AN: Okay here we go again! : ) I hope you all like it! sorry if any of the technical stuff is off I have no idear about that stuff :p XOXO- Lizzie

Sadly nothing is mine wahh

The minute Penelope found out Derek was in the hospital she grabbed her things and raced there, ignoring speed limits and stop signs. She was amazed she didn't get pulled over. Practically running into the hospital she saw all of her teammates sitting in a waiting area.

"What's going on?" she said on the verge of tears

She hadn't gotten the full explanation of what happened she just knew he was hurt. They had caught a case in the town over. The unsub was young, good with computers and he was watching the team which made everything incredibly hard.

"When we finally figured out that the unsub was one of the cops on the case it was too late. He jumped Morgan right in the precinct and before we could stop it he pulled a gun" JJ said as she went to comfort her friend

"What?!" Penelope almost screamed "where is he now?"

"He's in surgery" Hotch said

"The doctor is going to let us know how he's doing as soon as he can" Rossi chimed in, they all knew Penelope would take this the hardest

"Where was he shot?" She asked tears streaming down her face

"In his left side" JJ said holding Pen's hand

"Statistically he could be-" Reid started but stopped the minute JJ glared at him "I'm sure he'll be fine"

Penelope took a seat next to Rossi and everyone fell quiet as a million things raced through her head. What if he wasn't okay? What would she do if he didn't make it? How long would it be until she knew anything?

Her train of thought was interrupted when a man's voice rang out into the silent waiting room "Derek Morgan"

"Yes?" Penelope said jumping up, everyone else following suit

"Well he suffered some internal damage and he is going to have to take it easy for a while. The bullet shot through his left side and out his right shoulder. He was lucky, if it was any higher it could have hit his heart. We need to keep him for a while for observation but eventually he should be fine. He is being transferred to the ICU I'll have a nurse come get you when he is settled"

As the doctor left they all seem to let out a collective sigh of relief. The what ifs had been going through everyone's heads and they were all glad he was okay.

Shortly a nurse came to get them she told them Morgan was still out from the anesthesia and morphine but they could go see him.

As they quietly walked in they were taken aback at what they saw. Derek lay in bed looking hurt and fragile hooked up to a million different machines.

Penelope went to his side and took his hand in hers, she had never seen him like this, he was always big tough agent Morgan.

Glancing at the clock she realized it was almost midnight.

"You all should go home and get some rest" she told her team "I don't think he'll be waking up anytime soon"

"And what about you?" Alex asked

"I'm going to wait until he wakes up"

"Penelope…" Hotch said in a stern tone

"With all due respect Boss man I'm staying. I know what it's like to be in his position and if I had woken up and no one was there it would have been a thousand times worse."

Everyone knew not to argue

"Call if you need anything" Rossi said as they all left

Penelope pulled up a chair as close as she could next to Derek's bed. She took his limp hand in hers again and stared at it.

It was so big compared to hers. She loved the color of his skin next to hers. She kissed his hand.

She watched him for a while studying his gorgeous features. He really was the best looking man she'd ever met. She saw as bruises began to form and his split lip swelled a litte.

After awhile she kind of drifted in and out of sleep. As she lay her head on the bed giving into the sleep that was washing over her, she felt Derek squeeze her hand. Her head shot up and she saw his eyes open.

"Hey there hot stuff" she said as she smiled at him slightly still upset about what happened "how are you feeling?"

"Like I've been shot" he quietly croaked out grinning as much as he could

"Oh well maybe that's because you were!" she teased

"Baby girl I-"

"Honey you need rest, lots and lots of rest. We can talk tomorrow, I'm not leaving your side until I know you are in tip top shape"

"Oh well then maybe I'll just have to stay like this forever" he said closing his eyes and shifting a little

"Goodnight silly boy" said kissing his head and sitting back down letting sleep consume her thankful her Derek Morgan was alive.

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