Sometimes, I don t like who I am.

I don t always feel that way, I mean, overall I like being myself a lot,

But sometimes I wish I could be somebody else.

If someone laughs and points at me, I can laugh along with them,

But when I have a second to myself I sometimes wonder,

Are they right?

I know I m silly sometimes,

Okay, a lot,

But sometimes it seems like being silly

Seems the same as being stupid.

I know that not everybody is going to like me for who I am.

I know that there are others who enjoy me this way.

I know there s more to life than being cool,

But I still wonder, would I be a better person if I changed?

I never tell anyone,

But it really does hurt to be called ridiculous

And stupid

And even silly

I know it s just who I am,

But what would be different

If I was somebody else?