AN: Hello, really dark story here. If you can't handle self-hurt or are a wuss with blood and stuff like that, please don't read! I am warning you now so don't flame. I made them have the prologue all in one so it wasn't in like ten different parts. Here are the following pairings:
Hungary/Poland
Japan/England
Tawian/America
Prussia/Canada
Germany/Veneziano
Spain/Romano
Ukraine/Russia
Lituania/Belarus
Seychelles/France
Sweden/Finland
Also, I don't own where I stand by Issy Higgins or Hetalia! I make no profit from this story.

Chapter 1: Part 1: Poland

I yawned a deep sigh as I tried to curl up small as I could in my over fluffy bed. The multiple cushions and blankets and pillows I had piled all over it didn't really help my case.

My stomach grumbled loudly. I had to ignore it. I wasn't hungry. I wasn't. I couldn't be. I am hungry. Must ignore it.

I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong. I am strong.

I repeated my mantra in my head. I was strong and no one could stop me.

I tried to pull open my bedside drawer. It was stuck. Again. I tugged at it a few more times till it came out a bit for me to stick my hand in it at least I rummaged around in what I couldn't see till I felt my hand wrap around the pill bottle.

I pulled it out and uncapped it. I shook the bottle till a small white capsule that could easily be mistaken for a over the counter Tylenol I closed my eyes and breathed in and out slow as I guided my hand to the water cup on top of the desk drawer. I wrapped my hand around it and breathed out slow again.

I placed my hand with the pill next to my mouth and opened my hand and mouth at the same time and felt the small pill rest delicately on my lips. I took a drink of water and swallowed it down. It didn't taste bad or anything I just needed to sleep. I could feel my eyelids getting heavier every second.

I laid back down on my bed and let sleep easily over take me.