Road to Zanarkand, Day 42

Apologies! It's been ages since I've written. Well, only a few days, but still. I don't want there to be any gaps in my story.

It's interesting; when Yuna told me she had never been touched - in her words, there - and she was basically still a virgin, something changed in me. I paused and withdrew, tying my bustier back up and organizing my dress. Yuna stared blankly at the wall with her bare back turned to the fire. I put my hand on her shoulder and let it slide down her side. "Yuna," I whispered. "It's okay if you want Tidus to be your first."

"Thank you, Lulu."

Since then I have hotly pursued that boy.

Finally, yesterday, I caught him wandering off from the group. I followed him. As everyone sat around the fire, he got up. Everyone was in a mellow, calm mood, and although it may have seemed like I was walking off in my own direction, I doubled back to approach Tidus on the other side of a hill. I leaned against a rock like a python waiting for her prey.

He's mine, I thought to myself. It's that simple.

As he carefully descended down the rocky incline, I slinked into the shadow. I was planning to approach him from behind, covering his mouth so as not to make sound.

It went according to plan. I wrapped my arm around his head at just the right moment, and with my mouth pressed against his ear, I said, "Make a sound and I'll cast every spell in my book, Tidus. Some of them will still hurt in the morning."

I released him and ordered him to stand against the rocky wall. The sun was setting fast, and evening began making its inevitable approach.

"Do as I say, and this will be most pleasurable for you," I said strictly. "Make one wrong move, and you will experience pain. Perhaps you want pain. We shall see." I waited a moment and considered the best way to proceed. I did have a few questions.

Tidus looked nervously at the ground, trying to hide his apparent embarrassment. "I have a couple of questions before we begin," I said softly. "You will respond with 'yes' or 'no.' "

He nodded.

"Look at my face," I said, lifting his chin with a single finger. "Are you a virgin?"

"Yes," He said firmly. I believed him entirely.

"Do you want to be a virgin?"

"No."

"Are you in love with Yuna?"

"No," he said, whimpering.

"Are you in love with someone?"

"Yes."

"Are you in love with me?"

Silence, and his eyes began searching mine. I couldn't wait for the reply that was looming in his deep blue eyes, ready to escape from his smiling mouth. A hint of cockiness came across his face and I felt like slapping him. Instead, I began kissing him hard. I pushed my tongue so far into his mouth I could feel him try to pull away in horror. I kissed him with an aggression that could only say, you belong to me. You are mine. I will devour you.

He stood there unable to react, and with my hands above his head, against the rock, I pushed myself onto him, rubbing my body onto his. I felt him getting hard against my hips, I gyrated and grinded to make him moan. And moan he did.

I love a moaning boy. But I had to do something about the noise. Like a reflex, I cast Silence. It would last for a few minutes, maybe more, and I had to be finished before that.

"Lie down," I commanded. "And take off everything."

He did as I said, and I watched in delight. His dick was not huge, but it would work. His muscles were glistening with sweat and he was breathing heavily. I found it to be incredibly erotic.

I kneeled down beside him and casually draped by hand around his dick. I squeezed it ever so slightly, and then began to increase the pressure as I stroked it. Tidus clenched his jaw and shut his eyes. I could see he was a bit over stimulated, even if I couldn't hear him scream.

"No, keep your eyes locked on mine, Tidus," I purred. "Don't look away."

I stroked him harder and faster, unable to restrain myself. He was writhing and squirming, somewhere between ecstasy and discomfort. He was perfect.

It felt so good to control him in this way. In one quick motion, I mounted him, and slid him into me so effortlessly it was like a dream.

Tidus' mouth opened, but no sound came out. I pulled down my dress and sank my breast into his mouth, and he did the only thing he could do - he bit down, hard. I moaned softly and as I slowly moved up and down, my fingers gravitated toward his hair. The more he bit, the harder I pulled, the faster I moved. And we went on like that, but for no more than 30 seconds. He had come.

Although it was over, I stayed on top of him for a while, admiring his face and staring in disbelief. My hair hung about my face and I tried to catch my breath, chest heaving. Had I really just done that?

"Yes," Tidus finally said. "I'm in love with you, Lulu."