Hey guys! haven't updated in a while sorry! but Beezy33 encouraged me to and I was like hell ye! I still have no idea what I'm doing but hey here's a new chapter!

Also do not hesitate to tell me if you have an idea or if you feel it's shit and doesn't have the same spirit than when i wrote it a couple years ago

By the time they had gotten back to the Novak's, Castiel was doing his best not to think of Dean's hand on his cock, and failed miserably. Luckily, Dean hadn't noticed Castiel's slightly awkwarder awkwardness. Except maybe that as soon a he looked into his deep blue eyes, his cheeks would get bright red and and would quickly lok at his feet and turn around.

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"So what do you kids wanna do this weekend ? There's Launch Trampoline Park or the Wompatuck State Park ? One has trampolines, and the other has camping and nature"

Bobby said, as he was browsing the internet for things to do in the Boston surroundings. He and Jodie had decided to take Gabriel, Sam, Dean, and Castiel on a trip. Everyone else already had plans. Anna, Ash and Jo were going to the Boston international cat show while Ellen and Morgan had to stay in Boston for a business dinner.

"Camping! And what the fuck does Wompatuck mean?!"

"Campiiiinng!

"I wanna go camping!

"TRAMPOLIIINE"

The boys screamed alltogether.

"Suck it Gabe! Three against one we're going cammmping!"

Sam yelled at Gabriel's face.

"Okay it's settled then, I'll ask Morgan if he has 2 or 3 tents we could borrow and some other campin and hiking gear"

Stated Bobby without letting Gabriel the opportunity to protest. It was three against one after all. And he was glad he didn't have to get into a debate aout it because he would not deal with 4 hyped teenage boys in a trampoline amusement park. No way.

When the weekend came, Dean could not wait to go on this camping weekend any longer. Especially when Mister Novak said he had 3 tents, which meant he would get to share a tent with Cas. Alone in a small cramped dark tent.

No only that but Dean also loved camping. He could remember when they used to go camping with his parents, going on hikes, exploring woods, fishing, sitting by a fire camps roasting marshmallows. He remembered how this one time they had lost a 7 year old Sam for two hours, and how it ad felt like two entire days. Once they had found him sitting on the floor with a squirrel, they had all forgotten the fear that had taken old of them. After that they got back to the campfire and ate a huge amount of smore and telling stories, just having the best time a family could have togethere.

But that was before everything had gone wrong.

Maybe this trip would make him feel like everything was alright again. And the perspective of sleeping in that small tight tent next to Castiel was giving him all kinds of funny feelings in his stomach, and even more to his groin.

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Arriving at the campsite, they all got busy with setting up the tents before they left for a hike around te park. Everyone but Gabriel, who was sitting on a camping chair, sucking and waving his lollipop while shouting orders.

"Dean! The stakes can't be that straight! Sam goddamnit that part doesn't go there! You need to twist it upside down, then pull and throw it in the air! Baby brother you're doing just fine! keep staring at Dean's ass!"

"Gabriel, first of all what you are asking from Sam is ridiculous and is not at all how you put the tent together. Second of all, Dean, I wasn't looking at your ass"

Castiel stated matter of factly in that wonderfull gruff voice.

"This is totally how you build a tent and maybe you're not looking at his ass but his reaction to hearing that was priceless!"

"Idjits! Would you stop fooling around and making so much noise ?!"

"We're not doing anything! Gabe is the one who's being an asshole'"

Sam said, as he dodged a piece of wood Gabriel threw at him.

"Snitch!"

Bobby mumbled and turned back to setting his and Jodie's tent as she was looking for wood.

"Just finish with these tents so we can go have a nice long walk and I can abandon you all in the woods"

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At 3pm they were done getting their base camp ready and left for a 2 hour walk to get familiar with the place. They had decided for their first day to follow the trail that went through the Aaron River Reservoir. The next day they would rent bikes to follow the special bike trails.

Sam an Gabriel were together in the front, running to see who would be the first to finish the trail. Jodie and Bobby were in the middle, holding hands and just enjoying the quiet time and fresh air of the park. Dean had stayed behind with Castiel, walking at a slower pace giving them the time to take in the nature and beauty of the trees, the reservoir (which was a 35 minutes walk from the base camp), vegetation, animals, birds and insects.

They had been talking forever, about as meaningless subjects like what type of sugar to use in an apple pie (obviously brown sugar), to debates on what democracy actually means and how it's put in place in diffrent countries of the world. Well, Castiel had a little bit more to say on that subject but Dean had listened eagerly. He even asked questions, and actually learned stuff about a subject that didn't interst him at all in school. And now that Cas was talking about it, it seemed like the most interesting thing he had ever heard. He felt like he could go into political sciences and in 20 years run for president.

The others had taken so much advance that the two of them finished the hike 40 minutes after them, which would have worried Bobby and Jodie if they didn't know Dean and his survival skills. When they arrived they were welcome by the usual "you're such a couple" remarks and the succulent smell of bbq ribs and sausage.

They finished the day, huddled in front of a campfire, roasting marshmallows and eating smores while Jodie told horror stories. It felt like old times.

"Alright gang! This was the last story, Bobby and I are going to sleep and you better do the same if you want to have some energy left for tomorrow!"

Jodie said, as she unzipped the opening of the tent. Castiel headed towards their tent, closely followed by Dean, Sam and Gabriel stayed a while longer, still roasting marshmallows and various bugs as they wcared each other with next level stories.

The actions in the tent was different though.

Castiel was tightly tucked in his sleeping bag, inches away from Dean. Even if the inside of the tent was pitch black, they both had their eyes wide open, feeling the air fill with electricity, each concentrating on the breathing of the other, feeling the closeness and warmth of their bodies. They both wanted to say something, but had no idea what to say.

Some force made Dean move his hand a little bit higher, trying to slowly find Castiel's hand to let it be as close as possible to his, without touching of course. He suddenly felt Cas's finger brushing his and stopped right away. Dean was freaking out.

This was real.

Their fingers were touching! What was he going to do? Was Castiel sleeping? Would he feel it if Dean moved his finger a little bit more to intertwine their fingers?

Fuck it!

He was gonna move his fingers! If Castiel didn't do anything then great! If he said something, then Dean would have to improvise and find a reasonable excuse for why he was tying to hold hands with Castiel. He took every ounce of courage he had and ever so slightly moved his fingers, which was met with Castiel's closing his hand over Dean's, leaving them actually holding hands.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck

They were holding hands!

Dean could not believe it, not only did Cas not move his hand away but he fucking took his hand! Just holding hands with Cas made Dean feel like he had never been touched before! And when Castiel shily started to rub his thumb over Dean's palm ? Best feeling ever. He hoped it would never stop. They both fell asleep, holding hands, simply enjoying the contact they had both longed for ever since they had first laid eyes on each other.

Okaaaaay guys, i have no idea, i feel like i can't write anymore (if i ever could) i hope this chapter was okay ? I also don't know if you noticed but i seperate paragraphs like shit don't hate me please my spelling and grammar as well woops i suc!