I know. You all thought I gave up on the story. No I didn't. School started up again. I am helping a family member right now with stuff. There isn't must more to the story so I will try my hardest to get it out to you all. thanks for being there and reading. Even though I don't alway respond to your review I read them all and love hearing how you enjoy or question In too Deep.

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Bella

Edward is too perfect. I spent the night on cloud 9 with him. I hung the necklace on my mother's picture when I took it off that night.

The next morning I got dressed in a black dress and put on my new necklace. Edward was still in Bed but I wanted to catch Rosalie before she had to get to work. I kissed his head on the way out and hurried down the stairs.

I pulled a chair to the entry way and plopped down. I was sitting in the entry way when Jasper walked in the door.

"Well hello Bella. Are you the new doorman? A greater?" he laughed hanging his hat on a hook.

"Ha ha" I rolled my eyes and smiled up at him. "Did you see what Edward got me last night?"

He looked up and raised an eyebrow "What did you get?"

I pointed to my necklace. "Isn't it perfect?"

Jasper nodded and smirked at me. "It's very nice. I have to get going but do you need anything?"

"No, just waiting on Rose"

Jasper went off and I sat and sat and sat until Michael and Liz walked through the door around ten.

"Morning. What are you doing sitting in here by yourself, Beautiful?" Michael asked

"I would like to know the same thing." Edward asked crossing his arms and glaring.

"I'm waiting for Rose. Why am I not allowed to sit here?" I said

"Holly molly! What's that!" Liz asked pointing to my chest.

"It's my new necklace. Edward gave it to me" I smiled at her even though I really didn't like her that much.

She looked at it and fake smiled at me. Edward cleared his throat and told them to leave the room.

"Bella, if you want to see Rosalie I'll send her to you when she gets in. I don't want you to be sitting in the entry way waiting. It gets drafty in here. Come on, come sit in my office with me." He put out his hand for me.

I smiled and took it. We walked to the office and I waited for Rose as I kissed my man.

Rose finally came in around noon.

"Rose!" I bounced off Edward's lap. She looked at me and smiled.

"Hi Bella"

"You are scheduled today to have tons of girl time with me. I have so much to talk to you about" I said walking to her and pulling her to the living room.

"So what's up, you are glowing Bella…Wait hold on, is that new because it is gorgeous!"

"I'm so happy you noticed. I didn't want to point it out"

"Why not? I would!"

I laughed and told her all about dinner and how he took me to the jewelry store.

"He pulled it out and he was all shy about it." I showed her the necklace and the engraving.

"Oh that is so…not the Edward I know…proving my point that he is so deeply in love with you."

"Hmm. It all seems too good to be true."

"Ouch. That hurts" Edward said

We turned to him and he was leaning against the door.

"Edward! This is girl time. Get out!" I said pointing for him to leave

His eyes narrowed slightly then he shook his head. "Only you…only you" he chuckled and walked away.

Edward

At times I lose my temper and want to tell Bella to watch herself; but always right before I open my mouth I realize, even if she knew the truth, she would get away with it because I would lose her if I snapped at her.

Emmett looked at me and nodded. "It's like the Edward from high school is standing in front of me. A month and a half ago I would be cleaning up blood and getting rid of a body."

"Emmett!" I shook my head "she will always be different…always getting away with more than everyone else."

The week came and went fast. Wednesday night I showered Bella with love and attention. Tomorrow was a big day and so much could go wrong. I just needed to feel her one more time.

"I love you my beautiful Bella" I kissed her

"I love you. I love you. I love you" she nuzzled my neck and kissed it once.

"Bella, Isabella Swan will you marry me?" I said holding her to me.

She shot up in the bed and looked at me. "Are you…you're serious?" she cracked. Tears started to pour down her face.

"Bella, Doll, you can say no. I'm sorry" I brushed her tears away and started to tear up too.

Please don't leave me.

"I'm not leaving you." she laughed through the tears. I looked at her; I must have said that out loud. "I just…I love you but we are moving so fast… like lightning fast… I just need time to breath" she got up and pulled on her discarded dress.

"Bella wait" I called but she didn't listen. I pulled on my pants as I followed her to the top of the stairs.

Bella

The tears were blurring my eyes but I kept running down the stairs as fast as I could. At the bottom of the stair case to the third floor I tripped falling forward.

"Bella!" a chorus of voices called out.

I looked back up to see Edward with a mask of worry and hurt on but I just…

"Don't! Just stay away!" I said to him and he froze. I looked over to the shocked faces on the second floor and pushed myself up.

Jasper, Michael, Liz, Emmett, and Rose were all staring at me. Rose came over to me. "Bella, what do you need?"

"Get me out of here. Take me somewhere, anywhere. I want to see my mom." I crocked.

"Ok, where is she…give me an address."

"The ocean" Edward and I both said

Rose took me to the same spot Edward did. It was peaceful. I watched the black waves come in till I couldn't see my hand in front of my face anymore.

"It might help to talk, I'll listen. And if he hurt you…I don't care who he is Bella, he will get his"

I pulled her to me and hugged her. "He proposed."

She pulled back "And your reaction was to run crying from the house?"

"I…I'm not ready. He pushed way to fast…."

"Okay, I understand that. You guys have known each other for almost two months and you're unsure"

"No not unsure" I sighed.

Footsteps started to approach us with lights in hand. "It's just us; Edward didn't want you two out here all alone." Emmett called. He and Jasper came to stand by us.

"See like that! He treats me like a…a DOLL. Like I will break."

"Bella he just wants to make sure you're safe and happy" Jasper tried

"No, He may have sent you, but you don't speak. This is GIRL TIME." Rose said

"I just wish my mom was here to bounce things off of?" I said

"Rumor has it I am just like rubber. Try bouncing your thoughts at me"

"Am I ready for this? Can I handle marriage?" Emmett and Jasper choked a little. Rose gave them a hard look.

"Bella, can I ask you one thing?" Rose said

"What?"

"Do you love him?"

"Of course." I said without hesitation. "He is probably the best thing to happen to me since mom passed."

"Then is there any question you can't answer yourself? When I was having doubts about Emmett-"

"Hey" he said

"Shut it, last warning!" she snapped "Bella I was scared…terrified but I knew if I didn't go through with it I would regret every minute of forever. I knew I loved him and that was all I needed" she smiled at Emmett.

"Thanks Rose" I hugged her. The four of us drove back to the house.

When I got in I was about to head for the stairs when Michael pointed to Edward's office. I walked slowly to the door and knocked on the frame since the door was open.

There was a bottle of liquor on the desk and his chair was facing away. The liquor was half gone "Edward?" he didn't answer. "Edward, can we talk?" I asked taking a step in.

Edward still wasn't answering me. "Please Edward, I'm sorry." I started to cry again. "Dammit Edward!" I slammed my fist on the table and pushed his chair.

The chair swung around and Edward's head lulled back. The empty glass in his hand fell in his lap. I sighed and picked up the glass putting it down on the desk.

I walked upstairs and went to bed feeling completely hopeless.