I Don't Want To Feel

Pain- feeling it can leave you in such a state of despair another's

heart could break for you

Misery- A feeling many felt with a heavy heart

Fuck! - A word many shout when things run so out of control

Tear- The wet visible streak of pain that slowly slides down your face and speaks volumes in its own silent language

Hiding- The very mask I wear everyday when I step out my apartment

Teen- I'm a teen forced to quickly grow up

Attitude- The happy knuckle head everyone loves and thinks they know; they don't know that I'm not happy

Apology- What I throw around everyday when I messed up but it's more for me then them

Confusion- I live a life I hate but love at the same time…

Help me make sense of my life