 years, stupid 7 years they were in Tenroujima. "Yeah whatever, lets go now or we will miss the next train."

On the other hand...

Not even fighting with Natsu nor destroying half of the city could take Juvia out of his mind, he simply missed her. No, he missed her body, he missed her moans, the sweet scent he felt every time when he woke up. The scent her body left on his bed before leaving him alone. Everyday after being with her, he used to wake up in the place where she had laid after having sex. The only thing he could say was 'just because sex with her is amazing' nothing more, he wouldn't accept his growing feelings for her. (Not yet)

Erza and Lucy called him, they noticed since the moment they realized that Gray didn't care about what Natsu was doing or that he was insulting him, calling him pervert or stripper, they both knew something was wrong with him. He didn't usually did those things, like when they were in Galuna Island, he didn't care about everything but something, just that they didn't know what was it.

"What's wrong with you, Gray?" Erza asked. "Nothing" he simply answered. "Is it something about Juvia?" Lucy added. Uh? Could they read his mind or something. "Why do you think it has something to do with Juvia?" He wished they really couldn't read his mind, otherwise they would now that he wanted to be with her in an intimate way. "Because since yesterday you couldn't keep your eyes off from her" Say what? Really what? Had he been to obvious? "I wasn't looking at her" "Oh yes you were, all the time she was with Lyon you seemed to be angry, and you kept following them with your eyes."

He was and stupid who couldn't control his "sexual needs" for her. "Gray, have you made things clear with her?" Erza again, she had told him to think about his feelings for her. "Admit it, Gray. You love her." Lucy said. "What! I don't love her, its just that I don't like when Lyon comes here and tries to get her to join his guild" "Oh yeah, he's trying to steal members from our guild', just accept it, you can't stand the fact that Juvia spent most of the time from the party with him!" "Gray, if you don't do something about it as soon as possible, you will lose her forever" Correction, he had already lost her. What was he thinking, he knew that it was just matter of time for things between them to end. He missed her... her body, the pleasure, and everything continued like that for the next days.

Until New Year's party arrived, he didn't know that a really big thing would happen...

That's it, the last part of new year's party is because I started this fic on last year's Christmas, sorry for making you wait a lot, but hope you like it.

Reviews please =)