Hey everyone, hope you all had a nice Xmas. I apologise for this in advance, I chickened out of the erm 'graphic' parts sorry LOL. You don't even need to read this actually...

Chapter 6 - Last Chapter.

I felt safe in Brendan's arms. I always had really. Whenever I was hugging Doug and his small frame I just wished it was Brendan embracing me; Brendan and his muscles.

'I'm sorry..' I didn't really know what else to say. I mean I'd just broken up with someone, someone I actually planned on breaking up with and I was crying over him. What the fuck?

'It's fine. No need to apologise Steven. Take it that it didn't go according to plan then?' Brendan stopped at that moment, removing his hands, backing away and looking me square in the face. 'How about a drink and then you can tell me all about it hm?'

I nodded, taking a seat on the sofa. Brendan's sofa, vague memories came flooding back.

Brendan walked over to the drink's cabinet, returning with 2 glasses of whisky and passing me one before sitting down himself.

'Ta...'

'This is where it all started eh? Me giving you a drink, this sofa, then I tripped ye up and ye landed over there..' Brendan said, gesturing to the sofa opposite.

'You planned it?' I smiled, just to show him I was messing. I didn't care anymore that Brendan had planned it that night. I'm glad he did in a way. I mean say he didn't, we might not be here now. I'd probably still be the old Ste. The plain Ste Hay, local chav, into women. Not the Ste I am now, deli-owner, in love with a man Ste Hay...

'Maybe I did Steven. I'm sorry for everything I've put you through. It's gonna be different this time I promise. Ye mean alot to me ya'know.'

'I know...'

'So ye wanna talk about it? Up to ye. I don't mind whether ye do or ye don't.'

'Doug said some horrible things, he told me everything Brendan. I'm sorry Brendan, if I knew then...'

'Steven it's fine. It's not your fault. Don't ever blame yourself okay?'

Brendan moved along the sofa, sitting right next to me with no space in between us. I leaned forward, forgetting all thoughts of Doug. All thoughts of the past year or so. I was where I wanted to be, with the man I wanted to be with. The man I could see a future with. I loved him, that's why I kissed him. Kissed him like there was no tomorrow.

'Woah Steven, bit keen ain't ye?'

'I've waited too long for this Brendan, don't make me wait any longer.. fuck me please.'

'Ye sure?'

'I've never been more sure of anything...'

We didn't even make it to the bedroom. Hardly surprising. I've been waiting months for that to happen. For Brendan to finally be inside of me again, where he belongs. It was special, it was more 'making love' than just a quick petty shag. It was different, as if we were a proper couple now, a proper devoted couple who were ready to face the whole world. I love him more than I ever thought possible.

My thoughts were interrupted by a voice. An Irish voice. 'Ye okay Steven?'

'Never better...'

'Think we better go to bed now yeah? The sun'll be rising in a minute.'

I stood up, grabbing his hand to pull him up to join me.

'I love you Brendan Brady.'

'I love you too Steven Hay. Now come on, you're spending the night here. In my bed. Then tomorrow we are going to go on our first proper date.'

'Your getting soft in your old age you know?'

'You make me soft Steven...'

I glanced down at Brendan's cock. 'Hardly soft baby...'

'Shut up you..' Brendan replied smiling at me.

This was for keeps now. I just knew it. My whole life was changing, changing for the better and I for one couldn't wait to see what it would bring.

Review please, I aint 100% happy with this chapter. But Hey ho. I'm having Stendan withdrawals on the main show, what do you expect? :) x