There are some nights I hold on to every note I ever wrote
Some nights, I say "fuck it all" and stare at the calendar
Waiting for catastrophes, imagine when they scare me
Into changing whatever it is I am changing into...

And you have every right to be scared.

Owen stared at the screen in his autopsy room, watching as Gwen flicked her hair over her shoulder. Her brows were crinkled, her green eyes thoughtful as she worked on whatever paper or report she was working on.

He closed his eyes closed and envisioned the some nights that those green eyes were full of passion and love as he held her close.

Cos there are some nights I hold you close, pushing you to hold me
Or begging you to lock me up, never let me see the world
Some nights, I live in horror of people on the radio
Tea parties and Twitter, I've never been so bitter

There were some nights when they would just lay side by side, his arms wrapped around her, and they would both be smiling.

There were some nights when he kissed her so hard her lips would be swollen in the morning, when her hair would be mussed and her eyes would be full of memories from the night before.

And you, why you wanna stay?

Oh my God! Have you listened to me lately?
Lately, I've been going crazy...

There were some nights when they would eat dinner, and his arm would be curled around her waist, and she'd kiss him sweetly.

There were some nights, when she thought he was sleeping, she would whisper about her day,about aliens and Rhys and how she didn't love Rhys.

"Not as much as I love you," she would murmur, and stroke his hair, before kissing him laying down next to him.

There were some nights, when she was asleep, he would tell her about Katie, about her smile. He'd tell her about how Gwen was just as perfect as Katie, perhaps more so.

"I loved her, but not as much as I love you," he's say softly, his lips pressed against her skin.

There are some nights I wait for someone to save us
But I never look inward, try not to look upward
And some nights I pray a sign is gonna come to me
But usually, I'm just trying to get some sleep...

There were some nights when he'd smile at her secretly, when Jack and Ianto and Toshiko weren't looking.

Some nights when he'd step in front of her when they went after a Weevil. Some nights, when he was alone, when she was in Rhys's arms, he'd grip the sheets with his fist and whisper what he wanted her to hear.

There were some nights when they just lay together.

Some nights!