This is a request for DivaliciousDooL, it took longer than expected and it's short, but there will be more to come. :) Please read and review.
I hope you like it!
Finally the time has come, I finally get to go home after a year of being gone from the love of my life I finally get to go home and be in his arms again. The more time that went on the more excited I got. When the buckle seat belt light came on I got goose bumps. After a long drawn out year I'm going home and I'm going to be in Matt's arms again. I've been dating Matt Cena for almost three years and I've been away for a year. I'm ready to go home. The old saying goes, "Home is where the heart is," and my heart is with Matt so I'm finally going home to him.
Once the plane landed I really felt the goose bumps. I unfastened my seat belt, got out of my seat and grabbed my carryon bag. After I finally got off the plane I started my search for Matt. I looked around for a minute or two then saw Matt's older brother John, who is also my ex-boyfriend and lover. I took deep breath then walked towards him. I stopped dead still not really sure on how to face him. He makes me feel things that I've never felt before. I could feel the heat growing in the pit of my stomach.
"I can't do it, I can't, I can't, I can't!" I said to myself as I stood about three feet in front of him. I turned around and was about to walk off when I heard his voice.
"Mara?" DAMN IT! I turned on my heels and faced him.
"Hi John," He's even more handsome than I remember.
"How have you been?" He asked as he pulled me into a hug.
"Good." I said. I took in his sent, gosh how I've missed this. "How about you?"
"Good." We stood in an uncomfortable silence until he said something.
"You wanna get out of here?" He asked.
"Yeah, let me go grab my bags then we can go."
"Okay, no problem." We walked off and went to luggage claim. I hope we can hurry and get home, I don't want to spend any more time with him than I have to. Don't get me wrong I still like John just not like that. Okay maybe I do but I can't tell him that.
After I received my luggage John and I went straight to the car and headed home. The ride was silent; I didn't know what to say to him. I have my secret about John and there is no way I'm going to risk telling him that he still lights that spark in the pit of my stomach. I don't anybody to know that I still love him. He was my best friend until something came cross and separated us. Matt was the one that helped me through our break up. If it wasn't for Matt there's no telling what would've happened to me. I was heartbroken. The only reason we broke up is because I couldn't handle him being gone all the time and I was alone. I now realize that I can handle him being gone because I miss him holding me after a nice love making session and the way he would kiss me before he left for the road. I miss those days, a lot. One day I will have the courage to tell him that I want to be with him again. I hate to break Matt's heart but I truly want to be with John again.
"Mara, you okay?" John asked, knocking me out of my thoughts.
"Yeah, just thinking."
"About?"
"Nothing," I quickly shot back.
"Come on Mara, I know you're in deep thought, since you haven't said a word since we got in the car." He said running his fingers through my hair.
"It's nothing John, I'm just tired."
"Okay..." 'You caught me, I wanna be with you again John, I love you damn it!' I thought as I looked out the window.
When we got to my house I saw Matt's car outside my house.
"Matt's here!" I said as I opened the car door and ran inside.
"No he's- Never mind!" I heard John say. I ran on the porch and opened the door. He was nowhere to be seen.
"Matt?" I said as I walked around the living room looking for him.
"Well damn." I said as I stopped. I turned around and there he was behind me with a bouquet of red roses.
"Welcome home Mara." He said with a smile as he held the flowers out to me.
"Oh Matt…" I said with a smile a I took the flowers and smelled them. i smiled and hugged him. "Thank you, there beautiful."
"Just like you." He said with a smile. I kissed with a smile then I heard the door open.
"Whoa! Sorry to interrupt." John said as he started to walk out the door.
"Get back in here!" Matt said with a smile. John came back in and looked at me, with a look that he only gave me when we were dating. 'Damn why does he have to be so damn handsome?' I thought as I looked at him. I smiled and looked at Matt.
"Why don't we go upstairs and have your welcome home celebration." Matt said with a smile.
"Maybe later baby, I'm tiered and need some sleep."
"Okay, go rest I come back in the morning and we will spend the entire day together." He said with a smile.
"Okay, that sounds like a good plan." I said with a smile.
"Okay, good, come on John lets go see mom." Matt said he walked to the door.
"Um, what's wrong with your mom?" I asked.
"She's in the hospital, she was diagnosed with some kind of terrible illness, that I can't remember the name of, and she isn't doing to good…" Matt said looking at me. His and Johns expressions turning from happy to sad.
"Oh that's terrible. If I wasn't so tiered I would go with you but I'm beat so I'll see her tomorrow."
"Okay babe, see you tomorrow."
"Okay bye guys." I said with a smile before walking to the stairs and going up them.
I went upstairs and got a nice relaxing bubble bath while listening to John's CD. I couldn't believe I was listening to my boyfriend's brother, and ex-boyfriend, CD but I was. I enjoy it, it's good music and it always puts me in a good mood. Aw hell who am I kidding I listen to it so I can think about it and remember the good times we had together. I want to be with him again but I don't want to break Matt's heart. I like Matt but love John. What's a girl to do?