England p.o.v

3 years have passed sence that one fateful day. When I lost everything and everyone I cared for. When they threw me away like it was nothing. Suddenly sobs racked my body. I curled up into a ball, holding my knees to my chest. As the wet salty water ran down my cheeks my body started to shake violently. My vision started to get all hazy and my head started to pound. I gulped as the pain from my head swiftly took over my whole body. The next thing I knew I was screaming out in pain. The screams filled the living area, bouncing off of the walls never faltering.

Finally, when I stopped sobbing and shaking it was twelve a clock in the afternoon, tea time. I breathed in deep, pushing down the little bits of the horrible feeling that were still lingering in me. When I tried to stand up my legs wobbled a little. My eyes tried to close themselves as my body started to go limp. I struggled with my self for a few minutes. Deep down I really just wonted to die, to feel my body run cold and darkness wash over me. That was the one true thing I wonted. Ever since they left I got used to being alone but, in truth I really jest hated it. I wonted someone who would stay by my side and love me forever. In reality that could and or never happen and I knew that.

Sighing I stiffly walked into the white-walled kitchen. A smile pulled at my lips as I looked at the green cabinets and dark gannet counter tops. Wonderful memories filled my mind. It was so overwhelming but, I loved the warm feeling's I got deep down inside. snapping out of my trance I made my way over to a green cabinet to my left. I took hold of the handle and gently pulled it open. Inside were my tea cups. I grinned as my eyes swept over them. Finally they stopped at lovely sky blue tea-cups with little green bunny rabbits on them. Smiling I pulled one of the cups and a plate that matched it out of the cabinet. Be for closing it I put the tea-cup and matching plate on the counter.

With in minutes I finished the tea and relaxed in the living room. My senses relaxed almost at once as I drank the Earl Gray tea. I loved day's like this. When everything was quiet and the only noise were the singing birds. Suddenly the phone rang. I jumped a little, fear rising in me for a split second then quickly swept away by realization. I got up and answered the phone.

"Hello?"

"Good, your well today. I need you to come into work today." A russian said

"W-What? But, this is my day off boss." I protested

"Da. I still wont you to come into day. When ever you can." The russian answered

I couldn't beleave this fucking russian would so this to me. I tried to protest some more but, my words didn't even phase him. In the end I gave in and told him that I would be there at two. Looking up at the clock I saw that it was only twelve thirty. That gave me enough time to finish my tea, take a shower and put on my uniform.

Sorry first fanfic. I really hope that you guys liked it. I'll be posting more chapters in the future, they'll be longer to. Thanks for reading.