| All right. This is one long chapter it here.

It took me 2 hours to get it all done.

It's different than the rest of the fic, since I rather had both visions of the moment than waste more chapters into explaining things separately.

You have a line to divide which are Kyoko's and which are Ren/Kuon's points of view. I'll see you at the end of the chapter, in another free-talk piece (don't want to spoil it)

Rei |

Kyoko Mogami parted from a second and more passionate kiss running out of breath. She had been confessed and kissed twice… but what was worrying her most, was that she had known all along that her senpai was in love with someone like her, but she hadn't even smelled that it could be actually her. After all the feelings he had caused her, from seeking his approval, to feeling lonely because she couldn't contact him, or the mixed emotions she had while being Setsu, she hadn't been able to puzzle out that he was already hinting so much at her. All my excuses, led me into this…

"You are not answering, Kyoko" she was awaken up from her own thoughts "Shall I take it as I am being rejected?" his eyes shadowed and she felt her heart throbbed. Now she realized that hurting him was one of her worst fears.

"I…" she lowered her sight "I don't know what I've done to be worth of this" she was being shy, but she actually felt out of place.

"I don't know it either" he replied easily "to be honest, whenever I look back, I cannot find the moment when I fell for you. I just find myself already lost in these feelings, and trying to deny them at all costs" she got back to stare him.

He wasn't able to tell when he had become so lost in her. Was it when he had seen her real talent for the first time? Or was it because he remembered the little girl that shone a light in his heart?

"Are you going to make a fool of myself? Or will you reply to me?" he needed to know, with Kyoko Mogami, he couldn't be sure of what her answer would be "Are you going to tell me that you're unable to love?" that was one of his feared answers "Or is it…" he had to grasp some courage to say it "Or are you still thinking about him?"

Kyoko's eyes opened wide "Him?" her face lightened like she had found a gold mine "All this time…" he had exposed himself "That night… You were jealous of Sho Fuwa?" he swallowed, not being brave enough to reply "You knew it was him calling?" his eyes were replying for his mouth, his serious expression showed how much jealous he was "I am sorry I didn't explain what you saw, properly, and I am sorry because Sho made me say things about you that I regretted as soon as those slipped out of my mouth" he knew. That jerk had told him everything what she had said.

"He knew, and I used despicable words to deny it. Would you forgive me?" she said looking at him with teary eyes. Kyoko was slowly accepting what was happening to her, but she hadn't answered to him yet.

"Only if you answer to me" he was still looking at her, with that evil gaze of the Emperor of the Night. Her whole body trembled.

"I tried so hard to cast these feelings away" Kyoko was opening her heart "I denied it so many times. I've been made fun before, and this time it was too deep and serious, I was afraid of what could I become…" her voice was shaky "I tried so hard to push them away, even after the president had told me that if I didn't overcome my inability to love, he would kick me out from LME forever"

"He told you that?" his face was shocked.

"He did" Kyoko wanted to finish what she wanted to say "Am I allowed to love you?" she finally said.

"What?" he laughed "That is not the question, Kyoko"

"Because I do" her whole face became red, it was enough of an embarrassment to be accepting her feelings, to welcome love back into her live, to be saying those words too "I love you. Not the figure of the gentleman Ren Tsuruga is, or the rascal you claim Kuon to be. I love the man that's lying beside me, the man that hated me for entering the showbiz with such despicable motives, the man that mentored but kept coming for my help because he was in trouble, and I hate the fact that I couldn't realize before that these feelings have nothing to do with the ones I had before…" he sealed her words with another kiss.

He had to kiss her again. Kyoko Mogami had confessed back in a weird way and after a long speech, but everything she had said had touched his heart to an unexpected level.

"We better get out of bed, Kyoko" he said as he parted once more from her lips "Otherwise, I can't promise I can hold myself any longer"

"Huh?" Kyoko was still too young to understand what he meant "Hold yourself from what?"

"You know…" This time, it was his face the one to turn red "You should know already, Kyoko. I am not the first man who's tempted by you"

"I don't really know" there she was, the innocent Mogami-san.

"You should know then" he said with a serious gaze "That Beagel weirdo, and Kijima-san with his clothes… and that punk, don't you see that Sho Fuwa is repenting himself so much already?"

"Kijima-san?" Kyoko was still looking too clueless "Wasn't I scolded enough about that matter, already? And Sho? He's only scared that I might accomplish what I declared"

"Let's get…" he couldn't stay there, lying face to face with her, but she stopped him now.

"I want to know" she was determined, indeed "I hate it when you don't explain things to me"

"I…" he was hesitating, even if the mischievous part of him wanted to play with her a little bit longer "I want to kiss you"

"You already kissed me. Three times" she said like she was a little kid doing her math.

"I want to kiss you in a different way" he was straight this time. Perhaps he needed to shake her innocence away for good "I want to kiss you and touch you" his gaze became deeper like he wanted to eat her "I want to touch you in places you wouldn't even allow me to look" she was red-faced again.

"Enough" Kyoko had finally understood why he wanted to get out from bed. However, something was keeping her from moving.

He wants to… but… why am I feeling this weird?

Kyoko's shattered innocence had let the doors open to a more mature her, a young woman still, but a woman who's been told she was loved, and a woman who loved back. Suddenly, all her suppressed feelings and emotions were coming into her.

"How that would be?" she dared to ask. And her senpai's eyes widened.

"Are you asking me to teach you?" he said with an amused tone.

"Aren't you my senpai? Isn't it your job to teach me and take care of me?" Kyoko surprised herself for being that brave.

"All right" he said. He approached her slowly, pulled her into another embrace, and reached her lips with his, but this time he pushed with his tongue, asking permission to enter her mouth. Kyoko was scared, but she was also curious. She opened her mouth to let his tongue explore it, and slowly, she started imitating the moves he was doing with it, entangling both tongues into a deeper and wetter kiss.

He kissed her for a long time, while his hands kept caressing her back "This" he whispered into her ear "Is just the beginning, Kyoko. Are you sure you want me to continue?"

"I do" she said trying to be confident.

His hands kept going while he kissed her neck. After a short while, his hands started reaching for her clothes, and Kyoko knew that he would undress her, she closed her eyes "This… this is embarrassing!"

"Then I'll stop" he said sounding disappointed but understanding.

"No, please" Kyoko's was running out of breath. He had decided not to continue, due to her embarrassment, but now she was telling him to go on "I want to know"

"In that case" he said still not touching her "There's something I need to get" of course, he needed condoms. It wasn't something he had planned, and he wasn't sure if Kyoko would let him go that far, but he used to carry a couple of condoms inside his wallet. Just because he used to be a man with a more active life when it concerned women, he had got the habit to always carry a couple of those with him. Even when after falling for Kyoko, he held no expectations of committing such act. He got his condoms and hid those to not scare her "I'm back"

"Will you… you know…" Kyoko was trying to ask for the obvious.

"Only if you want to" he said, understanding her novice fears. Coming to think of that, he had been so careless in his past, if he ended up making it with Kyoko, then that would be his first real time.

"I do" she said covering her face with her hands. He laughed. Kyoko was too shy, and he had already accomplished so much. He took her back, and resumed his kisses as an attempt to make her relax. He tried undressing her slowly, tricking her with kisses anytime he unbuttoned one of her shirt's buttons, and caressing her with so much care on the places he was discovering.

"You are so beautiful, Kyoko" he whispered before giving her another kiss "Do you understand that I want you to be mine and only mine?" Kuon's nature was indeed possessive, but he was too afraid that anyone could steal her before his eyes.

Kyoko couldn't believe that she was being told those words. She had pictured her senpai as someone out of reach, yet, there she was, under his gaze and his touch, being confessed that she was something he didn't intend to share.

"I am yours" she said as she had while being Setsu, but this time, she truly meant it.

He kept undressing her until leaving her only with her underwear on. She was still feeling too embarrassed, but her desire was growing wider, and she couldn't take her eyes away when he started unbuttoning his shirt. She had been so close to watch his bare chest so many times, but she had forgotten to watch. He was gorgeous.

He went back on top of hers after getting rid of his shirt and started kissing her body. From the neck, his lips and his tongue started going down the route to her breasts. She didn't dare to complain when he retired her bra, but she was extremely embarrassed by the fact he would see her naked. He focused on kissing both her breasts and teasing her with his mouth-sucking. Kyoko let escape a moan. She was so much embarrassed now, but her hunger of desire for him, allowed her to continue.

He licked her breasts, something he had never allowed himself to imagine. And she moaned so hard he felt the pleasure of being the first and the only one to explore that territory. He went back to her mouth, not daring to bring his tongue further, as this would be her first time, and kissed her deep while letting his right hand slip down to where her private parts resided. He could anticipate a complaint coming from her, saying she was too embarrassed to be touched down there, so he kept her silent with his deep kiss, while his fingers prepared the zone. Kyoko let another deep moan escape through his mouth. He parted just to stare at her face.

"This" he said "This is some kind of acting I don't want you to show anyone else but me" he said "Even if you get asked to do it, and you're promised not to be dirtied by the scene, I don't want you perform it. And even if there's no showing of the details, I want you to fake this, and only this" he said as a warning.

"I can say the same" she was saying between moans "I don't want Kuon touching anyone else but me, not like this, not Kuon not Ren Tsuruga" she dared to claim.

He kissed her once more, and then he got rid of her panties.

He had stated so much in so little time, but Kyoko had no intention to repeat such an act in front of anyone else. Even if she went to play a lover, she would never agree to shot such explicit scenes. But she also understood that he didn't want her using this as part of her training. But, how could she? No one could make her feel this way.

She was completely naked, and he was getting rid of his pants and his boxers. She knew it was the time.

He approached her quietly, kissed her with a soft kiss, and without her realizing, he had already started to enter her body.

When did he? But Kyoko couldn't think any further. It was pain and it was pleasure, he kept doing her in so many different ways, yet, with so much passion she could felt how she melted like the ice-cream they had shared as the Heel siblings.

She felt loved, desired and wanted, and when she came for the first time in her life, she felt happy. He came afterwards, falling over her with another deep kiss "I love you Kyoko Mogami" he said whispering on her ear.

"I love you Kuon Hizuri, Ren Tsuruga, and I hate you for making me feel like this" she said "But I guess the love is bigger than the hatred" she added. Now it was her teasing him.

They would have to deal with so many things, but before they had to face with the truth, while had been granted the time to be away by their own president, they would spend a few hours cuddling and loving each other. Because they had been neglected enough already, and because they would have time to deal with whatever that was waiting for them later…

~The End~

| Forgive the cheesyness... and I don't tend to be too explicit on sex scenes, is just not my thing. I know that people might be disappointed for me not recreating more into the scene, but when it comes to these scenes, I am not what people expect, I just need the story to get going and not loose too many time in recreating the pleasure.

And yes... when they end up cuddling, they shall discuss some more things... but this is the part where I wanted to finish the fic. I am already too hungry for chapter 195... I cannot keep making things up XD sorry. I don't even know if I ever be able to make a new fic for SB, after knowing some more details, perhaps? I don't really know.

I'll keep visiting the site, as a Reader, I already visit it. And whenever I come up with anything new, post it.

But, as I told before, my fics are always about idols, and the one I am currently writting is already being published somewhere else.

It's been a great experience trying to convey my needs on SB, and I've appreciated the feedback so much. I hope I can learn more through reading, I've been reading more in English lately.

And yes, I don't expect Kyoko and Ren making up right after conveying their feelings for each other, but this is a fic. Right? ;P

See ya'll

Rei |