19:58, Oct. 17th, 2013 – Sent

This feels ridiculous. I shouldn't be sending this. But my therapist keeps telling me to say the things I wanted to, but never did. I guess this is the best way I know how.

I miss you, Sherlock. –JW

19:59, Oct 17th, 2013 – Received

We're sorry, this number has been changed, or is no longer in service.

2:16, Nov. 28th, 2013 – Sent

It gets so cold at night, Sherlock. Our flat was always so warm, but I still haven't gone back. –JW

2:17, Nov 28th, 2013 – Received

We're sorry, this number has been changed, or is no longer in service.

4:35, March 1st, 2014 – Sent

Just got out of therapy. Asked if "getting things off my chest" counts when the person I'm talking to is dead.

She didn't answer. –JW

4:36, March 1st, 2014 – Received

We're sorry, this number has been changed, or is no longer in service.

16:27, May 12th, 2014 – Sent

Saw Mrs. Hudson crying today. Pretended not to. She almost made it three months, poor thing.

I made it almost three days, once. –JW

16:28, May 12th, 2014 – Received

We're sorry, this number has been changed, or is no longer in service.

21:04, May 18th, 2014 – Sent

What happened to my miracle, Sherlock? I need you. Stop this. Come back. –JW

21:05, May 18th, 2014 – Received

We're sorry, this number has been changed, or is no longer in service.

14:21, June 15th, 2014 – Sent

I used to think that I could never feel more alone than I did before I met you.

I was wrong. –JW

14:22, June 15th, 2014 – Received

We're sorry, this number has been changed, or is no longer in service.

3:02, September 9th, 2014 – Sent

I hate you, Sherlock. I hate you for leaving. –JW

3:03, September 9th, 2014 – Received

We're sorry, this number has been changed, or is no longer in service.

7:08, November 12th, 2014 – Draft

I love you. –JW

23:59, December 31st, 2014 – Received

I'm not dead. Let's have dinner. -SH