Ludwig x Skinny! Reader

I hated my body . I hated how weird I looked compared to the other girls. I hated how I had no curves; breasts almost nonexistent in my eyes and scrawny legs. And what made all of my hatred worse was how people seemed to actually want the body I had. Girls would always come up to me and ask how I stayed so thin or they would declare loudly how they would kill for my body. Why?

In truth , I wanted their body. I would kill for their body. I tried everything I could think of to gain weight , but nothing worked. I would just stay skinny, and boney. If it wasn't for the school uniform I would probably be mistaken for a boy. I wanted to be able to look like everyone else, to not look like a walking skeleton .

One of the main reasons I want to look better is for Ludwig. I wanted nothing more than to be with him, but He was prideful. I was convinced he would never date someone like me. I wasn't good enough for him. He would want someone more beautiful and curvy. Not me.

You could see your best friend Katyusha waiting for you at the school gate. She smiled and waved to you, almost popping a button from her shirt in the process. She jogged twords you and every guy turned their heads to stare, jaws dropping . You gave a friendly smile, but it was getting harder and harder everyday. You were jealous of her body, her perfect hourglass figure. She wasn't the brightest girl, so she didn't notice the stares and when guys flirted with her, she just assumed that they were being very nice. Hmph! Nice young gentlemen your ass. They only wanted to get up her skirt. Actually her shirt, to be more specific.

She caught up to you, straightening her backpack and slowing her pace to walk beside you. "Good morning, _! Are you excited about the Winter Formal? They started selling tickets already, even though it's a month away. " You nodded, hoping that she would be able to carry the conversation without your input today. "Of course you wouldn't forget! You've been dying for Ludwig to ask you!" You blushed and covered her mouth quickly, hissing into her ear "Not so loud! Do you want everyone to know?" She shook her head and you removed your hand.

Kat was the only person who knew about your crush on Ludwig, though a lot of girls had a crush on him as well. She was the only person you could trust, you didn't know what you would do without her. You breathed a sigh of relief , trying to bring your blush down as Kat chatted about silly little things. You both parted and you walked into your first class and readied yourself for the day. Most people loved your figure, except for one person. Gilbert. He loved to pressure you into eating more so you could be curvier. He did it in such a high and mighty way so that most people thought that he was being nice. You had just gotten your notebook out for the class when he came in with his friends. His annoying laugh was hard to drown out , but you had plenty practice.

You were going over your homework when a giant container of food was put in front of you, full of what appeared to be a spanish dish. You looked up and saw a slightly blushing Antonio, along with a smirking Gilbert. "Eat up, frau! Put some meat on those bones!" Antonio spoke up with a small smile. "I cooked it myself! Gilbert told me you needed to eat more, so I made something especially for you!"

You forced a half smile and handed him the container . "Thanks, but no thanks. I already had breakfast. " Antonio's sunny smile faltered and Gilbert sneered. "Yeah right! You need to get some curves on you. No man wants a twig." Antonio looked torn between telling off Gilbert or agreeing with him. You felt your eyes burn as tears pricked the corners. You just stared down at your desk. "S-shut up , Gilbert. I don't c-care what you think." That was a lie. You cared about how everyone viewed you. Every second of the day.

Gilbert slammed a hand down on the desk, making you and Antonio jump. Antonio snuck to his desk on the other side of the room, as Gilbert grew angry . "_, I'm trying to be ze nice guy. All I am saying is that you really need some boobs, or hips. Something, anything at this point!. You look like a guy in a girls uniform!" The first tear fell on the desk. Why didn't he realise how hard you actually tried to gain weight?

Soon the teacher came in and he went back to his desk, a sneer planted firmly on his face. All during class you were just too depressed to concentrate much on what the teacher said. Gilbert's words swam in your head. You shook your head and tried to concentrate, but it didn't help. The bell rang, signalling your next class. You grabbed your books and hurried out the door before Gilbert could catch up to you.

You walked down the hall, wiping tears from your eyes. You couldn't stand your imperfections. How flat chested you were, how you had no hips, everything. You were headed down the hall and saw Kat peeking around the corner at someone. You snuck up beside her, but you couldn't tell who she was looking at. You poked her in the side. She squealed, papers flying into the air. You both bent down and picked them up as they fell, laughing and chatting about classes. You had to hide the fact you were sad to her. You couldn't bear to have her upset. . .

You both straightened up, handing her back her papers. "Sooooo, who were you checking out?" She blushed and looked away. "N-No one." You shrugged your shoulders and walked with her to her next class . She would tell you when she was ready. She was never the most confident girl, no matter what you did to help her. You would always tell her to speak her mind, she just couldn't though.

At Lunch, you sat at a corner table trying to eat and waiting for Kat to come . You were having a light salad, you weren't that hungry, especially in front of others. It was so awkward eating in front of people. You could feel them all staring, no matter how many times hat told you that they weren't. Suddenly trouble came. Trouble being no one other than Gilbert and his crew with a bag of McDonalds. You gritted your teeth when his annoying laugh filled the air. "Hallo _ . I ve taken ze liberty of buying you some lunch!" You sighed and shook your head . "Thanks but no thanks. I already have a lunch." You gestured to your salad and he shook his head. "You're going to eat a real lunch, weather you want to or not. "

He pulled a burger out of the bag and unwrapped it. He shoved it in your face with a fake smile. "Go on! Take a bite!" You leaned away and shook your head "Leave me alone Gil!" He grabbed the back of your head and pushed it into the burger. You choked as bits managed to go up your nose and down your throat. He and his friends laughed as he kept shoving it down your throat before you heard Ludwig yell. You were able to breathe again. You caught your breath as you watched the two brothers argue in german.

You snuck out of the lunch room and went to the girls bathroom to clean up, holding back tears the entire time. When you were finished you walked out and as you were about to turn a corner, you heard voices talking. You peeked and saw Kat and Ludwig talking. She looked embarrassed? Huh. Wonder why. You really didn't like spying, but you just had to. Kat rubbed her arm awkwardly. "So, w-would you like to go to winter formal with me?" She blushed and looked into his eyes hopefully.

You didn't bother to stay to hear his answer. You knew he would say yes. He would because she was more beautiful, she actually looked like a woman and not a boy in a girls uniform. Ludwig and Katyusha would be happy, and you were going to be forgotten.